
I weighed and thought for a long time until my decision was made to silence this first. I'm trying to calm down. I don't know what makes this heart bear to see him get punished.
But, do I have to let go of my future being ruined? Is there anyone who would marry me? Ah, I don't know. My brain is too tired to think. I tried to close my eyes.
Maybe because my eyes are tired of crying so for a moment I've been in dreamland. I slept so well, I woke up because someone was shaking my shoulder.
"Sir, awake! It's still late afternoon when you sleep. Hey, let's get up!"
I painstakingly opened my eyelids that were still very sticky, I felt very upset with the person who woke up, did he not know that I wanted to run away from the reality of the goods for a moment, I don't want to think about my problems that feel so heavy.
I opened my eyes wide while trying to bring back awareness to the surface. A Handsome Man who very much dominates Papa.
"Bang Khenzi! How come you're home? Where are Mother and Papa?" ask me, sit down immediately.
"Father and Mother are arriving tomorrow. Brother deliberately went home first, because there are important things in the company that you can not leave," he said while sitting by my side.
Yeah, he's my twin. Mother said she was fifteen minutes older than me. However, I still call him Brother, he also fits me to call Brother, because he is far too mature from me. He is that, patient, loving, relentless,
From childhood we were always together. Unlike my first brother, we live separately, Bang Yanju lives with his parents in Medan city, we are one Mother but different Papa. But, his father Bang Anju, Papa's sister, Om Yandra.
Sometimes I confuse myself with their relationship. But yasudah, it's none of my business. What is clear is that our family is harmonious and peaceful, there is never any disagreement.
Actually Bang Yanju is also very good, but because we rarely meet, then sometimes I can not always feel like with bang Khenzi.
"Hey... Daydream again. Shower there! Must not have taken a shower, right? Well, why are your eyes swollen, you're crying?" tanyanya looked at my face.
"Ish, what the hell, Bang? Who is crying too. Yaudah I'm going to take a shower, there you come out!" throw me out while pushing his body out.
"Okay, later after the shower accompany you to meet someone ya."
"Meet someone? So what does this have to do with me?"
"Abang wants to meet a woman, but." he said hanging. I am a little suspicious of his behavior.
"But what? Can you clearly not say?"
"But, honestly you don't dare to face it alone."
"Well! Who is that woman? Enemy Brother? client?" I'm still confused by this guy's words. His face was sweating coldly. "Abang Why? A fever?" I fumbled his forehead.
"Ihh, what the hell are you! Who has a fever." He put away my hand.
"Keep... What makes a face like that? Oh, or I can guess. Don't-don't Brother..."
"What?" tanyanya looked at me for answers.
"Abang fell in love again huh...? Hmm, what am I doing?" I pinched his cheek with a pinch.
"Hehe... Just want acquaintance first, Dek" he replied blushing embarrassed.
"Oh Allah, my brother can also fall in love? Haha..." For a moment I can laugh and get entertainment from my beloved brother.
"What the hell are you. Not assisted, even in laughing," his mouth while putting on a pouty face.
"Eh, no! It's true, there's important business in the office," apparently, although I know the main factor is that.
"Yes, yeah. Well I take a shower first, I accompanied Abang to meet my sister-in-law's candidate," always teasing her.
"Isa.. Take a shower! Brother wait downstairs. Oya, today the ADC picket is still Yusuf?" the question that made my heart go back to being disturbed when I heard the name of the man called.
"Sir, how dumb?"
"Ah, yes. Still him. Yeudah I took a bath, there you come out!"
After Bang Khenzi came out, I immediately locked the room door. My chest feels tight, I find it difficult to make peace with this situation. My Bathinku was in pain when the shadow of that night never went out of my mind.
Is it hard to sacrifice? I've been a victim, but I have to sacrifice for humanitarian reasons for my wife and baby.
"Oh my goodness, Khanza, why are you so easily ruined."
I'll go in the bathroom immediately. I tried to calm my mind by soaking in the bathtub, I poured liquid soap with rose aromatherapy.
Relax slightly. I try to forget the problems. After a long soak, I immediately finished the bath. It didn't take long for me to be tidy and get ready to go accompany Bang Khenzi.
"Udah ready? Really long!" rumpul Bang Khenzi, looks on his face agitated.
"Why so agitated? Rileks my brother's. Come on, don't strain his face. This is how my sister-in-law would be interested in my brother. Ih, looks really new close to girls, so do not work just. Fortunately, it is not a two-door refrigerator. Stiff, cold bin."
I tried to change the character of bang Khenzi who had been very rigid, to be more relaxed in dealing with a woman. I saw him scratching his head that was not itchy while grinning mesem.
"Yes, how dong continues, it's built like this," he said resignedly.
"No way, you have to change, you have to be more relaxed and cool. If the matter of looks no need to worry, already cool and Maco. What needs to be changed is that cold attitude, must be more sensitive in dealing with a woman. Because women actually use feelings, in contrast to men, who always use logic and mind."
"Okay, okay. My good sister. Thanks for helping out so much. Let's go. If the long lecture like this waiting can saturate and finally he came home, then what use did your mouth that had been foaming gave me direction," he said that made me fall apart.
"Haha... All right, let's go now."
When I got outside, I saw him in the post, immediately running towards us. I immediately diverted my attention. Don't wanna look at him.
"You, you're out Mas Khenzi?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, Mas Yusuf. Take us to Cafe xx, which is on jackfruit street, yeah."
"Okay, please Mas." The man opened the door for Bang Khenzi, he looked at me, but he seemed to already know that I didn't want to be treated the same as bang Khenzi. He just ducked down, then went in and sat on the bench.
I opened the car door myself, and immediately sat in the back cabin. Bang Khenzi sat next to the driver.
On the way, I just kept quiet while listening to bang Khenzi's chat with the aide. My brother seemed so friendly and appreciative of him, it was all because he didn't know how the man behaved to me.
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