Nariswari - Toll Road to Love
Return of Nathan

"Narrivari!" June called. He suddenly entered through the open gate. His black thunder motor was still being squeezed. "Curl up!"

"What's wrong?"

"Missy! It's important!"

I was invited June to MH Thamrin road, then she stopped her thunder in a multi-storey building painted full white, she invited me in, and instantly my eyes were round, then immediately uncomfortable to see the dimly lit room with a view of the people here. They shake, stand in confusion, drink and make out.

Why did June bring me here?

"Don't be surprised to see this, your husband grew up here. And, look there!"

Jun gave the code forward, I could see in the corner of the sofa, saw someone I really knew sitting there. And he's not alone.  Natan is chatting with Mimi. His first ex-wife. They toast each other.

What the hell's going on? Is this a dream? Has Nathan forgotten me?

Nathan stopped when he saw me among the guests. I look at him softly. Mimi then saw me. Her pretty face was smiling cynically. Then he kissed Nathan.

And I ran home.

"Natan cheated!"

"June, I want to be alone." I waved my hand and ran by myself.

Why is this exam so hard? I was thinking about ending it. But it was the work of a loser. Run away from the exam. Of course, there is a reason, only yesterday Natan realized. So, what makes it change immediately? Is he still the old Nathan? Is he bored?

Nathan did not come home for days. And of course with Mimi. With this, what other reason would make me survive?

I have no other reason!

Everything's dark!

Midnight. I heard a loud bang, along with the sound of someone outside. I came out, saw Mr. Surip open the door. Natan and Mimi were walking in this house. They're ignoring me. Then go into the room.

What the hell's been going on?

I'm so stupid!

In the morning, I waited for them to wake up in the living room, in front of the dining table. Nathan woke up after the sun had risen, and he vomited, then washed his face in the sink and drank water. She was shocked to see me looking at her. Trying to remember what happened.

"You took Mimi to bed in our room" I said bitterly. That's so hard to say. My lips vibrate. And the whole body. I begged to be strengthened. Nathan was confused. And I turned away from his face. "Go back to Mimi legally if you want, of course you want, anyway, don't be like this! Malulah to God! Eat first, after that, go to the religious court!" I firmly said, without seeing it. I swear I don't want to see it!

Natan fell silent. Mimi woke up, probably because she heard my voice rising. Then he looked at me as a guest. She walked over with a confused, "You've been feeling like a queen all this time. You're wrong! Because you're just his concubine, and Empress Natan is back." Mimi laughed like a child. I admit, they do fit in with each other. It was like I was the third person. I also walked towards him.

"At least fix your clothes!" I, who was by her side, pulled up Mimi's dress. I'm going to go to my room to pack my things.

Then I stopped, "You're with Nathan, don't let him drink alcohol, if you want him to live."

"Fussy." Mimi commented. Natan's eyes were narrowed and rounded. I went into the room too. Look at this room. The room that I'm leaving, and will never come back here again!

I heard from there Mimi fed Nathan spoiled. Is that really the Natan I've known all along? Are men like that? Is it so easy to forget the second woman when the first one comes back? He wiped me without a trace.

I don't know anything about this. All I know is that Mimi came back and Natan welcomed her.

"Where are you going?" Cut Natan outside.

"I'm going home."

"To Sultra?" Nathan looked worried. I nodded no matter.  "Away away."

The promised day of June was also realized. It's real, not imagination!

"Why are you worried? Don't worry! Take care of your own business!" I looked sharply.

I also approached Nathan. Then punched. He grimaces. Mimi who saw us from behind the door came forward to protect Natan.

"What are you doing, huh?" Mimi approached me furious, Nathan pulled her too.

"You want me to hit it too?" I looked at her sharply, then came forward to approach Mimi. And, he ran away hiding behind Natan's back.

"What am I living with June for. W-o-l-o-l! He is, isn't he, my husband?! I was surprised, my husband even lived with a woman whose status was unclear. And now I can't stay with him. Husband liar! T-o-l-o-l!"

Motorists and cars slowed down because they were interested in seeing our scenes. I also shut my mouth. And the road became a bit jammed.

The online vehicle I ordered arrived. Natan is still gawking. What demon is in Nathan's head? I want to beat him up! I want to beat him up! I want to beat him up!

But, I held back, and then immediately I slammed the car door making all the shocked including the young driver beside me. I'm apologizing. Then crying. How could I cry in front of them? If that's what I do, I'm weak and I lose. They will surely laugh.

My eyes ache. My throat is dry. I still want to cry, but my tears are dry. I was alone in the new room, in the dark, this is how it felt for my husband to cheat, sicker than he died.

I don't know when my heart will heal. I wish time ran fast, but everything slowed down. I don't know what I'm supposed to do?

He used to do this too. It suddenly disappeared, and I deliberately busied myself, then ran to June. Now, is that how I forget it too? To go back to being the jolly Nariswari?

I also access the internet, search for ways to file for divorce.

Chronological problems, divorce papers, registration fees, registering divorce lawsuits in court and preparing witnesses.

I nodded as if strong. And I cried again.

***

I went back to work at the website company, big boss, who I thought was stingy, turned out to be very good. Always accept me, and he knows my problems. This feeling of tightness disappeared a little. Fortunately, my old friends at the office had nothing to say about the condition of my household.

They're trying to joke like they used to, and I'm trying to blend in and get back to life.

It was raining today, I looked out the window. In the past, he came packing a clear umbrella and picked me up. Why is it so hard to forget?

Does he remember me too?

Why am I suffering here because of it? Is he having fun with the woman he loves so much? Just yummy!

I must rise!

"Would you come with me tomorrow?" lila asked to see me sitting on the porch of the office, contemplating, when the others had gone home. I then nodded. As long as there is a crowd, busyness, and not alone, I will come along.

Lila took me to class. You could say the motivational classes held at Resto Raos Eco street Brigadier General Katamso. I haven't been able to move on completely. On the other hand I screamed to get up. Then, I also feel overwhelmed by misfortune. The material in this class is about the role of women, when single, being a wife, and mother. Well, these materials make me even more claustrophobic. I wanted to put these theories into practice, but there was no hope!

After this event, the next session, cooking class. We were asked to make sushi, Lila appointed me to name, concept, and be the representative to present our cuisine. Apparently Lila was deliberately busy in order to forget my recklessness.

This sushi material is simple, seaweed, rice whose texture is like fried rice, nuggets, thin fried eggs, sauce, and mayonnaise. This is the first time I've cooked in a long time. Because he banned me. Hey, can't I do what I like?

So, a clear plastic square-shaped put seaweed on it, then rice flattened sufficiently on it, then given eggs, and chicken nuggets. After that it is rolled up and created.

I asked Cheaf Afi, my friend when I was in college, we were in college. What are the cooking criteria that are okay? Like Sushi.

"That's good looking, delicious, timely when cooked, and can be eaten in one bite."

I gulped too, glancing at my homemade Sushi.

I named the Sushi we made Sushi Similikiti and Tumhiho, the shape of cute animals like penguins for Similikiti, and Tumhiho, which I made together with my partner in the form of Tumpeng. I smiled for the first time.

Tumhiro. Just you ....

For now, who will eat my Sushi?