Please don't read that
Chapter 17

Chu Yana felt anxious about her heart. His mind was flying somewhere far away. Everyone saw that his mind was not in his body. Even though he didn't know, he felt a little hurt. His chest was tight for reasons he did not know.

That night was the umpteenth night they had an affair, Chu Yana and Yang Jie. This is a hotel close to where he lives. Classy hotels are only for the rich, including Yang Jie.

At least the two of them spent a hot night in this place. One is to fulfill the lustful desires of two sinful animals.

As she sat pensively on the bed waiting for her cheating man, Yang Jie. Someone knocked on the hotel door. Rarely found such things, he was quite curious.In front of the door a servant girl in clothes like a sweet smiling man. Her hair is horse-tailed. It was black as if that night could not penetrate that dark black hair.His face was masculine and his smile was like a prince in a fairy tale about the bedtime of a princess . It fascinated him for a moment.

"Miss?"

Chu Yana was awakened.

"Yes, yeah..."

The woman is still smiling.

"Sorry to disturb your comfort. Hotel gave you this ..."

The woman handed him a small package. It seems like the most familiar thing, it is a contraceptive package for men.

The waiter smiled, he was a bit embarrassed. The woman's face was flushed like a chili that had matured and was ready for harvest and so was Chu Yana.

"Don't forget to use that for your girlfriend ..."The servant smiled before leaving and left Chu Yana with a timid face.

***

Xi Yang quickly returned to Shincuan. He boarded the fastest train that could take him to his hometown. He had not expected the bad news to be the new bad thing that befell him.The storm created a new hole in his heart.

Can he cure that?

I don't know.

I watched from there, like an audience in such a beautiful tragedy that I had seen.

I'm enjoying.

When he arrived at the hospital. He saw her standing in front of the morgue. He saw her crying, her eyes were so red that there were a lot of teardrops on her mother's face.

When her mother found Xi Yang, she ran, hugged and cried for the umpteenth time.They simply did not expect that the person they loved the most would be gone forever. He left behind a son and wife whom he loved very much.

***

The body of his father XI Tantan has been cremated. They performed the funeral, leaving only two people, mother and son. The mother cried as the boy was still holding back the emotions in his heart, holding back his screams, as if he did not want the world to hear his wailing because he was a man.

But, he is only human ...

She ended up crying like a child when she found her father's last will from under the bed.

There is a bankbook, an ATM card and a small piece of paper. The paper made him realize that he was not what he had thought before.

He is human, and he is still fragile ...

" For my dear Son Xi Yang and my dear wife...

Maybe this will sound sudden ...

But please read what father wrote for you, Little Xi.

First of all, I have to apologize if something bad happened.

If one day I will go somewhere. I hope you will take good care of your mother. Don't forget your promise to this father, that you will take your mother for a walk into the city.Maybe I should really admit that I lied to you ...Maybe ... This is more appropriate because you have to cover up the truth of the diagnosis of the father's disease ... So, I'll tell you, Little Xi. That I'm really sorry to you and your mother. Brain cancer in the father's head can no longer be cured. If, we can cure him less than ten percent of the chances of a father living a normal life ...I don't want to be a burden to you and your mother. I can't afford to waste so much on medical expenses. So, dad thought I'd save a little bit from my dad's work. I hid it from your mother, don't tell her I hid it. I don't know what to say.But, if I am reborn in this world. I wish to be your father and husband for your mother. Money is a little, but if you two are wise to manage it, I think that's enough.I love you guys."

Xi's tears fell and fell. He ended up crying, even his own father had something he was hiding.

His own father also had a falsehood, he did not complain when he was afflicted by a disease that belonged to him, did not do that. Not at all.

He was like a father who always looked strong in XI Yang's eyes. As a perfect father.

But, basically, his father was still human.

All human beings are overwhelmed by pretense, no one can read or see their hearts.

That's the most beautiful pretense.

A pretense for something they consider good.

***

When dawn comes, the moon will set.

When happiness comes, sadness is gone.

However, when the night covered the vast space, only darkness would replace it.

A darkness of every human heart.