Nariswari - Toll Road to Love
Just Choose Mimi, I Want to Go Back!

I'm waving heavily, "Pick Mimi instead. I want to go back." Rededicate themselves to society, they need me, let me be alone until the end of the day, as long as the people out there are also happy, after all, I have also felt it. For June's proposal six days ago, I don't know yet. Let time pass through the heart perhaps it can be tethered and find June. Or Lolo, the son of Bajo with high ideals. But now, I'm still too afraid to go down the sea of households again.

Nathan came forward holding my cheek. I woke up from my thoughts, "Nariswari Ola, do you love me?" Nathan heavily asked. For four years we were married. And what do I have to answer when asked like this? I saw that Natan did not glance at Mimi, Mimi looked so offended. "Do you love me?!" he shouts the light of my eyes.

"I. i...."

"He loves you, ****!" June came forward and shouted.

"It's not you I'm asking!"

"Take care if it's healed!" Jun stared coldly, clenching his hands. "Listen boy *****. I never found a woman who loved her husband so much. Even though her husband cheated on her. She continued to help him and reminded the actor, so that her husband would not drink again, so that her husband would immediately marry the actor, and divorce her. Even before that, when her husband's company collapsed, before she left, she begged her friends to maintain the company's cooperation, even asking me to help her. Using the name of my friend's company to help her keep the actor from leaving her because she's broke. And after that he still asks how? And let her husband marry the actor. Is that still unclear?"

I fell silent. Staring June. This is the first time I've heard him speak so much. Then I looked at Natan not blinking. She's quiet.

"Let me be clear. I was the one who made your company collapse at the beginning of your marriage, that was the reward for terrorizing me. But, after going broke, did Nariswari leave you? No, right? He remains faithful beside you. When you are sick, you overdose on alcohol. Then you do the KDRT, he also chooses to stay, until you bring another woman, and he has no other reason to stay."

"You've taken his whole life, and you're still asking me something so stupid?"

"Basic *****!"

"He is always there when you are healthy, sick, rich or poor. But, he can no longer hold on when you bring another woman home."

Natan sculpts. Her pale face was red. Hugged me back. I was still crying, Nathan too, so I wet my shirt.

"You repeat the mistake again, I'll take Nariswari away, remember that!" June is out. June is so different. He seems to care so much. I'm happy to know him. Mimi sobbed and ran out.

Nathan's mistake was huge. Very large. Until I have no reason to forgive him. If only God would forgive the sins of his servants. Why aren't humans?

So forced, I learned to forgive him. Though the memories are still imagined to the end.

Regarding the kind-hearted Juni, in fact he only wanted to fix what he had broken, he told me secretly, that he was the mastermind of the battered house of mine. I was so angry about it. That's why he left, and I learned to forgive him. In fact, he likes to collect evidence in the form of photos, recordings, videos when I was with him to be evidence of revenge, also deliberately met me in Jogja, Jogja, deliberately making it seem as if something happened between me and him. For the slanderous photo, which shook Natan's soul, it was June who gave it to Mimi, at Mimi's request, and it was Mimilah who edited all out the photos. And Mimi's return again has something to do with June. June is heating up Mimi.

Why did destiny take me in the midst of them, preoccupied with revenge?

I don't know that slick June. But, actually he's good. And now he knows his mistake. He realized when he saw my sincerity with Natan. In the end he decided to fix what he had broken, but at first he was so keen to separate us, with the ending Mimi returned with Natan, and I was with her. But destiny says something else. There is the owner of the heart that turns the heart. Juggle little hearts June to find the light.

I don't know any more about Mimi.

And as for Natan, until now I still can't say that I love Natan, maybe sometime I should learn how—if I remember and stop being allergic to romantic scenes.

***

"I've never heard of you wanting to have children. Am I the bolot?"

Nathan nodded, "Yes. I never said I wanted to."

"Why?" manyworry.

"If we have children. You will spend more time with him. Your love will be divided. And I'll be jealous."

Nathan nodded innocently. Stared at. I swallowed spit. New exams are coming. I still have a lot to learn from the grid of life.

"Aren't you happy that we have a child?"

Nathan remained silent. Staring clumsy. He seemed confused as to what I could be happy with. And I can see through his eyes. I also patted my stomach. Sighing heavily.

"It seems your father doesn't love you, son! He's weird! Let's go to Goa Kreo, let's stay in the cave, live with the monkeys, eat bananas and drink rainwater. Mama thinks the monkeys there are smarter and will love us."

Natan gawking. I also went to the room. Packing clothes. Nathan ran after. And intercepted me. Closing the closet and turning her back.

"Where are you going?"

"Kreo Cave. All I know is that the monkey is there. I will love my son like my own. You see the fictional novel tarzan, and the story based on true, about the children of humans who were raised by wolves, dogs, and monkeys."

Natan shook her head, "You're angry, aren't you?" Natan's face was full of guilt.

I laughed too. Successfully bully him, "Seriously very, really! Not very serious. I'm, right, just kidding!" You are weird! You may be the only husband on earth who isn't happy when you have kids.

Nathan fell down immediately. Breathe freely.

"But if you don't love our son, I might do that?"

"Huh?"

I smile. Then stroked my stomach, "My son will have to look like his Papa."

"Can't! Not want! Let her look just like you, let me love seeing her, 'cause I hate seeing my face."

The bay! Though, one of the reasons I married Nathan, was to mend the offspring. Yes, Allah may my son, his face like his Papa. And his strength exceeds his mother's. I pray in my heart.

"He will be practicing martial arts" I said steadily. Practicing Wing Chun like her. Keenan June.

Natan's eyes were round, "Why? If she's a girl. Later he could be a mafia like you, which I'll hit."

I laugh. Just this time Natan managed to bully me—seems like she caught me. I looked firmly, "Let him not be bothered with a guy like you. Because she's beautiful—like you, Natan, and must be strong like me."

Nathan nodded. I caught his eye light. It's changed a little. At least he was willing to let a new member who was his own son be present among us.

Nathan glanced, "Are you pregnant?"

"Not yet!"

Nathan laughed too. "Stupid!"