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Shi came home lethargic and tired, not only because of his work, but he was also tired of all the problems in his life.
Shi thought that his return to Indonesia would make him happy and could start a new chapter without Gavin. But it turns out Shi was wrong.
His return to Indonesia instead made Shi's life more depressed and also suffering.
"Shyena......" Call Jojo as Shi passes through the living room.
"Yes Pi." Shi replied with his tired face.
He saw his parents sitting while looking at him with an angry face.
"Why Pi?" Shi asked as he approached the Papi.
"What do you mean, huh! You want to embarrass Mami and Papi's face in front of Arganendra's family?" Shake Jojo in anger.
Shi looked at his Papi in confusion, he too to the point of being stunned as Jojo snapped at him. Because all this time Jojo never snapped at him. And this is the first time Sang Papi yelled at him.
"What do you mean, Papi? Shi didn't understand Papi's words? Then why did Papi snatch Shi?" Confused Shi with an already overcast face.
Juwi who sees her husband who can not control her emotions. Gently rub Jojo's arm.
"Pi, we're talking good to Shiena. Don't yell at her like that." Juwi.
"Can't be Mi, he must be given understanding so as not to embarrass our family." Strictly Jojo with his sharp eyes.
"What do you mean by Papi?" Confused Shi, she still held back her tears that began to reminisce in both pulupuk his beautiful eyes.
"What do you mean, huh! You did go to the bridal suit fittings with Gavin this morning, so why go home with another man? You know Shi, Papi is ashamed of both of Gavin's parents. Put where Mami and Papi's face is. You're Gavin's future wife, Shiena. And you should appreciate Gavin as your future husband! Not even prefer to walk with another man." Jerk Jojo with the look of his sharp eyes.
Shi's tears could no longer be contained, his chest seemed tight when for the first time saw the Papi snapping at him just because of Gavin.
"Shi, Mami knows that this matchmaking is forced. But Mami's sure son, you and Gavin will love each other, if you're just as open-hearted." Juwi said while rubbing the princess' shoulder.
Shi's voice seemed to be stuck in his throat, his heart actually feeling pain. It hurts even more, when Gavin never loved him before.
"Now that you are coming with Papi, you must apologize to Gavin, Shi." Firmly Jojo with his angry face while pulling Shi's hand.
With all his might Shi let go of the clutches of his parents hand. Then looked at Jojo and Juwi alternately sharply.
"What did the fire say? Want to put where your faces are? Papi said, that Shi is embarrassing! What did Papi say, Shi doesn't want to understand? Now Shi asked Papi and Mami. Do you understand and understand Shiena's feelings? Have you ever thought about how Shiena feels? Have you ever asked how Shiena is doing? Never has? Shi tanya never did? Nope. You're just following your ego, unwilling to know how Shi feels? You put your friendship first rather than your child's happiness. Do you think I'm happy? You even plunged your child into the pit of pain. You guys are evil, so evil." Shouted Shi with roaring chests, and gasping breaths.
Shi's chest rose up and down with a flushed face restraining in anger, even Shi's tears had already profusely drenched his face.
"Shiena, watch what you say!" Snapped Jojo with a high voice.
Shiena instead laughed, such a heartbreaking laugh.
"You're selfish, you're very selfish parents. Do you know what wounds I've been suffering from! Naw. You don't know, and you don't want to know! I accepted this match to serve you, I accepted it. I'm willing to put aside my pain and hurt for you. But what! You are putting the feelings of others at risk. I want to be happy, Pi, too. I don't deserve to be happy.... What's not worth it." Shi snapped with a choked voice and a voice so purulent.
Juwi, who saw her daughter explode, immediately embraced Shiena's body. But alas, Shi immediately brushed off Juwi's hand violently while shaking his head.
"One word to you. Shi was very disappointed with Mami and Papi. Very DISAPPOINTED." Press Shi.
After that she ran into her room with tears flowing unceasingly, Shi locked the door of her room with a key slip so that Mami and her Papi could not open it. He needs time to be alone.
Shi's body collapsed on the floor, he sobbed while hitting his chest multiple times, trying to reduce the tightness inside Shi's chest at the moment.
"Sick, God, sick..... Why doesn't anyone understand my feelings. Why doesn't anyone want to understand me. I am tired, God! Weary. Those whom I consider to be my refuge and lean after you, are instead concerned with their ego and self. They don't even think about how sick and hurt my heart and I am God....." Said Shi in such a heartbreaking voice.
While down there, Juwi cried when she saw Shi's reaction earlier. Never had he seen the look in Shi's eyes so full of wounds.
Never once had he seen Shi that angry. They forget that a person can be a lion if he is straying. They forget that if one's patience has reached its limit, it will overflow more than a high sea.
"Pi, Mami never saw Shi like that. Did we hurt him without us noticing Pi? Mami guess what Shi said was true Pi, we never thought about Shi Pi's feelings. We're selfish Pi, we're selfish." Said Juwi while crying sobbing.
Jojo could not answer, he just kept quiet while hugging his wife's body. His mind was still fixed on what happened a few minutes ago.
As a parent who has been very close to his daughter. Jojo could see the look in Shi's eyes that held such a deep wound.
'Forgive Papi Shi. You're right, Papi is evil, Papi is selfish. Papi is only concerned with Papi's happiness without thinking about your happiness. Papi forgot, if there are two hearts that must be kept.' Inner Jojo with such deep regret.
Seriate.......
Honestly this author wrote while crying as Shiena vented her anger. The othor chest is also tight, imagine if it is in the current Shi positionðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
You guys are so selfish Juwi, JojoðŸ˜