Please, Love Me
Make up

"Fitri, you calm down first, I promise to find a donor eye for you, sooner or later you will look back, but right now I beg you to calm down, yes." Hendri is still trying to make it calm, even with a forehead that still delivers fresh red liquid.

While continuing to invite him to speak, one of the doctors approached quietly with two nurses preparing to hold Fitri.

The plan succeeded and Fitri also got a sedative injection from the doctor, shortly after that his body began to weaken and slow down, until finally falling asleep again.

After successfully treating Fitri, doctors returned to treat Hendri's wounds so that blood did not continue to pour.

"Doctor, what happened to him?" asked Hendri with a worried-looking face.

"This child seems to be experiencing very heavy depressants, at this time he is still unable to communicate with people he does not trust. My advice, you should invite family members or anyone else to come and talk to him, fearing that after waking up he will go back into a rage if he does not find the people he believes are next to him," obviously the doctor who was also concerned about Fitri's condition, also pity to see Hendri who day and night faithfully keep, but did not get a good response from Fitri when aware of his coma.

Hendri seemed speechless, thinking a little longer about the advice given by the doctor.

"Why? Is there any trouble with this?" ask the doctor who noticed Hendri's confused face.

Hendri regained his senses and looked at the doctor. "Even my own problem does not know who he believes, the last time when he saw his relationship with his mother, there seems to be a considerable distance between them, Fitri seemed to hate his mother."

"Then what about your best friend or lover?" ask the doctor again, making Hendri again think two people who are likely to be trusted by the woman. Yeah, who else if not Angel and Rangga.

However, it became a new problem again, because these two people seemed to disappear in the earth eating, no news at all, several times he tried to contact, but could not connect, he said, while asking Niko, the man did not want to say anything about Rangga, making him even more furious.

"Sir Hendri, did you hear me?" The voice again resuscitated Hendri from the daydream.

"There were two people who could possibly, but these two people suddenly had no news and could not be reached, other than that, I did not know who was closer to him." Hendri's eyes looked so weak, as if he was desperate for trouble.

The doctor was silent, not knowing what he was thinking in his mind.

"Wantas, is there any other way I can do it, Doctor?" ask Hendri again.

The doctor shook his head slowly, if regarding the problem of a disease, maybe he had a solution, but regarding patients who experience depressants, he could not provide any solution because it was not the realm.

"Then what if he gets an eye donor? Wouldn't he at least be much calmer?" said Hendri gave a solution while asking about the opinion of the doctor.

"Have you got the donor?"

Hendri shook his head weakly and said, "Not yet."

"Where are you going to look for that eye donor? The hospital doesn't have it either."

Again, a sentence that makes it even more frustrating.

"But I will try to get it" he said seriously.

"What we are discussing now is the short term, how to make it calm without hurting anyone when you wake up, getting an eye donor is very effective to prevent it from getting depressed. Maybe yes, sooner or later the donor's eye will be there, but it will likely be difficult to get it, while what we think is the current, current time we think about it," obviously doctor. True, however, if you can not make Fitri calm in a good way, then the woman could go back to rampaging and injuring many people.

"If now I get the donor, will he really be able to calm down?" ask Hendri again to be sure.

"It depends whether he can believe it or not. At least if the donor is already there at this time, we can immediately take action and make him look back before he realized, even though he had to go through several stages, he said, at least he knew that his gaze would return as soon as he was allowed to open his eyes."

"I need the Doctor's help, later when he wakes up, I want the doctor to help me to talk, tell him that the hospital has found an eye donor for him, a few more weeks he can definitely see. Maybe he'll believe more in your words than I just as the person he hates the most." Hendri bowed as he said that last sentence. Yes, the person Fitri hated the most was probably him. If she had spoken to Fitri, she would never have believed him and the worst possibility could have been that she had hurt herself.

"It can only be that way, sometimes lies are also needed for good." The doctors agreed and they have agreed to say that an eye donor has been prepared and Fitri will see back soon.

"Are you not lying? Can I trust you?" fitri asked after the doctor explained about the donor eye for her. The woman looked pale and weak, maybe she had started to become fully aware and was not being haunted by the anger that had interfered with her.

"You take it easy and work together, take care of your health, eat a lot and regularly, so that later when the time comes you will see, your soul and body are also healthy in order to immediately move normally and more vigorously than before" said the doctor cheered.

"But .. the problem is I don't have the money to pay the cost, Doc."

"You take it easy, there are people who are willing to pay all the bills, you just need to focus on your health so that we can immediately do the next surgery." The doctor looked at Hendri who was now standing next to Fitri, the woman was still not aware that Hendri was nearby.

"Is that guy Hendri Fransisko?" tanya Fitri.

"Yes" replied the doctor.

Fitri was silent for a moment with his head down, then raised his head again and said, "Please say my thanks to him."

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The next day, Hendri just dared to speak and pretend to just come back to visit after the incident yesterday.

"Assalamu'alaikum." Say hello first.

Fitri directed his hearing towards the source of the sound and replied, "Wa'alaikum greetings."

"Sorry to come again to visit you," he said lying, because from yesterday he was always in the hospital and monitoring the state of Fitri.

"Aren't you afraid I'm hurting you again?" ask Fitri.

"You have the right to do it, I made you like this" Hendri resigned with a small smile.

"Have you had breakfast?" continues asking. And Fitri just shook her head.

"Why leave your stomach empty? Don't provoke a new disease to come near." Hendri grabbed a bowl of porridge and fed Fitri carefully. The woman did not give a rejection, making Hendri quite relieved by the good response.

From morning until midnight, Hendri was always there and continued to help what Fitri needed even though Fitri had not said that he needed something, the man would swiftly understand what the woman wanted.

Until at night where Fitri will be preparing for sleep, he said. "Mas." The call really managed to melt the heart of Hendri who had vacillated. For a long time he had not heard the call coming out of Fitri's lips.

"Sit here for a minute." Fitri patted the mattress beside him hinting Hendri to sit nearby.

Of course quickly and happily according to Hendri. "What's wrong?" said.

Fitri raised his hand and touched Hendri's face, until the fingers stopped on a bandage attached to the forehead. "Is this sick?" ask him guiltily.

"I'm sorry, I'm very aware that I hurt you, but you still care so much when everyone close to me is not here to visit" he said softly.

Hendri just smiled and grabbed Fitri's hand gently and grasped it. "No need to apologize, the injuries I've gotten are not worth what you've ever received from me. I'm the one who's most guilty of everything that's happened to you. You don't hate me, it makes me so happy, even if you want to punish me, I don't care about it, all I want is to see you live a healthy and happy life."

Under the star-studded sky and illuminated by the moonlight that entered through the window, as if they were witnesses to their conversation that night.

Fitri was powerless, he was so weak that he dropped his head on Hendri's shoulder which felt very sturdy, like a foundation that was unshakable by anything.

It was there that he ventured to blow everything away, sobbing he said, "I'm afraid, Mas." Sounds so bitter.

Hendripun could not resist, then hugged the tiny body tightly in his decapitation. "Don't be afraid, I'm with you." While closing his eyes and stroking the woman's hair in his arms that beautifully dilated.