
I slowly moved closer to the two romantic and loyal couples. I don't know what they're talking about that is clear, Papa can always make Mommy smile.
When he heard the foot, Papa realized and immediately rose from the lap of Mother. They try to give distance. I smiled at the parents I loved the most.
"Home home, son?" ask Mommy while giving her hand to me.
"Hmmm..." I just nodded immediately to receive their helping hand.
"Here sit." Papa was banging the little floor of the lesehan giving me room to sit in the middle of them. Papa rubbed my head gently. "How are you doing today?" tanya Papa put her hand on my shoulder.
"Alhamdulillah everything is sorted Pa, from tomorrow I can practice in the hospital," I explained to Papa and Mommy.
"Thank God, may you be a trustworthy and responsible doctor." Mother cried together with Papa.
"Aamiin. inshaAllah. But, why did Papa and Mommy not allow me to practice at Om Yandra Hospital? If there I can be close to Oma and Opa," I obviously somehow want to get away from my hometown.
"Keep if you are close to Oma and Opa, you want to stay away from Mother and Papa?" Papa asked me back.
"Not away, Pa. But I just want to be independent, I've grown up, so as not to be a spoiled Khanza again..."
Papa just smiled and immediately grabbed my body to get into his arms. Mother also smiled, as if my words sounded funny to them.
"Now tell Papa and Mommy. Do you want to run away from trouble? What makes you this way? Is Dr Akmal?" Papa asked in succession and his guess was wrong as well. Yes, actually I want to run away from a problem, which is about the feeling that I'm afraid of getting in the wrong place.
I don't know if I'm currently in love with a man who has disfigured me? Nah! I will not let this feeling grow. I don't want to ruin their happiness.
"Why shut up, son? Is Papa's guess right?" ask Mother to convince.
"Huh? No. gabe. That's not true. Mother and Papa what the hell? Me and Dr. Akmal have nothing to do." I deny all their guesses.
"So, why would you suddenly want to practice at your Oom Hospital?"
"No pa-pa, no Pa. I just want to try it with a new atmosphere. I'm in the family place anyway, and I'm also close to the Anju bang."
"Son, Papa and Mommy won't forbid you to go anywhere you're comfortable with, but our hope is that you can stay here because we're so quiet if you're not in this house."
I looked at Mommy and Papa. Feeling unbearable to leave them, ah, I better try to live my career here first. I need to be able to control this feeling.
Remember Khanza, he already has a wife. Never be a woman who destroys people's homes.
But what about the one who ruined my future? Is that fair to me. Oh God, forgive me. Didn't I promise to try to forget. If he could sacrifice his life to save me, then I would sacrifice my future for the happiness of his household.
"Alright, Pa, I'll try to live my career here first, but, if one day I feel bored and want to try at Om Yandra Hospital, yes, Pa, Bun?" I asked, somehow I'm not sure I can live my days in peace.
"Alright, dear, Mother and Papa will not forbid you. We hope you feel at home and comfortable working at the hospital." Mother tried to understand what I wanted. I just nodded in agreement with all Mother's words.
"Yes, Bun, Pa, I want to tell you that Mas Yusuf has come to his senses from his coma." I almost forgot my original goal, which was to give them the good news.
"So I stopped by the hospital before I came home, and I saw for myself that Mas Yusuf was conscious."
"Thank God, Papa was relieved. I hope he recovers soon."
"Later to RS yes, Mas," said Mother
"Yes, we're going to the hospital tonight."
"Bun, I'm going in first. Want to rest," I said want to withdraw from them.
"Alright, clean up first just rest. Have you been praying Ashar?" ask Papa who never forgot to remind us his children about the obligation as religious people.
"Not Pa, all right. I'll go to the room to pray immediately." I kissed Mother and Papa's cheeks and immediately left them both.
Arriving in the room, I immediately took a shower and performed the worship of four rakaat. I felt calmer after complaining to God about how I felt.
I will try to be sincere and let go of what has happened in my life. Although it feels so difficult but I believe, I can definitely get through this.
Pretty tired all day following a series of tests at the hospital where I will pursue a career. So, drowsiness strikes when my body is on the bed. It didn't take long for me to enter dreamland.
***
I've been officially a Dr.SpOG for a few days. My work takes my mind off her a little bit. I try to keep Legowo accept all my destiny in the future.
Today I came home a little later than usual, because my patients are quite booming because it's Monday, then the patients are boking online and the general list is full.
As usual I always come home picked up by the ADC who ride the picket, not determined who the person is, which obviously they always give me care and Bang Khenzi. Because since the incident, Papa added guard from the police he recruited as ADC to take care of his family. As a reliable investigator Papa must have had a hunch or there are people he suspects behind the shooting case.
In the middle of the journey, I remembered about Mas Yusuf again, I have not known for a few days. I heard Papa's story today he was allowed to go home.
I took the time to swipe at him, I don't know, I just want to know that his condition has indeed improved.
"Mas, just wait here yeah, I'm just for a minute" I told ADC who took care of me, I asked him to wait in the lobby.
"Good, Ma'am. If there's any need to tell me."
I just nodded in agreement. I'll be heading to the nursery soon. When I got to the door of the room, I heard a conversation. There was a sound of laughter and jokes in the nursery.
I dared to look at the clear glass on the door of the room. I saw Mas Yusuf being fed by Mbak Tiara. The smile of the man did not come off his lips.
Slowly I backed off and I expressed the intention to swipe at him. At least I've found out that he looks healthy and happy to be in the care of his wife.
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