Nariswari - Toll Road to Love
The Pathetic Pregnant
“This is your favorite food, not eaten again, yes?”
I shook weakly. While stroking the stomach. Every time I smell the smell of grilled gurame, sauteed eggplant, and mango sambal it feels like I want to vomit, even the smell of my favorite onions, immediately auto vomit. I will only eat fruit and fruit. Nathan looked at me concerned.
“You eat irregularly so, it can hurt loh.”
“Lha, how? I can't smell it!” My voice's up.
“Should not need to be pregnant if that is so,” he replied softly.
I stopped, then scattered the beautifully arranged fruit in the basket. She's shocked. I ran to the room. I don't know. So upset! So upset! Is this the so-called hormone change in the article I read? Or indeed he's a shitty husband, looking for nothing! Ever since I found out that we were pregnant 3 days ago, our relationship has been strained. Plus strange body changes, frequent nausea, vomiting, and quick emotions.
“Nariswari, I'm sorry.” Natan approached as I read the parenting book on a white mattress. I'm just fucking. “I just need time.”
“How long?” ask me to jutek while flipping a new sheet.
“Uhm ...”
“A year? Or until this child is born? Or, up to an unspecified time limit?”
“Eee ... the.”
“Already, Nat! Maybe as your wife, I have to be patient, fight pregnancy and give birth myself.”
“You sure you're going to give birth? That hurts a lot.”
“Yes, you're right. It hurts so much like 20 bones breaking together, not only that, this uterus will expand 500 times its normal size. Then I will lose 500 ml or half a liter of blood. The human body is also only able to bear pain up to 45 Del. But during labor, I will experience up to 57 Del.”
“And you want to do it all?” Natan looked at me softly.
“Why not?”
“I just don't want to lose you.”
“Mother will not die from giving birth, she died from death.”
“I can't accept the boy if he takes your life.”
“Natan. Nathan Brian. Stop acting like children! Soon, you'll be a father.”
“I'm not ready.”
I don't know if I hate hearing that worrisome phrase. “Basic men! Dare to do it, but do not want to be responsible! There go!” I closed my nose. “From yesterday I was tormented by the fragrance of your perfume, making me want to vomit.” Finally pulled out the pieces that I had been holding back from earlier. Is this a hormone too? The fragrance of Natan that had been my favorite scent had now turned into a stench that was so painful!
Nathan stepped on the gontai and disappeared. I-i'm sorry!
***
[You're too hard on him]
[Keep me how? I've never seen a case like that. Why is there a husband like him who is unhappy when his wife is pregnant]
[Yes, there are but a few. There are many factors, Nar]
[What?]
[Attep]
[Yes]
[According to the book, since your pregnancy could be outside of Natan's plans, maybe she still wants to date, playfully, but has to face this reality, especially with all the changes in your attitude over the years, continue to be unprepared, continue he may be afraid of the same responsibility as a father, or his childhood is heartbreaking, or he does not want your attention divided, he said, there will be a baby he thinks someone else is in the middle of your relationship, or he has no role model to be a father to, or right now you are not serving him well, or he doesn't know what to do!]
I was silent for a long time. Stupefied. Absolutely, it was not Nathan's fault!
[Give him time, if you need to ask him to read a book, just express your feelings, serve him as well as he can, or if it doesn't work as well.].
[It doesn't work out, Mba Lil?]
[Exchange added hehehe]
[I mean?]
[Change husband]
Whataa?!
Today, at the age of 7 weeks of pregnancy. I have to change. Also Nathan! I've given him enough time, yesterday's book he's read, I have to learn how to express my feelings, and serve him well!
***
“Where are you going? he asked, he who just came home from work faster put his laptop bag on the teak table.
“To the doctor,” answered me while looking for clothes that fit in my stomach.
“Make what?”
“Cek USG, you forgot?” I turned to look at him who was now sitting in the front seat of the mirror.
“Oh that, just call the docternnya here.”
“And the tool is not here. boss!”
“Oh, yes.” Nathan then rushed to get his jeans.
“Where are you going?” askaku.
“Ya send you. Where to go?”
I smiled brightly. “Serious new?” Nathan just nodded small. And a small smile too.
She is now 8 weeks old. This week I can hear his heartbeat. But, said the doctor, there are also pregnant women who are 8 weeks old, not heard. If the heartbeat is not heard at this time, it can be waited for 12 weeks to be able to hear all kinds of sounds in the womb clearly.
an obstetric ultrasound, or sonogram, is the most accurate method and is often used by doctors/midwives to check a baby's heartbeat. If you haven't had or haven't had an ultrasound at this time, you may be able to hear your baby's first heartbeat through a fetal doppler during your routine prenatal visit.
Your doctor or midwife may be able to detect your baby's heartbeat using a doppler as early as 10 weeks of pregnancy, but it's more common in the 12th week.
Fetal doppler is a mini version ultrasound device that can be grasped to find the baby's heartbeat. Your doctor or midwife will coat your abdomen with an ultrasound gel and move the doppler bar around the surface of your abdomen until you find a spot where a heartbeat can be detected.
Doppler sends and receives sound waves that bounce off your baby's heart. In this way, fetal doppler makes the baby's heartbeat “emgema”, loud enough to be able to hear it.
Your baby's first heart rate will depend greatly on the size of your body during pregnancy, the position of the uterus, the location of the baby, and the accuracy of your gestational age. Many women say that their baby's heartbeat first sounds like the buzz of a pack of galloping horses.
The baby's heart rate ranges from 120-160 beats per minute, if the baby's actual heart rate is outside that range, it could be that your baby has a heart problem.
“Listen, Nat! His heart beats like a horse!”
“Iya. Kayak you.”
“Hah? You mean I look like a horse?”
“Hahaha .. no, like you're running, I'm chasing, the pace is strong, the sound is loud.”
I smiled happily. Is Natan able to take the baby? Papa Natan and Mama Nariswari ….