Penance (I'm a Sinner)
Chapter 4.

Devan, Marisa, Winny, and Bima looked towards Sacred. They all heard the words of the Saints. It was then that Devan and Marisa realized that the children had heard the commotion and the words of the two of them.

Devan looked towards Bima.

"Bima, you're coming with Papa later after Papa and Mama split up."

"But Pa, what about Holy Brother?" bima and Bima asked gazing sadly towards Sacred.

"As far as he is" Devan replied. He no longer cared about the Saints whom he considered to be unruly and mischievous children. Devan prefers Bima to come with him.

Bima silently looked sadly at Saints. This time Winny said to her Mama, "Ma, Holy Brother is coming with us, huh?" 

"No. Who wants to be with a bad boy and often create problems and can not be arranged. There I will always be made difficult by him." Marisa prefers and loves Winny who she considers more manageable because she is still small and obedient.

Saints are getting hurt to hear the words of Papa and Mama. 

"good. If no one wants me then I will leave this house. But one thing I want to say, if you don't want me, then why was I born into this world, if you finally leave and you ignore me now?! i'm goin. Good bye everyone. May you be happy!"

After saying that, Suci immediately ran towards his room while still sobbing in tears. Inside the Holy room immediately packed his things. He's leaving this house. 

Winny wept and chased after Saints, she also ran to the Holy room, "Sister ...."

Bima was sad to see the fate of their family now. He looked at the two most selfish people in the house.

"Ma, Ma ... Bima usually does not care about anything that you make noise during this time at home, but this time Bima was really disappointed with Papa and Mama. You've been ignoring us all this time and now you're hurting us. We are your children, but you have ignored and hurt us. Did you not realize you had injured Holy Brother as well??"

Bima was really disappointed to see the actions of both parents. Bima ran towards the Sacred room as well, she wanted to prevent the Saints from leaving. Devan and Marisa are silent. They still maintain their own ego.

Inside the Holy Room, the Saint had finished packing all the items he wanted to take away. Winny stood by the door of the Sacred room while crying. The saint turned towards Winny. The saint immediately hugged his sister. Bima had just reached the Sacred room, she looked towards Winny and Saints, both of them hugging each other while crying.

"Don't cry yeah, Deck." Saint wiped Winny's tears with his hands.

"Sister don't go. Hicks." Winny's still sobbing.

"I'm sorry. I used to think that I had to hold on for both of you Bima and Winny, but now there's no need. Mama loves Winny more and wants Winny. Papa prefers Bima. Me? I nobody wants. So I'd better get out of this hell-like house. I'm sorry, Brother." The saint hugged Winny back. Winny's crying harder.

"You're gonna be okay. Bima can take care of himself and Winny will definitely be a good child and pious. I'm sorry I can't be a good brother to you both." Sacred immediately left after hugging Winny and Bima changed. He left only to his two brothers. Suci also shed tears when saying goodbye to his two younger siblings.

Bima several times persuaded and called, but Suci still stepped away with the goods he carried in a large bag belonging to the Saints. Winny tried to hold Saints in tears, but Saints finally left. He did not even say goodbye to Papa and his mother.

Yes, finally Suci left the house that became his residence all this time. Where he was born and raised all this time, now the house has been left Holy. Suci actually did not want to leave her sisters, but Papa and Mama only chose her sisters. He was unwanted and simply ignored, so the Saints chose to leave.

Sacred walking is not necessarily direction. He doesn't even know where to go now.

Winny didn't want to go actually. She would rather be with Saints than Mama. Mama is always busy and rarely at home, whereas Saints are always there for Winny. However, Winny could not choose his wish, because Mama would definitely forbid. Winny can only obey her mother.

Winny also met Bik Inem who lately has taught Winny a lot about religion, prayer and teaching. Haru's tears adorned the farewell embrace between Winny and Bik Inem. Bik Inem tells Winny not to forget everything he has learned about religion. Always remember to pray and teach and later during Ramadan to fast. All about the religion of Islam that Bik Inem has said so that Winny always remembers and applies. That's the message of Inem. Winny nodded her head.

Finally sure enough, Winny joined Marisa to England and Bima along with Devan remained in Indonesia. Now their families are really falling apart. Divorce and separation have taken place.

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The saint is alone. He did not know how to live life now. He tried to find a place to live, but living in a big city was certainly difficult alone, not easy. Moreover, finding a suitable place to live in a pocket is very difficult. All very expensive. 

These few days the Saints are just moving places of residence. A little while at Vira's place and a little while at Sofia's house, but certainly can't forever she stay at people's place. Moreover, the parents of Vira and Sofia were so dislikeful of Saints. Finally the Saints are looking for another place.

In his wallet there was still some money and savings. Previously, he was given so much money by his parents. He often spends money on sightseeing, shopping, eating and drinking and for anything, even then there is still a lot left, because it is Sacred to keep and tube in his account. Thank God that much money he kept in his account. At times like this, it can be very useful.

However, Saints should not be wasteful anymore. If he is wasteful then his money will run out and not enough, because Saints are still confused about what to do next. He had to find a cheap place to live and start frugally.

Initially willing to take a taxi, but Suci finally chose to walk to save costs. It was getting dark and the Saints were hungry. He wants to find food first. A small and simple stall was found, Suci also ate at the place.

After eating, Suci began to walk in search of a cheap rental house. He asked some of the people he met. The two thugs from earlier had already noticed Saints. They were prepared to prevent the Saints and evil intentions.

When the streets were silent, the two thugs prevented the Holy Way.

"Hello, Neng, be alone. We want to not?"

"Yes. That's right, yeah." The two thugs stared wildly at the Sacred. Looks like a body belonging to the Holy and sexy.

The saint felt insecure and dangerous. He ran and asked for help.

"Please .. please!"

The two thugs chased after the Saints. Thank goodness a young man came because he heard the cry for help Holy.

"Stop! don't bother the girl!"

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