Nariswari - Toll Road to Love
Koma

At Ahmad Yani airport,

Of June. Keenan June has been waiting for us. Mimi went straight to the toilet. It seems to have made me alone with June. June approached and asked me. I said fine. His face was so fresh to see me. I haven't seen him in a long time.

He's like old times. Hasn't changed. Always gallant. He used to be Rangga. Stout man. I called him that before I knew his name. He's still the same. While me? It's back to how it used to be, exactly the first time before getting to know Natan. I am now a humanitarian and nature activist who is often bathed in rain, sweat and blistering. Maybe Nathan doesn't recognize me now. Even Mimi squinted at me, perhaps thinking funny why a creature like me could have such a small space in Natan's heart.

"Why didn't you tell me Natan was sick?" I'm bracing myself. Then ask.

He's silent. Her happy face was dim, "I'm afraid you're thinking. I see you with your life now, it's been very peaceful."

I shook my head, "It's just that Natan was okay after you said she was okay. It'll make me sick and thinking."

June threw away her face. He seems to be getting angry.

"Thank you, it's not good to blame the past." I looked down regretfully. Why did you ask the judgment question in June?

"What are your plans after this, to go home?" tanyanya doubt. Seems to still hold a feeling.

I nodded, "I've only been here a week."

June again looked at me deeply, "What if you settle down here? Or if you want, we can go to Bandung or Surabaya?"

"Huh?" I gawk. We were?

"Yes." Yeah." He nodded stiffly. Then he whispered, "Actually, this is the first time I want to start living like everyone else."

"That means?!" I asked for a firm explanation.

His lips moved like they were coding.  He held his expression. And I'm confused. What could June be?

"What?!"

"What's wrong?" Mimi was shocked to hear I was hysterical. We were silent, "Yuk!" take Mimi.

We boarded the black car in June. I stared at the highway that I used to go through. It feels so sad. I have a new world there. The world that needs me in Sulawesi and makes me happy, can help community households that are on the critical verge in Kolaka district, also fellow Sulawesi brothers, SULTENG, and help the Bajo tribe. And Lolo.

I also entered the house. The gate is high as it used to be. My feet are heavy. Like bated. Still traumatized.  But, June on the side strengthened me.

This house. Elegant white-finished house. Up until now, I still can't believe, sailor son of a kayak I once lived in this flamboyant house? Second floor house with gallant pillars in the middle of the city, Semarang, Central Java. Nathan's house was with me, long ago.

I explored the room, a lot has changed. Starting from the furniture, accessories, and photos on the wall, there is no longer my footprint. Like this house I never lived in.

Mimi took us to her room. The door is still the same. Wooden doors in plitur. I held my breath. Mimi opened the door.

In the corner of the room, on top of the springbed whose bedspread is now changed to red, which was once white. He lay stiff on it. In his hand the proboscis of infusion bit ferociously. My chest again felt claustrophobic, "When has she been like this?" manya.

Mimi recalled, "It's been a long time, but she was often unconscious about 2 months ago?" He wiped his tears.

Exactly. With premonition.

"Overdose of alcohol."

I went forward and grabbed Mimi by the arm, "You said you loved her! Why did you let him drink? You let him die!" I looked at him sharply. Wanted to slap her. Mimi looked scared. June held me back. He pointed to Nathan.

I also sat beside him. He's unconscious, he's in a coma.

"I let him drink so he can forget about you. You're haunting him." Mimi answered. I held back the crying.

Wh why? Didn't he get what he had been dreaming of for years?

"But, it's been two months, he's stopped drinking."

"of course! If he drinks again, it could be the last time you see him drunk."

I looked up at this room. My room was with Natan, first. I opened the curtains and windows. Let fresh air and light in. Then turn off the lights.

"Natan doesn't like light."

I looked up, "This is good for health, we should treat the sick as healthy."

I put flowers in the vase after asking Bu Lastri to buy them. Miss Lastri to tears saw me. Also Mr. Surip. They reported that Natan likes to say rude and angry for no apparent reason to them. I strengthened them, said that Nathan was caliph, and will return as before. Although I doubt.

I also decorate this dark-mature luxury house, full of life light. All the lessons I learned while volunteering I'm using here. Throwing away all of Natan's wine collection mercilessly, no matter the exorbitant price, the most precious of Natan's self is now only the desire to live. Mimi glared at me and I returned sharper. Then I made him understand.

I asked Mr. Surip to call a handyman to put up a natural wallpaper, so that the people in this house, reduced depression. There is also a gurgling of heart-soothing water in the aquarium, as well as treated back shower water. In the past, Nathan let it go on purpose. Finally the fish there almost died, thankfully Mr. Surip secretly saved him.

The fish were returned to the water of the shower and aquarium. Because we see the ecosystem, or the life of the creatures, we will be more vibrant life. Also put plants in the corners of the house while adjusting the interior.

When June came, she was also amazed by my architectural skills. I was clumsy too, remembering the codes of June at the airport. He felt peaceful living here, like being in a green open space. Go green's. June shortly after, he left. I don't know where.

I also secretly went to Miss Lastri. This question is heartbreaking. I braced myself, "Mom, are Natan and Mimi married?" my whiskey. Miss Lastri was afraid to answer. "It's okay to just say it, Mom." I look at you softly.

He also shook weakly. I mentioned it many times. All this time, in this house, they! I told Nathan to marry her and divorce me. What was he waiting for?

I hate seeing them! It deserves this house is gloomy even though it is luxurious. Because the blessing of this house has been revoked.

I also forbade Mimi from approaching Natan. Mimi was angry, "You should marry Natan first. I can get close." I clenched my hands. Withstanding fist.

"You're weird! Told me to marry. While you? Why would you go near him?!"

"Because I'm still his wife. He hasn't divorced me. Keep your emotions first! If Natan has come to her senses and divorced me, continue to marry you. At that time, I will never again interfere in your household" I said sharply.

The doctor still checks it. He said his condition is slightly improving. I am so grateful. And I can't hold haru. Even though he's so evil. Why can I still love him? The heart of that woman is weak!