
"Are you kidding me? Please, don't joke like that, baby." Jean's eyes again glazed over, he really did not believe the Queen's words. The word divorce was like a boomerang to him!
"I'm serious, Jean." Jean saw no lies in the Queen's eyes.
"No, Queen. I will never divorce you!" said Jean.
"But I will divorce you!" the Queen's final.
"We can talk about this very well. Don't be rash like this, don't you feel sorry for Ravindra? He will definitely get less affection from both parents" said Jean.
"No, Jean. I was too disappointed with you. You knew? When the woman said I pushed her until her temple was hit by the pantry table, I didn't do it at all. I did push him but not as hard and hit him. He's just pretending and the play is a success for you to snap at me, Jean!" The Queen was very reluctant to mention Sofia by name.
"Hiks, you know why I was and slapped him that morning? Because he could put the medicine into my milk and the witness who saw it was Aira. Even Aira threw away the milk for fear of the contents of me why-why." The queen started to sob again. Jean was immediately stunned to hear the Queen's words.
"What's? Yeah-so..."
"And when I slapped him in the afternoon it was because he pushed Ravindra until he fell down and cried. But what do I receive from you? Even you slapped me for defending that woman!" The queen is getting louder.
"Sorry, sweetheart. I made you very disappointed. You deserve to say I'm stupid and stupid. I'm a fool to trust that damn woman more" Jean said, holding the Queen's hand.
The queen smiled bitterly and immediately released Jean's hand.
"Where do you trust me, Jean? I always understood and believed in you. But your trust in me doesn't exist at all. We know each other not for two years. We have known from childhood, but why do you still doubt me" said the Parau Queen. Jean closed her eyes, feeling her chest start to tighten.
"You may punish me whatever you want, as long as you forgive me. Whatever I will accept, as long as we don't get divorced," Jean replied, begging that her hazel brown eyes now shed tears.
"No, Jean. We're gonna keep getting divorced. For Ravindra, she'll come with me later. I'll file a divorce lawsuit in court soon." The queen looked at Ravindra who was already fast asleep while hugging her.
"Don't be selfish like that, Queen!" joked Jean, his face was red and his hands clenched tightly until the books of his palms turned white so tightly the fist.
"Well that's me! I was selfish. Therefore, let's separate carefully, Jean," said the Queen. He is selfish, but selfish for kindness and mental is okay, right?
Jean shook her head quickly. "No! I'll never let go of the woman I love and love just like that."
"If you love me, please let me go, Jean."
Jean laughed, but to those who listened it was a very painful laugh.
"That will never happen Queen!" shouted Jean. He felt his emotions were overflowing and did not want to hurt anyone, especially there was Ravindra because Jean chose to come out of the Queen's ward. Outside Jean crosses paths with mommy Zia and mama Hani who are indeed about to enter the Queen's room.
"Where are you going, Jean?" ask mommy Zia. Jean looked at Zia's mommy, but she did not respond and left immediately. Make mommy Zia and mama Hani wonder, especially after she saw Jean's eyes reddened like someone who had just cried.
Jean drives her car at high speed, no matter what people take vows and swearing for her. Arriving home, Jean runs to her room.
"Arrgghh shit!" Jean throws and kicks everything on the table, and the expensive urn she bought for the Queen is blown to pieces. Even his hand was bleeding from hitting the mirror in his room. The room that was once neat has now changed like a ship broke because of Jean.
"You're evil, Queen! You're selfish!" jean shouted in frustration. Then Jean stared intently at her wedding photo with the Queen plastered in the room.
Inside the Queen's nursery, two middle-aged women cry for none other than Zia's mommy and Hani's mom for hearing from the Queen saying she was going to divorce Jean.
"What can't be talked about properly, son?" ask mommy Zia hoarse.
"Yes right, Queen. Don't be so rash. Remember Ravindra, he also needs the love of his Daddy," said Mama Hani, he did not want his granddaughter to be a victim of the selfishness of both parents. The queen closed her eyes for a moment, was the decision taken by her right or not? The queen was really worried and in a dilemma at the moment.
"Please think about Ravindra, son," shrieked mommy Zia looked at Ravindra who was asleep on the sofa.
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It had been 1 month since the Queen had been discharged from the hospital Jean so vigorously approached her to get an apology from the Queen. But the Queen kept avoiding and ignoring her husband. He had already sent a divorce papers to Jean, whether the man had or had not signed the letter, the Queen did not care about it.
"I must leave Indonesia immediately, there is no way I am here to continue in this pregnant state can be found the same, Jean." The Queen's monologue while stroking her stomach, now her womb will enter the third month. Now the Queen and Ravindra live in her parents' house.
"We're getting out of here, huh, kid? I'm sorry that Mommy was selfish for separating you from your Daddy," said the Queen, a single tear falling from her eye sockets. The Queen is planning to go to Beijing, China. He'll be there to live with his grandparents or parents from Arkana's father.
Even the Queen's parents already knew her lie about her pretending to lose her fetus. Mama Hani and Papa Arkana were so angry and disappointed with her daughter for lying to so many people. But they did not want to interfere too much in the affairs of the Queen's household and they could only pray for the best for her daughter's household.
The queen immediately dismantled the walk in closet to retrieve some of her and Ravindra's clothes as well as important documents. Then he put it in a suitcase.
The sound of the door opening was seen by Mama Hani and Ravindra who were asleep in her arms.
"You're going to Beijing, son?" Ask mama Hani sad.
"Yes so, Ma."
"Have you thought this through?" Ask Mama Hani again while putting Ravindra to bed.
"Already, Ma," replied the Queen steadily.
"Just be calm, the Queen can take care of herself there. After all the Queen lives with grandparents and not with anyone else there. Especially at home grandfather's guard is very tight, so Mama does not have to worry," continued the Queen who understood with a look to the concerns of her mother.
"Aren't you going to Sidney, son? There will be your brother and sister-in-law who can take care of you," proposed Mama Hani told the Queen to go to Australia rather than China.
Queen shakes. "No, Ma. The Queen still chooses China. If the Queen's going to Australia, Jean can quickly find out where I am, because Daddy Marvin has a company there."
Mama Hani sighed. "When are you there? Can't you be there forever?"
"Maybe after the kids I've grown up, Ma." Even the Queen hopes not to return to Indonesia again.
"Yes, Mama can only pray for the best for you. Mama promises to visit you there often," said Mama Hani softly.
"Yes, Ma," the Queen smiled faintly.
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