
I eat with a happy feeling, Mas Yusuf is more and more attentive to me. And I also don't know my cravings that always want to eat the rest of it. Sometimes Mas Yusuf always felt sad, but because of the desire of the baby he could not refuse.
After finishing eating, I took a short break, after that I immediately took a shower to clean myself, because the rain had begun to subside then we intend to continue the journey for this impromptu and short tourism.
After the shower I immediately prepared, I stood before the large mirror in the room. I observed my neck many traces of possession made by Mas Yusuf.
"Geez, why so much of this. Ck, Mas Yusuf why this much Mas..." Rutuku while fixing my clothes that there is no collar.
"Why Deck, how angry are you, Hmm?" The man hugged me from behind while pecking my cheek from the side, he smiled sinlessly after leaving many traces on my body. It turns out my husband is also violent in making love.
"Ish, it's again. Look at this, Mas! I would be embarrassed when I see people," I said pointing at the bluish-red imprint that was on my neck.
"Hehe... I'm sorry, honey, you're so worried." Mas Yusuf's body is still stuck on my back. His words were always so gentle that my annoyance evaporated immediately upon hearing his apology.
I twisted my body and faced him, I looked at that handsome face, his pointed nose, sexy thin lips, stern jaws, thick and neat eyebrows. Ah, she's almost perfect. I was really fascinated by him.
"Why stare at me like that, Dek?" Joseph kissed my lips.
"Thank you for being so good with me" I said looking into those shady eyes.
"Don't say that Deck, it's my duty to always treat you well."
Yes, I know Mas Yusuf is a good man, of course not with me, but with Mbak Tiara and his son also very good.
After the rain stopped, we checked out. As promised by Mas Yusuf, we had a culinary tour around the beach in the city of Painan. Finish the typical food chips, we end with a photo together in Karolin on the beach. Yes, even though the photo will be stored in my phone gallery only.
Mas Yusuf was so affectionate hugging and pecking my cheeks in the picture. I am really happy today. I finally have a photo with my husband.
"It's late afternoon, Dek, we go home now yes," Mas Yusuf asked, while I was still sitting quietly while enjoying the wind on the beach. I stared deep into the ocean. A wish I had. And pray in the heart.
O God, thank You for the happiness you give me today, I do not know what my destiny will be, but I will accept whatever it is if You will.
Joseph sat down beside me with his hand in his hand, and kissed him. He looked at me so deeply. "What are you thinking Deck?" joseph asked so gently.
"No, my mother, I think of nothing, only a Do'a and a hope that I offer to Allah."
"May I know what your expectations are?"
"Can't! Kepo yes. Hehe..."
"Ih, Cheapskate!"
"Belgium!"
Suddenly, Mas Yusuf's hand reached out to rub my stomach. His body is in line with my stomach. "Your mom is stingy, son. He makes Papa curious."
I just chuckled to hear Mas Yusuf complain to his son, slowly I rubbed the jet black hair of the father of this child, and cupped his cheeks, so that now our gazes meet again.
"There's never been a bad Do'a, Mas. I just thank God for the happiness I feel today with you."
Mas Yusuf grabbed both palms of my hands that were still on his cheeks, then put together our hands. "Thank you for being happy with me, I know our relationship is still very complicated. But trust me Dek! I will always try to be fair to both of you. Sorry if fate put you in this position. I hope to survive even though there will be problems for the sake of the problems we will pass."
"No, Deck. There are things I haven't been able to say. I'm still looking for the right time to discuss that with Tiara."
I just nodded in understanding, I don't know what makes Mas Yusuf can't tell Mbak Tiara the truth, but of course he has a specific reason why he hasn't been able to come clean.
"Okay, let's go home now. We'll be out on the street for the night" he asked back, he immediately helped me to stand up.
On the way home, we talked a lot of things. We are getting closer and open to each other. Many stories of Mas Yusuf that make me so amazed by his struggle in reaching his goal to become a state servant.
As Papa said, Mas Yusuf always held his identity as a police personnel. From every speech he is always pre-eminent in carrying out tasks. It can be seen with his age is still quite young he has earned a pretty good rank. And God willing, maybe next year will be a young officer.
Of course my gratitude is so great for everything that my husband has achieved. Hopefully in the future it will be even better.
"Daddy, did you have a boyfriend before we got married?"
Suddenly Mas Yusuf's question came out of the corridor we were discussing, which was about work but now seeps into personal things. I looked at his face that remained focused on the body of the road.
"Dating hasn't, Mas. Being close to someone. But, ever since that event I decided not to get close to that man, I did not even dare to give him hope anymore. Honestly, I felt like I had no future anymore. I prefer to live alone" I explained honestly
"I'm sorry. Because I've taken away your happiness, "he feels guilty.
"Yes, I've forgiven you Mas, I know this is not all your wish, maybe it can be said that we are both just as victims."
"Is that man Dr Akmal?" The traps are so precise.
"Huh? Emm..."
"No need to answer Deck, I already know."
"I-iya, but I now consider him just a friend," I was obviously a little nervous.
"But, it seems like he still holds great hopes for you. Seen from his gaze. Did he express his feelings to you yesterday?" Mas Yusuf's guess is back on target. I was confused as to what to answer, but I didn't want to lie either.
"W-yeah, Mom, but I didn't answer anything."
"That means Adek is still worried? Is there a chance you'll take it?"
"No! No man would accept my situation like this. It's all because Dr. Akmal doesn't know my true condition yet. Right now I am just living my destiny. I wish there was happiness with you, although at this time it can be said that I am only your mistress, but I try to sincerely I just want my son's status explained later Mas."
I got a little carried away so that my words might be able to cloud his feelings. He looked at me with sadness, I knew he didn't want something like this to happen, here he was as a victim. I don't want to sue him too much. I am the one who has entered into being the third person in her household and Ms. Tiara.
"You don't worry, I promise to give our child a clear status. I beg you to be patient until that time comes" he said, wiping my head. And I just nodded in understanding
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