Paper Plane
Dilemmas

Deteriorated in grief I could only be silent in the corner of the window staring out as if meaningless. The leaves of the cherry trees fall and fall with the wind. The twig is now itself the same as the heart today. Wanted to cry but tears did not accompany me, so sick reality that I got. In the dark, I still lament, like a child who misses its mother. Silent. Now my eyes feel swollen.But tears remain reluctant to accompany.

The black murmuring clouds covered the sunlight that should still be shining on the earth this afternoon. Maybe soon will fall the grains of water that will wet the soil.

Not long after, the water began to fall. No, not from the cloud that clumped, but from the pair of eyes that had been held by the owner. He held back that the tears would not fall, but nil. The tears came down and became a cry. The stifled cry that was so stifling to the chest.

Tok..

There was the sound of a door being knocked on and slowly the door opened. It raised the figure of a middle-aged woman who walked over to the princess. Quickly the girl wiped away the rest of her tears.

''Dear daisha, come down yuk. You have not eaten from earlier said the middle-aged woman with a shoulder cupped to her daughter.

''Daisha is not hungry yet, ma'am.'' she replied briefly.

''Eat a little something, you will get sick like this.'' woo Rahayu's mother.

''Mom, why didn't you say this in the first place?'' daisha asked, opening her voice.

''Forgive mom, new mom found out this truth too not long ago. Forgive Daisha's mother, your father turned out to be the biological sister of mas Pras, son's father Rendi.'' said Rahayu's mother in a very difficult tone. His tongue seemed stiff to tell the truth.

''Say ma'am, say it clearly!'' pinta Daisha.

''In fact, the Atmaja family was so opposed to your mother and father's marriage, because at that time the mother was only one from a simple family, the family, mom only worked as a nurse at the village health center and your grandfather was just a factory worker. Mr. Atmaja, so wanted a daughter-in-law who was on par with their family. After repeatedly your father tried to beg for blessing, your lord Atmaja did not budge at all. It still does not support our relationship. Back then, Mr. Atmaja gave your father two choices. Leave mother and keep the title Atmaja or keep marrying mother and let go of her family's big name.'' said Rahayu's mother by taking a deep breath into her lungs which are now starting to feel so tight.

Daisha was still paying attention to the seriousness of the story told by her mother.

''And finally, your father prefers to keep our love and marry the mother in the village without the blessing of her family.'' said Rahayu's mother with tears of money began to wither her father's face.

''Ma'am, I'm sorry Daisha ma'am has opened the old wounds of mother and father.'' said Daisha carrying her mother into her arms. She was in tears with the story her mother told.

''Forgive me too, son. Forgive me.'' said Rahayu's mother in between sobs.

They also hugged each other tightly. Rahayu's mother really felt so guilty and felt so sinful. Rahayu's mother's memory returned to the incident some time ago.

Tok..

The sound of knocking on the door was so loud that it was heard from the outside of the house.

''Awhile.'' said Rahayu's mother while half running towards the front door. Slowly the door opened. In front there appeared a woman who was still so beautiful face was standing with a blushing smile that matched the color of her lips.

''It turns out you.'' said Rahayu's mother as soon as she opened the door.

''Can I go inside, ma'am?'' ask the woman.

Rahayu's mother also invited her guests to enter and sit on the living room sofa at her home.

''Thank you, ma'am. Already received my arrival, replied the woman with a smile carving that always decorate her beautiful face even though she was no longer young.

''Tell me what exactly you want!'' said Rahayu's mother with a facial expression that seemed not so comfortable.

''As I said a long time ago, Rahayu definitely understood that.

''I have repeatedly said, Daisha is my biological child with Ramadan mas.'' said Rahayu's mother coldly.

The woman continued to watch Rahayu's mother's facial features intensely. After that he spoke again.

''So, Daisha and Rendi are cousins?'' the woman asked again for clarity.

''Yes.'' replied Rahayu's mother briefly.

''Em.. So, Daisha and Rendi are going to be the victims here?'' he said with very demanding eyes.

''Because Ramadhan mas is the younger brother of mas Pras, so that's how it is.'' replied Rahayu's mother cold.

''I did not expect, mbak Rahayu turned out to sacrifice the feelings of mbak Rahayu's own child. I can't imagine how Daisha will feel when she finds out about this. Didn't Rahayu see the immense love from behind their eyes!'' said the woman was no less cold.

''Why doesn't Rahayu just tell her the truth!'' said the woman with a smile so sickening.

''What do you mean?'' asked Rahayu's mother slightly squinting her eyes began to ignite anger.

''In addition to the heart to sacrifice the feelings of his own child, it turns out that Rahayu is so selfish. Though as far as I know, Rama used to love Mbak Rahayu so much because mbak Rahayu is a woman who is so gentle and loving. In fact, Rama was willing to leave his family's big name just for the sake of marrying Rahayu. It turns out that my assessment has been wrong about mbak Rahayu.'' said the woman was so full of emphasis in every speech he said.

The deg!

For a moment Rahayu's mother felt so pierced over every speech that came out of the woman's mouth in front of her. His heart felt torn apart, his pulse as if it was starting to melt. Is he really that hard? Isn't he that selfish? However, he was forced to do it all for a big reason.

''You better get out of here soon, Maya.' said Rahayu's mother coldly.

''Remember yes mbak, as smart as any mbak Rahayu cover up the truth, one day will definitely open as well. And I hope, mbak Rahayu does not regret what has mbak Rahayu done this time, because it has the heart to sacrifice the feelings of her own children.'' said the woman passed from the house of Rahayu's mother.

Rahayu's mother's body immediately became limp as if losing the bones of her body weight buffer. He fell behind the door. Cry broke. He felt his feelings so torn. The words Maya spoke were so ringing in the ears. Dilemma filled his heart.

''Oh my God, what should I do.'' said Rahayu's mother lamenting her sad fate.

''I don't want to hurt my daughter's feelings if I have to separate her from the man she loves, but I'm not ready for Daisha to know the truth and leave me..'' said Rahayu's mother in between her tears.

''Mas Rama, what should I do?'' lamented Rahayu's mother sad.