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Chapters. 23

"Then, what did that guy do? Didn't he suffer so much after his father died?"

The boy was curious about the continuation of the story.

The man shook his head.

"I do not tell you that the suffering that men feel is worthy of the atonement of all their sins ... I remember when I played a beautiful song for Him, I felt excited and happy. But, the Creator is not what you think .. . "

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Chu Yana POV's

My footsteps stopped at the University Women's Dormitory. Lin Yi had previously accompanied me to the hospital. She had no news of my pregnancy. I hope no one knows this.

I remember the last time I met Xi Yang, I always wore the same mask. The mask is a mask of the falsehood of betrayal I have committed so far.

Do I have to endure it now?

Why am I so stupid?

Why am I having an affair with Yang Jie?

Why would I betray the person I love the most?

Why would I betray the person who trusts me the most?

We have started something beautiful, but I have betrayed him. Is this what people call Karma?

It has cursed me ...

All falsehoods ...

Is there redemption for me?

Can I get away from all this?

I hope it's time to return before my betrayal begins.

I do not want to be consumed by my lust. I don't want to be persuaded by Yang Jie's seduction. I want to get back to the starting point.

"Little one?"

I heard the sweet voice of a girl beside the corridor in front of my room.

"Professor LI? What are you doing here?"

I was a little surprised to find Professor LI Yuan standing behind me. He was wearing clothes that I normally wouldn't see, it was white canals and long boots all the way to the knees. I usually see Master Li Yuan wearing an office shirt.

Li Yuan shook his head.

"I'm in business with one student in this dormitory, do you live here ...?"

I'm nodding.

Li Yuan and I are not close. However, every time I see Li Yuan I feel that my teacher is a very good person.

He noticed all his students in the university, besides he was a genius teacher he was also a beautiful teacher. There is no denying that her beauty is pure.

I got to know Li Yuan through our brief introduction two years ago. Xi Yang introduced me to Li Yuan.

She is Ojou-sama from a conglomerate family in Shanghai, she is a smart, beautiful and elegant woman. He is a form of perfection that surpasses even me a thousand times.

I was a little jealous when comparing myself to Li Yuan. He is my inferiority. I hate to admit it.

Even when she had a good relationship with Xi, I was a little jealous. What if one day Xi Yang would turn away and no longer love me?

What if he was going to switch and fall in love with Li Yuan?

I can't imagine it.

But, one day when I doubted everything about the love we have, Xi Yang managed to convince me.

He said that Li Yuan was probably the most beautiful woman he had ever met in his life, but his heart had chosen to put me there.

I'm happy about that. I was happy that Xi Yang said something that made me believe, believe that he would not betray me, believe that he would forever love me.

However, I have betrayed everything ...

Everything he trusted me, all the love and longing he had. I'm guilty. My mistake is like mine. The fetus will destroy all the ignorance I have done so far. I don't want it. I want to stay with him.

I doubt Xi Yang will accept me and the baby-to-be I produced from my betrayal.

What should I do ...

Do I have to abort my baby?

I was worried that if I aborted this fetus, I would become like a murderer. I don't want to be a killer.

I was also worried that I would die during an abortion. What am I supposed to do?

Can I fix everything I've destroyed?

"Is there something you are thinking about, Little Yan ...?" Li Yuan looked at me curiously. He seemed to see all the anxiety I was experiencing.

I shook my head. I don't want him to know about that.

It's okay if people don't know about my pregnancy.

Yes .. I am sure of that. I'll hide it.

"Professor? Are you interested in entering my room?"

My advice to Li Yuan, I think it is impolite to speak in the corridor. He smiled and nodded.

***

Inside the room, there is paint on at least a white multi-storey bed and some rooms are a small kitchen for cooking in the north, a bathroom and large cabinets and mirrors.

There is a fairly wide study table and two chairs. At least two if you look at the condition of the room, there are two people inhabiting the room, Chu Yana and Lin Yi. It serves two cups of tea on a tray.

The scent of two cups of green tea filled the room, the aroma was soothing to those who enjoyed it, at least two people wanted to have a casual and casual chat, even though Chu Yana was a disturbed person now, but she had already talked about her pregnancy. So, he must be calm.

The girl wore a new mask; the mask was a calmness that covered her fears. Fear of not being loved by the person he loves most, fear of disappointment from the person who loves him. He was afraid that they would both break up.

He was afraid that if Xi Yang refused because his sin was already fruitful, the fruit would taste bitter and would make anyone who ate it die.

"This room is pretty good ... I've never lived in a hostel, but the atmosphere is pleasant ..." Praise Li Yuan while looking around the room.

"I'm glad the Professor likes the atmosphere of the room ... However, I don't think the Professor ever lived in a dormitory ..."

Li Yuan simply nodded, He slightly smiled.

"Yes, I have never lived in a hostel or anything like that. Normally, my father or mother would give me a house near my college location ... Sometimes I go back to Shanghai if I feel a little lonely ... "

Li Yuan, who had divorced parents, did not live permanently in one place. Sometimes she lived in Shanghai in the Li Family residence with her father, sometimes she lived in Hong Kong where the Wei family lived with her mother.

He thought it was no fun at all, He always moved from one area to another he had trouble making friends.

Just a few months living somewhere, he had no friends at all. People praised her as a genius girl, but she felt it was worthless.

People praised her beauty, but it all made her think that beauty did not give her happiness, it was just an image for people to see.

There was nothing special about it, he wanted to find a friend who could understand about him, the same person as the man.

The one who always gave him the most precious smile for him, even though the man was in pain due to the betrayal Li Yuan committed.

The man still wanted to make Li Yuan smile, the man still made Li Yuan happy, the man sacrificed everything for the person he loved the most. It was the sincerity he had witnessed so far.

Even a long sleep would not erase all those quiet memories. Memories of the betrayal he had committed, memories of how he refused to accept it.

All of this is a sacred form of love that man possesses, it is eternal. Even so, only the girl remembered him.

***

The most beautiful masks are the ones they call peace in the human mind.

The masks were so beautiful; they covered all the fear, sadness, and misery they experienced.

The mask is sweet, beautiful and very bright if one only sees the expression of the wearer.

They do not know that behind the mask sometimes there is a face of fear, a face of anxiety, a face of sadness, a face of sadness, a face of pretence that they show.

No one knows the human heart.

The human heart is hard to read.

They smile when they cry.

They cry when they smile.

That mask made me fall into this world.

Telling me everything since I was dumped by him.

A love story, a happy story and a tragedy.

I've seen all that.

I've read all that for you.

From Adam and Eve's betrayal of God,

Until Romeo and Juliet's silly tale.

And the sad story of Anatasia Rumanov.

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