Please don't read that

Please don't read that
Chapters 15 and 16


"Hey, Lucifer what happened after that?" The boy asked the man.


"Do you want to listen to it? Aren't you a kid? How do you want to hear those stories? Both men pretending? Do you really want to hear the story in it?"


The boy nodded.


So, he continued his story.


***


After the one night stand with Li Yuan, Xi Yang returned to his rented house. He had come home before Li Yuan woke up. He could not believe he had slept with the girl.


Will I be killed by him ?? What made me do that? Me crazy? Am I tired of my poor life?


But, the only thing he didn't know was the story compiled by him and him.


***


In Li Yuan's own apartment, when the little girl woke up she did not find Xi Yang there, she shook her head gently.


"The bastard ... after getting drunk and taking me to bed, he didn't even say goodbye ..." He muttered some curses at the student who had fucked his own teacher.


"The shameless bastard."


Then, he got out of bed. She walked a bit strangely, everyone knew she had become a woman.


Only the person who heard his curse on the man, however, no one would see any happiness in his heart.


I don't know ... I don't know where that happiness comes from. Will it come from love or from something unknown to man?


***


Chu Yana was willing to reveal everything. He didn't know who he had to reveal it to. That was the worst thing he ever did. An affair that doesn't even want itself to forgive him.


Then, to whom he would reveal all the petrifying problems in his head. He felt guilty for doing all his sinful desires. However, he would eventually regret all of his decisions.


***


I've seen You before You were born.I've fallen in love before You realized it.


Long before you and him were together


 


 


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It was the hardest thing for XI Yang that all the stories and plots he had prepared for Chu Yana had begun.


He did not know if people would remember him as the worst; he had brought a story about the girl who loved and betrayed him. His retaliatory tale. But, he's just mumbling.


Will people forgive her and assume that her actions are the truth to heal the hole in her heart?


But he has stepped. He met the woman. The woman has agreed to her evil deal.


 


 


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It had been four months since Xi Yang had undergone the Double Degree period. So, he had been a student at Zhengzhou University for four months.


This is a requirement for multiple students, they must study at a place that approves their petitions.


Xi Yang sometimes thought something troublesome could be a fortune to him. Giving an advantage to the storyline that was read to Chu Yana.


He was just waiting for the result of the story he made, with the help of [Restart] everything could happen. He was happy that he would heal the wounds in his heart.


It would be a story for himself and hell for those two, the traitors.


He would not forget all that because revenge had eaten him. However, he was happy because it was a way for him to remain himself.


 


 


***


That morning, Xi Yang had just gotten out of bed. Today is the week before the Lunar New Year celebration. It was the moment of the big family meeting on the first day of the first month (zheng yue).


 Actually, he did not want to participate in the event. He thought it was very disturbing.How do you think it is not disturbing? If his relatives would always encourage their daughters to marry as his wife?


Well ... although their faces were not ugly, but Xi Yang thought it was bothering him. See how the women tease and coerce themselves. That's not interesting at all.


"Little Xi, don't make your mother angry! This year you have to come back even though you already have a lover at least give a little face to your mother to face this relative of your mother. Do you understand?" Mom's just angry.


You're angry now, Bu ...


She knew that she could not refuse the request even though it was more akin to coercion by the mother. He sighed hoping that he would pass this new year peacefully.But, for a moment in Xi's mind that flashed Li Yuan.


He felt guilty towards his teacher.How should he deal with it when the two of them met? Does a teacher who likes violence kick his ass?If Xi thought about Li Yuan's butt, Xi Yang felt regret for not fully remembering the events of their One Nightstand.


He hoped that at least he remembered Li Yuan's butt shape. Although, the girl's breasts were small like pebbles on the road, at least she should have a cute and pretty little buttocks like pearls. At least that's what he expected. He somewhat had perverted thoughts if he imagined it.


Aish .. I'm not like a Lolicon.


Ah, isn't Li Yuan not an underage girl? Right, he's not underage, he's legal Loli! I'm not being reported to the police for sexual harassment of underage girls, am I? That's right, isn't it?


***


When Xi Yang arrived in his hometown, he met his father in front of the courtyard.He saw his father burning a piece of paper and several envelopes filled with garbage. The father's expression was very unpleasant. It was an expression like recalling an important memory and not wanting to forget it.Like someone who remembered a good memory.


"Dad!" she was a little surprised to learn that her son was already in court.


"Oh ... Little Xi, I guess you haven't arrived."Xi Yang only smiled then hugged his father.He would not get that moment again.


"What are you doing? Where's mom?"


"Ah .. nothing. I just burn something that doesn't matter."


"How are you? You're more handsome than the last time I saw you" said the father.


"Come on. Your mother's already cooking your favorite food."


Father guided Xi Yang home. They are like happy fathers and sons.


 


 


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It was the night where the full moon illuminated the village. Crickets sounded like they were answering each other. Perhaps the answer is a reply between love. Perhaps the sound of crickets is even more honest than the human heart. Father and Xi Yang sat as balconies. A bottle of traditional sake accompanies their night.


Staring at the moon while telling stories, it became a very nostalgic memory for many people.


"What about your life in the city, Little Xi?" said Father.


"That's great ... are you curious about life in the city?"


Dad just laughed a little. The wrinkles on his face were visible, like portraits of his present age.


"Hahaha .. You really ... I thought you should take your mother there once in a while." said Father lightly as he stared at the moon in the distance.


"Yes. I think I'll bring you guys later."


He looked at the moon and remained silent. Even the sound of crickets has become an important moment.


"Little Xi, what about your relationship with Yan'er?"


That's a fake .. It's all falsehood now.


"That's great. Why are you asking?"


Father shook his head, but his eyes saw something so far away.Far than the moon in the sky.


"Do you really love that girl?"


"Yes. Sure oes. I love her so much."


That was a lie. Sorry for lying to you, Dad.


Dad nodded.


"You love the people you love, .. Your mother also."Dad said.


Her tone was soft and warm to Xi Yang. The softest tone from the father he had heard so far.


 


 


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It was the most beautiful lie I have ever witnessed in eternity.


The most beautiful lie that I first witnessed after being thrown here.


The lie between father and son.


They both call it love.


It's good not to know anything.


They call it lies and falsehood for good.


Real dumb...


(His Invitation Brings Light, Lucifer)


 


 


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"Xi Yang ... Your father has died ... Come back here .." said Mom stammering from behind the phone. His voice was hoarse and still sobbing.


 


 


It was a call after a week he returned to Zhengzhou.


 


 


A call that stops the time.


 


 


A new hole had formed in his heart again.


 


 


***


Note: And Xi Yang again lost something valuable.