
"S. actually emm.I want to return all this to you Mr" said Eli stammered while removing a laptop, mobile phone and also a savings book on his behalf where all the contents are
the money given from the man in front of her is as her worker's pay supposedly.
Initially, Eli tried to convince himself that he could and dared to just look into Mr. Rieve's eyes and point to Mr. Rieve that how serious Eli was about what he would be Eli did this, but then he saw Mr. Rieve's eyebrows twitching deeper and he hesitated.
"Give me the reason?" Eli saw that Mr. Rieve was not at all surprised by what Eli was doing, even he was impressed very relaxed in facing Eli who instead became nervous half to death.
Eli seemed to close his eyes at a glance then slowly he took a deep breath to try to collect oxygen
and also courage before in the end Eli revealed his reason.
"I can't find any reason why you hired me Mr" replied Eli swmakiny unguidedly.
"Really?" it appears that Mr. Rieve is tilting his face trying to digest the sentence that Eli blurted out.
Eli himself said it was not
sure of what she said just now, especially with Mr. Rieve who heard her.
"Mr, you gave all this to me just because you feel sorry for me don't you?" eli asked uncontrollably again various thoughts in his brain.
"Do you think so?" see now he turned the situation upside down by asking a new question.
"I know Mr. that you only consider me the saddest student on campus so you brought me here with the intention of giving me a
a job you don't really need at all just to give me a salary so I can keep meeting my needs..you even lend me this laptop and phone because you know that I'm too poor to be able to buy it with my own money, right?" now Eli is increasingly blabbering indeterminate direction but precisely Eli now feels very relieved because all stuck in his head that is like this garbage he can remove.
"Do you feel that way?" and he again did not answer the question from Eli instead turned his question to Eli himself.
"Right" was the only answer Eli could give
just admit it.
"But sorry Eli, I have to tell you that what you think is not true at all..you know I'll even use your summary as material for me to teach which I'll share with all the students after I review it" he calmly stood up and walked towards the small drawer by the side of his bed and picked up something there.
"Look at me even checking it out, and so am I
tomorrow morning I can share with all of you via email" he continued while showing the results of Eli's print out work that Eli sent by email to him last week.
"For laptop problems, that's just one of my ways to make things easier because if you summarize it with paper, I'll have trouble sending the results of writing
your hand is on all the students, so maybe the file form will be easier and more about
mobile phone, I really purely need it as a communication tool, not a tool for
channeling my compassion to my students" he said again still with his succinct smile.
Aishh shit, he really
breaking all of Eli's dirty thoughts and now Eli realized how petty his thoughts were.Esually he was very shy and unkind to his lecturer.
"Is there anything else you want to say Eli?" her question and Eli were only able to bow down with a feeling of shame.
"Sorry Mr. I shouldn't have said all these stupid things earlier.I'm really sorry" Eli regretted with a lowered face unable to look at his handsome lecturer.
"It's okay Eli, I understand it" he said
a smile that Eli could see from behind his eyelashes.
"Emm, then excuse me Mr. I'll go back to the library to continue making the summary" now all Eli thought about was that he had to escape the room immediately and that was what he was thinking about right now.
"Okay, come back" she replied in a casual tone and now Eli was trying to walk a little quickly to get out of the room
and returned to the library with shame hanging around his neck.
It was very embarrassed and also felt so heavy that he did not dare just to lift his face let alone to look at him.
And as for the kiss, it must have been because she was lonely when the night was getting late, and it was also impossible for her to actually look at Eli as a woman.
Eli even felt unworthy just to imagine that he wanted her and maybe Mr. Rieve was just on a whim at the time..yes, maybe that's what Eli had to plant deeply in the contents of his increasingly damaged head.. Mr. is an adult and he must have gaiety let alone see a woman come to his room in the middle of the night.