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After the two people kissed passionately in the park, they returned to Chu Yana's place in the female dormitory.

It is located a bit far from Zhengzhou University. So, they took a taxi to go there.

Public buses may be low-cost if you use an electronic Voucher Card.

But, now is rush hour round-the-clock, so there are many private and government office workers who use this mass transit.

They called a white taxi. The taxi driver was an old man with a bald head on the front of his hair. The man did not care much about the conversation of the two lovers.

He continued driving without noticing anything.

Perhaps he thought that intervening in the affairs of others was unwise.Chu Yana sat next to Xi.

Chu Yana held onto Xi's right hand, as if she did not want to let go of that hand forever. She also leaned her head on Xi's shoulder.She actually stuck like a magnet.

The yearning that Chu Yana had made her do that.

Desire can drive people crazy. At least some humans thought like Chu Yana.Xi just lowered his head.

Expressions change.

The sadness she harbored was still clearly stored in her heart. So, he thought of saying a little honesty about his father's death. Although, it was only a little bit of a lot of burden on his heart.

"Dad ... He died of cancer ..."

"..."

Chu Yana simply stared without saying a word.

"I never thought that my father would hide everything from us ..."

"She was just chatty when she experienced the little things .. I remember .. when she accidentally fell in the bathroom, she said, she was so chatty and grumbled at me for forgetting to clean the bathroom ..."

"So I covered my ears when he was nagging, even my own mother was not as chatty as father..it happened probably when I was ten or eleven .. I don't really remember that clearly."

"I also remember .. that my father would sometimes be very stingy to me. He would never give me more pocket money. He rarely bought me toys that I liked. Perhaps, as a small farming family in the village made him a very frugal person. "

"But, my father often bought my favorite food .. red bean cakes. That's about 100 Yuan per pack. But, my father who often saves money never forgets to buy my favorite food when he goes to town ... "

"When I asked her the reason why she always bought my favorite food ... My father simply replied, that he wanted his son to be fatter, then turn into an ugly fat boy."

"So the girls in the village will not be jealous of the girl who will be my wife later ..."

"I never thought of that at all. So, I just laughed at my father's words. He said the real thing he was thinking .. Even though it didn't make sense, maybe."

Xi looked out the window.

He saw a view of the city from behind the glass window of a taxi. The scenery was the busy city of Zhengzhou, many people had their own affairs.

The afternoon was busy and a little cloudy. Eventually, the clouds turned into raindrops. It was as if God was giving the same picture as Xi's dark mood because of the grief and betrayal she had endured.

"People told me that life is a little unfair ... The hero will die leaving those who love him. While, the bad guys continue to live, they will continue to scare and hurt others . I think I believe about that now ... "

Xi looked at the view of Zhengzho city as if there were no buildings and any humans there. He looked and looked empty in his eyes. That void made his heart fragile.

"I don't expect those people's words to be true ... I hope there is no death from a good and chatty man like father ... I hope he sees me forming a new family, I hope he holds my son. I hope he becomes a chatty old man in my mind.... "

"..."

"However, all that is hope .. nothing will happen after Father's death ..."Xi rubbed the side of the taxi window.

He could see it from the rain that seeped in the window of the taxi. He rubbed the dew as if the dew on the glass was a picture of pain in his heart.

***

The taxi stopped at a six-story building.

It was a ladies' dorm. Female dormitories are not as tight as Zhengzhou University dormitories. So, they let students bring girlfriends and relatives to visit as guests.

"Please enter ..."

Chu Yana said so as she opened the door to her room.

Xi did come to this place often. He visited this place just to chat or chat.

He knew that Chu Yana was staying with Lin Yi. Lin Yi was Chu Yana's best friend, she was from Beijing and the same study program as Chu Yana.

Xi might not be too familiar with Lin Yi. However, Xi considered that Lin Yi was a friendly person, so he also respected the twin-tailed girl.

"Sorry to interrupt ..."

Xi came in, he took off the flip-flops on the shoe rack.

The room smelled of green tea. Perhaps, Chu Yana was boiling something in the kitchen.So, Xi was just sitting by a chair near the study table.

"Do you like green tea or coffee, husband?"

Chu Yana asked from behind the kitchen.

His voice is quite clear.

"I don't mind anything, as long as it's delicious. "

"You really aren't picky aside from foods like red bean cakes, husband ...""Hehe..."

It was about fifteen minutes until Chu Yana returned from the kitchen.

He brought a cup of green tea and a plate of red bean cake.

"Sorry to keep you waiting, hubby."

Xi shook his head.

"Are you not interested in drinking tea, so you only serve a cup here?"Xi asked.

Chu Yana shook her head.

"No. .. before I go to your place, I've been drinking the same thing as Professor Li Yuan."

"Professor Li Yuan?"

"Yes..."

"Do you have any business with him?"

Chu Yana shook her head.

"No... The processor came to visit his student, I think he tried too hard."

Loli legal?Since when did he pay too much attention to others?Does he really have that kind of personality?If I thought, he was indeed a little different from most people.Why am I thinking too much about Li Yuan now? Is it because he has been paying enough attention to me lately?

Chu Yana nodded slowly."Yeah, he said it ..."

"Thank God..."

***Chu Yana was acting strangely after their brief chat.

Chu Yana seemed to be thinking of something in her head.

His face turned slightly red and his expression wavered.

"Do you need anything, so you're looking at me like that?"

Xi was confused by Chu Yana's change in behavior.

Chu Yana simply nodded.

"If you don't have a problem .. if you want now do that .. I won't mind ..."

Chu Yana confused Xi.

"No problem? Want now? What do you mean, honey?"

"I ... I .. I want to make love to you ..."

The atmosphere changes instantly.

Xi could not say anything.

You've slept with another man.And now you want me to fuck you?Are you very immoral?Don't you know everything?Do you not regret your actions?Chu Yana ... You're really heartless.You've gone too far.

Xi looked into Chu Yana's eyes.

He saw everything in Chu Yana's eyes.

It was an eye forcing thing that a person had.

However, Xi did not realize that this was what this girl wanted.

That is the selfishness of this girl, so that her love does not disappear.

So that the girl's most loved person would not leave herself.This girl did not want everything, she just wanted Xi to remain hers, only hers.

I've seen it.

I've seen all of that for a long time.

That is the form of how humans love each other ...

People don't want what they've gone.

They are greedy, they cannot be honest with themselves.

That thing, everything created by their God must choose one of them.It is happiness and one of them is unhappiness.

People cannot choose their happiness.

They foolishly thought that this world was a flower garden. They are foolish to think that happiness comes from God.

They're stupid, they don't know when someone is happy there's someone who's hurt by happiness.

Happiness is not given and earned easily.

Happiness is stolen from others.

***

The boy tilted his head.

"stolen? I don't understand, Lucifer ..."

He looked puzzled as one of his fingers stuck to his forehead.

The man just smiled. He knew that this boy had not seen everything.

"Yes ... Happiness is stolen from others."

"I still don't understand ..."

"Have you ever seen someone who was always happy?"

"Nope .. I've never seen it."

"I sometimes see my cheerful mother crying because of my father ..."

"I don't know for sure. Every time my father comes home late, my mother will always cry."The man nodded.

"That's what I mean ..."

"Every happiness that people take away from others."

"There's someone who's happy with your mother's grief .. So, your mother's happiness was stolen by that person."

"Stolen ... Who stole it, Lucifer? I'd be mad if that guy made my mom cry again!" The boy said angrily.

He puffed his cheeks and his cheeks flushed.

The boy looked like an angry Tsundere figure.

The man simply put his hand on the boy's hair.

Then, he rubbed the boy's hair.

"You'll know later when you grow up ... Now, listen to the story I read for you, okay?"

"Em."

The boy nodded.

"Well .. I'll read it to you again ..."