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What people really think is not what they really want.

Chu Yana was a selfish woman, she did not want to lose the love Xi Yang had for herself.

So, he wanted to tie Xi Yang up with a lie. He wanted Xi to stay with him. Although she had a baby in the womb from her affair with Yang Jie.

He wanted to deceive Xi. So, she invited Xi Yang to make love to her. Xi will be responsible for marrying her.

Yang Jie was probably a richer man more than Xi Yang.

However, Chu Yana did not love Yang Jie at all, she only had a passion for Yang Jie's seduction.

The girl's heart belonged entirely to Xi Yang. He wanted to fix everything, he didn't want to lose everything he had now. It was just the selfishness that the girl had.

Every human being was like him, most of them did not want to lose anything they had.

They think that love is entirely theirs. Happiness is only for them.

They don't care at all about the people they have hurt, they can't look into the hearts of other humans.

The human heart is a complicated thing. They fake their hearts behind fake smiles, fake expressions, and fake masks.

The masks they were wearing were so beautiful that I just wanted to vomit.

The human heart is something that no one else can fully read.

"What do you mean .." lamented Xi. He looked into Chu Yana's eyes.

"Yes .. you know that lovers usually do that .. you know .. the way they prove their love... it kind of makes their bodies one..."

Chu Yana said that nervously, she lowered her head slightly.

You're really shameless ...

"Do you not want to do that ...?"

Xi shook his head.

He was disgusted to admit this girl was good at pretending.

Xi did not know if this was a sign that they would always live in pretense forever before Xi covered up the wounds this traitor had created on him.

"I love you .... I appreciate the commitment you wanted from the beginning we were dating ... I love you in true love .. love is not for your body .. My love is pure for your heart ..."

Chu Yana's expression turned dark.

The thing he wanted to do to maintain his happiness was gone.

He can't be with Xi forever. He can't live with the people he loves so much.

His happiness would be shattered, destroyed by his own folly. He could not distinguish between love and lust.

Between Xi's sincerity and Yang Jie's sweet seduction. He was wrong, it made him regret. There is no happiness in that place.

Chu Yana had lost everything now.

The baby in her womb has separated them forever.

He wanted to cry to regret everything. However, Chu Yana was unable to cry at this moment. He can't forgive himself.

God has cursed him. As a traitorous woman, there was only one path in front of her, which was the path of regret.

"Alright .. if it's your decision, I will respect it .. can you hug me?"

 Chu Yana asked. There was a tear on his face. His eyes looked like a woman who was about to leave and would not return.

They'll split up.

They would walk on two different paths.Xi hugged Chu Yana.

It was the warmest hug Chu Yana had ever felt. That hug is a goodbye hug.

That hug was their farewell hug.

"Xi Yang ... Let's break up."

Chu Yana said it with her face expressionless.

That was the end of his decision. This is his regret. He did not want his disgrace to be known by the person he loved the most.

Xi remained silent.

Without words, without expression. His face was completely empty.

" Why...why? "

"I'm sick of you .. I want to break up .. sorry, Mr. Xi .. You better get out now ..."Chu Yana said with a flat face.

"Darling ... I must have misheard, right? You must be kidding, right? Don't do that, baby .. You scared me ..."

"No, I'm not kidding ..."

" It's serious .. We're not a couple anymore, don't call me dear from now on. Please, you're out! "

"Ta-a but...."

Before Xi finished his words, Chu Yana pushed him out of his room.Xi was left at the door.

"Dear listen to me .. Why should we break up now? Why?" He banged on the dorm door.

"Darling, explain it to me!"

Chu Yana was just crying silently behind the door. He did not want to hurt Xi further because of his betrayal. But he made the wrong decision.

Chu Yana took her phone.

Then, he contacted the dorm guard.

"Master .. could you throw out a man in front of room number two? Thank you ..."

Xi's voice behind the door slowly disappeared. It seemed like the guards had brought Xi out of the dormitory.

Meanwhile, Chu Yana was still crying silently.

What a beautiful love story. A relationship ends only because of disgrace and lies.

***

"Hey, Lucifer .. how could the girl say break up with the person she loves the most? Isn't that ambiguous? Why would he do that? "

The boy looked confused. He had no idea what the adults were thinking.

"Humans are like that .. they take it as a kindness .. good not to hurt the person they love the most ... even though I told you that it was just a lie that they turned around. It was more like the stupidity they had."

"Are you that way too? Are you going to throw away the one you love for disgrace?"The man shook his head.

"No. .. There was an error in your previous question. Look at me... Am I human?"The boy watched the man.

The man might look like a normal human being, he was tall, handsome, and his face resembled that boy's father.

Although, this boy did not know for sure.

Why does this man always appear in his sleep? Why does this man always tell her sad stories?

He thinks it doesn't make sense.

How did the same person come into his dream?

He doesn't understand everything.

But, he was glad this man kept appearing while he slept.

He was happy whenever this guy told him.

Although, sometimes he cried about the story that the man told him.But, he was happy to know the truth of the story.

"I think ... You look like a human ..."

The man laughed.

"Hehehe. Don't get me wrong, son."

"I am an angel .. though, people call me a fallen angel ... I don't mind, but I'll be mad if they call me Satan ..."

The man complained.

"You're an angel? Heh?" The boy was shocked in disbelief.This is different from the angel story the boy had read.

The angel in the story has wings. Then why doesn't this guy have it?

"Then, where are your wings?"

The man was a rather strange expression.

" Do you want to see that? "

"Eum..."

The man took off his clothes, he showed off his back.

Behind his back, there were two wounds on the side. Right and left side. The wound is what looks like a piece of meat that has to be cut.

The meat part is a bit out. The boy knew that the wound was painful.

The man turned around and returned his clothes. He looked at the boy.

" Have you seen... "

The boy nodded.

"But there are only wounds there ..."

"Yes .. you're right .. My wings have been removed by my creator. He threw me into this world ...""Wh why? Why would a creator do that?"

The boy's expression turned sad.

"Maybe it's my jealousy. I'm jealous of you all .. I envy people ... I want my creator to love me, just look at me. Nothing else ..."

"Then ... Why aren't you angry? Why aren't you crying? It hurts anyway, doesn't it?"

The man shook his head.

"It may hurt ... it made me angry .. but, at that moment, I had no emotion .. I couldn't feel it. I couldn't understand it."

"But now I have understood the things that man understands, hatred ... "

"I gave them ease ... I gave them fame ... I gave them a lot of temptation .. Even the devil is still inferior to what I do ..."

"I deceive them with wealth .. I deceive them with fame .. I deceive them with the ambition of power .. I deceive them with all they want ..."

"I'll laugh when I see them cry."

"I'll cry to see them laugh."

"I like it when they suffer."

"I suffer when they are happy."

The boy did not understand. How does this guy hate everyone so much?"Do you hate humans?"

Well ... I hate them all ... "

The boy was sad. She's sad. That man hates humans so much."Do you hate me too?"

The man just shook his head.

"No, I don't hate you .. How do I hate you? I am you and you are me ..."

This boy did not understand what the man had just said. He won't know until the new story begins again.