Paper Plane
Heart monologue

By ourselves. Back to turning time. You are the back when I am tired. But now I'm waking up to myself, staring. Only able to be glued to his feet, weeping bemoan fate and blaming circumstances that make wounds. The wounds and hurt that so incited me. The storm of wind blew my body. When the succma is scratched. They whisper their darkness to tired eyes.

Compromises. Depressingly. Slowly get up and go back to living life as usual. Trying to deny the grief that befell him and trying to come to terms with a fate that unceasingly toyed with his life.

This burning feeling is very disturbing. The pain of a false hope had struck his heart. Be strong, be patient, no need to worry about it. Because God is the best screenwriter in your life, His romance will soon fascinate you. Is there an easier answer for me to take?

I repeatedly asked, repeatedly I found out, how is this? How should I be? All of this poisoned my mind, this scream just called out his name and these eyes just wanted to always look at him. Worried. I know it's not good, I know it's not supposed to be a worry. But is there an easier answer for me to accept? Is there any answer to all this fret? Really, I don't accept that answer, I feel it's unfair and it's damning to my heart. But it turns out that this is the answer to all the answers. I was too deceived by this feeling and I closed my eyes. Be aware.

Maybe at the end of this story, I've left a pretty poignant story. There may be dim dreams there or suddenly dashed hopes. But love is a fight. And I will always pray for you to be happy.

Long monologue stalls filled the contents of Daisha's head. Together with the wind, he wants to convey the worry of his heart, along with the pounding waves he wants to drift away his feelings.

When the sun was about to return to his contest, Daisha stood looking at the vast ocean before her. At a time when many pairs of humans embrace each other and share romantic moments staring at the sun sinking on the beach. The girl even let out a weak breath. Staring at the nilar of the sun as if he was intending to retreat to illuminate the earth.

Like a drama that shows deep sadness, Daisha cries silently while staring at the sun that is now completely gone. Turning the blue sky into a dark.

Daisha recalls her friendship with the only man who ever shook her heart. He breathed heavy. His feelings were enough he recalled the pain and sweet memories of himself with the man he so adored. Next, he intends to re-occupy his seat in a beachside cafe behind him. He turned his body, but..

“Aah!” Daisha screeched as her body smashed into another body behind her.

Daisha's body was limp, almost he fell into the white sand that he had just stepped on. However, quickly two large arms managed to firmly grasp his shoulder. Pulling and then making his body stand up perfectly again.

Daisha's gaze fell and met on the iris of the black eye with a shady look that was now right in front. The distance of their bodies was only the wind then, as it was obvious Daisha felt the warm breath of the man on the skin of her face.

Daisha stared fixedly at the face of the man. One second their eyes locked. One second was dragged in a phenomenon that somehow made a spark into a burst of fire in their bloodstream. One second they admired each other. Record so perfect God's creation in the grasp, before they finally jerked and let go of each other.

''Daisha!'' said the man with a sharp eye drawn to Daisha's bead.

Daisha just kept quiet not flinching. His gaze slowly became a little blurry shrouded in mist which began to fill his eye peluk.

''Why did you leave us?'' ask the man in front of him.

''Why should I go?'' ask him again because he did not get an answer to his question earlier.

Daisha could only lower her head and with all her might she could try to hold a puddle of tears in the corner of her eyes. After struggling to embrace the courage in her, Daisha slowly raised her head again and looked at the eyes that had been staring and drew her eyes.

''I have to go, sir, '' Daisha replied.

''We can't be together sir! Can't!'' answer weak Daisha.

''What about Arka? Don't you think about her feelings? He misses you so much. Every day he is waiting for you. And, how about me!'' said Rendi with a gaze full of worry.

Daisha was silent again. Worryingly. Empty and languishing. How could he leave Arka? How could he possibly take his love off? Sick? Of course it is. None of this was his wish, nor was all of this his will. Destiny, a destiny that he must accept. A path that they must accept with a chest.

''I don't want it to be like this either, but.'' said Daisha, who was unable to continue her speech. His tongue suddenly stiffened, his lips suddenly twisted. It was heavy for him to tell the figure of the man in front of him.

''We cannot be together!'' said Daisha loudly.

''Why ''Why?'' ask Rendi not to lose slowly.

''Has your father gone mad? We can't possibly be together. This is all wrong and we must end it immediately, Daisha replied firmly.

Both eyes back together. Various statements came to their minds. Shut up, everybody shut up. Suddenly the atmosphere became silent, before Rendi again opened her mouth to make a sound.

''We should go home now.'' said Rendi by grabbing Daisha's hand. Guiding Daisha's small footsteps.

Daisha walked according to Rendi's steps.

''Don't ever go and run again.'' said Rendi so sit his body on the seat of his car.

''But we can't be rich, sir. We are. we are brothers. We are still a stream of blood.'' said Daisha slightly paused his speech.

''No! That's not true!'' elak Rendi was so stupefied by his thoughts.

''But that is the reality.'' Daisha replied.

''Are you sure? Have you confirmed all of this?'' ask Rendi full of search.

''Say Daisha! Tell me if you don't love me! Say it and look me in the eye and say it clearly!'' rendi demanded. His feelings are starting to shake. It was tight in his chest as soon as the sentence came out of his mouth.

Daisha looked down again. Slowly the tears began to wash over her face. He hastily wiped away the trail of tears, but his efforts were in vain.

''Don't cry, I beg you.' said Rendi helplessly seeing the girl he adored crying so bitterly, and that's all because of it. She wiped away Daisha's tears.