
"When next week, right? Can you, Di?" said Shine corner Diana who now intends to pick up her artist to get ready immediately.
Diana was just looking at Krystal and Shine alternately.
"So don't make it hard, Di. He must have had a hard time putting together my schedule and__"
"It can be rearranged, right, Di? We beg you." pinta Shine by cupping her hands together.
Diana scratched her nape that was not itchy, she had to how the hell is this?
Everything is so complicated, Krystal males pantes come home, the family is complicated.
Silently, Diana complained inwardly.
Suddenly, Shine forcibly retrieves Krystal's suitcase, "Stay here until everything is good."
"But, in a bad one, brother."
"Okay, Krys, I'll ask Leonel for help on this, I'll work on it." Diana broke up and raised her hand, at first she was upset about the drama, and at first she was upset about it, but indeed, between Krystal and her family, there is a lot to be done.
"I'll try to talk to some parties, Krystal will take some time off."
"God, brother? Di, I'm sorry this is gonna be hard for you." Krystal really felt regretful, although not much of this would definitely make her and Diana unprofessional, even though the day after tomorrow was her schedule for Glare & Claire.
"But, this time let Krystal go home to Milan to represent one of the brands, I beg this time, he must be in fashion the day after tomorrow" said Diana pleaded.
"After that I will try to condition to make Krystal stay here, even hiatus___"
"Di, you don't have to bother. My brother's overreacting sorry." sidelines Krystal touch the manager's shoulder.
"No, Chrys! You do have to get some things done with your family, okay?" break up Diana, overcast.
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Stunningly!
One word that could describe how charming the woman who walked on the catwalk was.
"He's amazing!" praise Claire, seeing Krystal's appearance, Leonel smiled wryly.
"What happened, Leon? Usually my son is most excited about Krystal" said Claire teasing her son, Claire may be the figure who looks firm on the outside but in the eyes of her children she is a jolly mother.
Although, busy.
Claire's sons never lacked affection, she was good at making things balanced.
Busyness does not make him ignore, he always apologizes and makes any effort if he feels broken promises or has something wrong with his children.
Okay, back with that heartbroken man.
Her green eyes remained staring silently at the beauty of her beloved woman.
"Mom, don't talk weird. I don't." deny Leonel.
"You, so. She's your favorite model."
"Not anymore." in return.
"Why?" ask Claire wonder.
"No." said Leonel coldly, all his sons were quiet and cold, but this Leonel still had a warm and friendly side like him.
Just, this is different.
"Did something happen?" tanyanya.
"Stop, Mommy. Focus on the show better."
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The event is over, time to go home and rest, but the problem is this time he will return to Indonesia.
"Good sleep, Krystal. I have a sudden business, you can go home by yourself."
"Yes, Di." replied Krystal while wearing her fur coat, the weather was cold tonight.
"Remember, Krys! Tomorrow afternoon flight to Indonesia, enough rest."
"Yes, dear Diana. Got enough? Already, let's go home."
"Be careful, you go home alone or I'll call you, Leonel, he'll take you." Diana suggested.
Just now, Diana raised her hand to call out to Leonel who was also in the parking area, Krystal rebuffed the woman's hand.
"Don't trouble anyone else, Di. I can." press Krystal.
Okay, Diana blank.
He forgot that if anything happened between them, Krystal must have been unwell.
"I'm sorry, Krys. Leonel's a good man, I'm leaving first." Diana's message, running towards the car that just stopped near them.
Krystal sighed while looking in the direction where the handsome man was standing, apparently Leonel was talking on the phone, for some reason he wanted to watch Leonel until the man got into his vehicle.
"Sorry, you're so good for trash like me." he murmured.
Krystal felt guilty, she never felt valuable behind her confidence she had a huge sense of inferiority.
After a long time, in the apartment room that he had lived in the last few years.
Krystal was silent at the sight of her left wrist, which she said until it bled.
Luckily, she did not slash deeply, because tonight there will be no Diana to bandage her wound or stop her blood and take her to the hospital.
Krystal stared blankly at one point.
Mirror, there's a shadow of him there.
Drop by drop tears also started to come out from her eyelids.
For him, when he feels guilty and useless hurting himself is the best way to make his feelings relieved.
"Ck! You idiot!" suddenly he rose to rub his tears violently, then laughed discordantly looking at himself in the mirror, he stood up to grab a tissue and took some sheets violently and cleaned the blood in his hands.
"I look like a crazy person like this." he muttered amusedly, but his feelings were still unruffled.
"Come home?"
Krystal spoke to herself, to herself, she opened the dresser drawer and picked up a book.
He took a polaroid photo, "Are we going to see each other again, brother? How'this? I still love you, do I have to be an actor?" he said he was grim while looking at the photo, then laughing discordantly, again...
"Oh, come on, Krystal. You're beautiful, famous, why have to be with someone's husband? Leonel was even very handsome and rich" he said again and slammed his body on the bed.
This is!
It is Krystal's secret.
Krystal sometimes wondered if she was crazy, but she wasn't!
He knows he still has his sense.
It's just that, sometimes he is confused and like a depressed person.
Often arguing with himself, as if having another interlocutor.
Krystal thinks maybe it's because she doesn't have anyone.
"I'm alone." that's what he always said, "When, here I have Di, there's a good Leonel, there's good colleagues."
I don't know, have you ever felt this?
Alone, surrounded by family and friends?
Talking to them sometimes only adds to the burden.
Krystal smiled suddenly.
"I have to meet, Leonel, right now." then got up from his bed and rushed to the man.
'Do I have to subvert someone to my obscure grief?' krystal thought, the responsibility of her staying goes to where Leonel is.
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