Please don't read that
Chapter 18

The reality was so bitter and not as easy as people imagined.

Love is not the same as people imagine.

Love contains pain and suffering when people lose it.

They will feel the void in their hearts.

At that moment, I entered their hearts.

Make them realize that it's not fair to them.

***Xi Who cried like that. His eyes reddened\, even snot came out of his nose.The handsome face of a man was like fading.

No one is strong enough to endure the agony of torment that the world has given him. The torment made his heart feel empty so many bad things would eat him.

Eating it, man names his despair. Emotions are fun for me. It makes me laugh, laugh at their weaknesses. Those who claim to be perfect beings in this world.

"You're a liar .. Why don't you be honest with us, Dad!"

You're a liar, you smile when you endure pain?

Do you become strong and sturdy when you endure the pain you have?Can't tell everything?

Are we so valuable to you?

So you have to pretend?

However, he fully knew it was his fault. If he did not nod and tell lies to his father, perhaps his father would continue to live. Maybe his mind won't be disturbed.

Well ... maybe dad's still with them.

Perhaps, they will continue to tell stories on the balcony of the house while drinking his father's favorite sake. Maybe they'll keep laughing cheerfully ...

Possibly ...

But, all of that was no longer possible for them. Everything has happened. Time and memory had passed just as straw was eaten by fire, it turned to dust.

***

Xi subconsciously fell asleep in his small room. She was too tired to cry so the drowsiness brought her out of the nightmare. Wishing it was all just a dream, he sometimes did that when he was a kid. If something bad happens to her, she will sleep.So, when she wakes up it stays.

He hoped it was just a nightmare. He wants to wake up from a long nightmare.However, when he wakes up, he doesn't get what he wants. His father had died and his mother was still mourning his father's death in the room.

He still remembers all the memories of his father.

Xi remembers when his father gave him his favorite food.

"Hey son, your father brought you a red bean cake, do you like it?"

Memories of his father teaching him to ride a bicycle. When he first fell. Dad was the first to catch her so she didn't fall down and cry. When it falls, he will cry loudly, whining, even if it is just a small scratch. But, father will always mutter.

"A man may not cry cry! Men are stronger than women. If women cry and men cry too ... Then who will comfort and wipe away a woman's tears later ...? So, don't cry, Little Xi . Smile even if it hurts more than a scratch. Smile ... "

Father's words still make an impression.

How can I not cry now dad? You've gone, you won't come back ... I can't hold back my tears. I can't do it at all. Sorry, I scolded dad! Pardon me!Her tears flowed again. His whole face was wet. That cry was the cry of a man.

***Xi who stares at her phone screen. On the screen of the application was still there [Restart] he felt stupid\, if only he used the application to find out the truth about Dad\, maybe his father would not continue to lie.

However, he had used the app to reply to them.He felt stupid. He wanted to curse himself.

 But everything has happened. He only blamed those two traitors, he would make sure that two people would feel the same way as him. Losing all valuable things.

Ringing ... Ringing ... Ringing

Xi Yang's phone rang, the screen showed Li Yuan's name there. Hence, he immediately changed his grieving mood and expression to deceive Li Yuan.

"Hey beloved disciple, where are you now?"

"Sorry sensei .. I'm now in Shincuan."

"Don't even tell your teacher for four months ...?" Li Yuan complained.

"..."

"Did something happen to you?"

Xi Yang did not want to say anything. He just kept quiet.

"Surely something bad happened ... don't lie ..."

 Li Yuan seemed to be the best lie-detection machine, even if it was through a phone call that he could have guessed.

"Tell me what really happened, Yang'er ..."

Xi Yang held his breath, but he said that.

"Dad is dead ..."

Li Yuan was silent behind the phone. He did not expect Xi Yang's father to have died. He had met both of Xi Yang's parents when he visited Shincuan.

"I'll be there soon ...."Li Yuan said and hung up.

"Sensei ..."

Before Xi Yang finished his words, Li Yuan decided to hang up the phone.