
The radiance of sunlight that entered from between the windows made Alan blink, not forgetting his mission, but his body that needed a short break and returned energy to move again.
''Tu, papa is awake.'' The voice made Alan open his eyes wide, no longer the woman who accompanied his life for four years in view, but the tiny baby in his carrier.
If Dinda had welcomed me, I would have been happier.
''Papa's son was also awake.'' his hoarse voice accompanied as he moved then to the bathroom before approaching his son.
The smell of a typical baby fragrance adorns Alan's room today, although not a biological child, Syntia is so fond of the child from her honey.
''You come with papa, don't you?'' took over his son from the hands of the Syntians.
''Mas, shouldn't you give me a name now?'' syntia's suggestion followed Alan who was currently sitting on the sofa.
Alan shook without a sound.
''If you do not agree with the name I made, now you dong who gave the name, ''' Ketus mode, ''Yes it has been a month more no name for him.' Now Syntia increasingly sewot with the attitude of Alan the end of this cuwek with him.
''I won't give you a name before Dinda comes back.'' he said.
As soon as Syntia turned her head, her gaze was full of question marks to be asked.
''Back then? what do you mean, don't you want to divorce her?'' tanya Syntia confirmed Alan's words that had just been thrown.
''I will not divorce her, she will remain my wife and will be the Mother of her baby.
Damn, did Alan begin to love that woman, was he going to get rid of my childless position, was the presence of this baby going to make Alan's love recede on me.
The fear dominates with anger, it now dominates Syntia's loyal heart sitting next to Alan, the woman thinks hard to remain the only wife her husband loves.
Syntia chooses silence, but her mind wanders in search of a way to stay in Alan's heart completely.
In a moment of silence, arrived the tiny baby was crying while gripping Alan's shirt.
''Cup... cup... cup... papa's son why is this, thirsty huh?'' reaching for the milk bottle that had just been between Bi Romlah.
Unlike usual who immediately opened his mouth, the baby was even more hysterical with his eyes closed.
The unbearable Syntia also silenced the baby who was still making his golden voice.
''Mas, the body is hot.'' said Syntia sticking the back of her hand on the forehead of the baby.
Alan put his cheek on the baby's eel, and what Syntia said was true.
''We're taking him to the hospital.'' With panic Alan just came out of his room, while Syntia prepared her luggage.
It didn't take much time Alan clutched the tiny body, although several times Syntia tried to take it but the man with such high worries was not willing to let go of the baby.
"Sir little spout!" he told Mr. Tedi.
Fortunately, the road was not jammed and it made Mr. Tedi calmer because he did not get angry by his boss.
Arriving in front of the hospital, wearing only a t-shirt and Alan shorts with the baby in his carrier, he ran towards Daka's room.
Not yet arrived at the door, Alan found the Doctor and his best friend out of his room was running small to him.
"Why with your son?" ask Daka to panic.
"The body is hot, the breath is a little tight" said Alan, because that's what he had seen earlier in the car.
"Why is it like this?" asked Daka again to install a breathing apparatus in the room.
"I don't know, he just arrived like that, but last night hasn't" Alan replied feeling guilty about what happened to his son.
After Dr. Karlina arrived, Alan came out and waited in front of the room, not forgetting the man called his mother, afraid of being blamed.
A few minutes later, Alan looked up as Daka walked out of the room.
"Where is my son?" alan asked for certainty about the condition of the baby.
Daka interrupted a long breath.
"Doctor Karlina's trying, it's easy she's okay." patting Alan on the shoulder.
Sad, it must be, what else is his mood that is very chaotic because of Dinda's problems, but Alan can only accept the calamity that again hit him.
"You who are patient, just pray, whatever happens, it is destiny." again Daka encouraged him.
Alan pulled the hand of Daka who almost stepped foot leaving him.
"What else is it?" Daka looked at Alan's burly hands.
"Do you know where Dinda is?" chirps.
Daka nodded, "Tau, but I'm sorry I couldn't tell you."
"Why, his son needs him right now, shouldn't he come here?"
A slap from the friend landed on Alan's cheek without excuse.
The man was fixated, this was the first time Alan had seen Daka angry, and this was the first time the man had dared to slap him, let alone in public.
I'm sorry Al, but your stupidity won't go away if I keep quiet.
''You think with Dinda seeing the condition of his son like that will be fine, you don't be stupid Al, at this time Dinda also needs intensive care, which is very good, even I as a doctor was very sad to see his condition, it is better that he did not see his son than to have to suffer more.'' said Doctor Daka.
Alan only silently listened to Daka's words, his heart also felt pain after knowing Dinda's condition was uncertain.
''Then now you say, what should I do for Dinda to heal!"
Daka shook his head, because he did not know the steps that would be taken in addition to providing the best care.
The small debate drew attention to those who passed by, but Alan was already shameless, the most important thing right now was his wife and son, while Syntia was just watching and sitting behind the two.
''For now we have to think about your baby, it's easy he smebuh.''
Daka leaves Alan looking dazed and clueless as to what to do but wish the best for both.
Just sitting for a minute, Bu Yanti and Mr. Heru came, the woman immediately approached the door looking from the glass condition of her grandson who is currently filled with medical equipment.
''Why our grandchildren, pa?'' swaying shook the arm of Heru sir who was also staring at him.
''How can it be like this, Al?'' this time Bu Yanti approached Alan who was like a body without a spirit.
''Mama calm down first, we wait for the doctor, and papa will find the best doctor to cure his illness.''
Is all this karma for me that's been hurting Dinda, is I gonna lose Dinda for a long time, but I want her back.