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"Sorry aunt, Shiena can't marry Gavin. But aunt, take it easy, Shi has forgiven Gavin! But the wound on Shi's heart was indeed still very deep," Shiena explained with a straight look towards the front.
Tania who heard that immediately burst into Shiena's body. "No papa baby! Aunt knows. Thank you for apologizing Gavin" Tania said and replied with a nod by Shi.
Tania was so grateful that Shi would forgive Gavin. Although Tania knows, it is not easy to forgive the mistakes Gavin has made. Especially to the point of destroying Shi's future.
After talking, Tania was ready to go home, because the clock also showed noon. Before she went home, Tania hugged Shi's body tightly. Likewise with Juwi, then he looked at both of Shi's eyes with a gaze full of remorse that was so deep.
"Tante knows, if this isn't easy for you. It must be very heavy and also very painful. Aunty hopes that if you accept Gavin, you will take responsibility for his mistakes. But Aunt also does not want to force if you do not want to marry him," said Tania, after which she passed into the car.
After Tania's return, Shi walked in and climbed the stairs to his room. But Juwi stopped Shi's steps, and invited him to talk in the living room.
"Yes Mi, what's wrong?" Shi asked as he sat back on the sofa.
Juwi clasped his daughter's hands together, then stared wryly at Shi's eyes. While one hand rubbed Shi's hair. "If you don't love Gavin anymore, Mami understands now. Mami also understood, why do you insist on forgetting Gavin. But son, why didn't you tell Mami what happened that night, and what did Gavin do to you? Why are you hiding everything? Somehow Mami feels, if not just the reason for the destruction of Mami's friendship with aunt Tania, which is the reason you hide all that. There's another reason, right, behind all that?" Juwi asked as she looked at Shi's eyes.
Hearing the Mami's question, Shi gazed in the other direction, then shook his head quickly. "There's no Mi! There was nothing Shi hid," Tukas Shi.
"You may be able to lie to others, including your Papi! But you can't lie to Mami, Shi. Mami is the one who has given birth to you, pregnant with you for 9 months, and Mami knows the meaning of your eyes! So please, be honest with Mami Nak. There's something else that makes you hide such a big problem from us?" Juwi Urge.
After a moment of silence, Shi looked back at the Mami. He had thought hard, if there was no harm in him revealing everything to the Mami, because all this time there was nothing that Shi had kept secret from his Mama, he always told me about what he felt for Juwi.
"Mami's right! There's something else besides that, which is why I'm hiding everything. I did deliberately hide it from Mami and Papi, as well as Aunt Tania and Om Lian. I don't want to ruin your friendship, because of that. I also don't want to see Mami sad and also Hit, when I find out that Princess Mami has been tarnished by her future."
Shi was silent for a moment, he was stringing the right words for him to say to his Mama. Juwi remained silent, listening to what Shi would tell her.
"When Shi reached the apartment, Shi saw that Gavin was drunk. Shi tries to help Gavin get inside his apartment, as he looks very troubled. He was really heavily intoxicated Mam, but what Gavin saw back then, if this Shi was Rista. He did that to Shi. He continued to fuss and swore at Rista. Shi was initially rebellious, Shi did not want that to happen. But what power, Shi's strength was not even comparable to Gavin's
Moreover, Gavin was in such a state! He really could not control it, until it happened. Shi could only cry and also resigned, at least Shi had already handed it over to the person Shi had loved all along. Although Shi does not know how the life of Shi and Gavin will be? Shi tries to forget Mi, until Shi fakes Shi's actual departure. Shi just wanted to avoid her Mi, because Shi was afraid that Gavin would remember the events of the night, and he looked for Shi. Shi just wanted to calm down! Shi does not want Gavin to feel guilty, and marries Shi without love. Shi wants Mi, if Shi later marries a loved one. But the man also loved Shi, not out of guilt or sense of responsibility!" Clearly Shiena was at length, with tears already flowing down both of her eye pellets and wetting her cheeks.
Hearing her daughter's explanation, Juwi immediately hugged Shiena's body tightly. Both of them were crying. He could not imagine how Shi rebelled and resigned when his future was sullied by Gavin. He could not imagine, how sick and heartbroken Shi was when he found out, if Gavin had never loved him all this time.
"Son, even like that? Open your heart to Gavin again. Mami is sure if you guys are a match," said Juwi.
"I just want to focus on working first Mi! As for this feeling, let time be answered. Let it flow like water. If indeed Gavin wanted to take responsibility for that guilt, and he still insisted on marrying me! I will insist on refusing it too. I want Gavin to marry me for Mi's love, not for guilt. For the household will never be happy and sweet, without love. Households will feel bland right Mi, if there is no love?" Shi asked as he looked towards the Mami.
"Mommy always prays the best for you, son! Mami hopes that one day Gavin will love you. Whatever you do in the future, and for your happiness! Mami will support him dearly," Juwi said as she kissed Shi's forehead gently and also affectionately.
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