
AUTHOR POV.
"Taehyung-ah!!" Shouted Hoseok running towards Taehyung.
"Taehyung!! Taehyung why are you eoh?? What the hell happened to you?? Taehyung answer me!! Ahhhhh!!" Hoseok asked frantically, after seeing his best friend's body lying helpless on the floor.
Instantly, his eyes looked at the bottles of drinks lying near his friend.
Hoseok was stunned for a moment. His eyes looked back at Taehyung who was now completely weak before him.
"Since when have you hidden all this suffering from me Kim Taehyung??" Press it with annoyance.
Taehyung did not answer even a few of his best friend's questions. His condition was really weak. Makes him unable to speak.
Slowly his eyes began to close, he only showed a fleeting smile at Hoseok at that time.
And suddenly, Taehyung spewed out a white foam liquid in his mouth. A second later, he was unconscious.
Seeing that, Hoseok's eyes were astonished, he really panicked when he saw Taehyung's unconscious condition.
Quickly he immediately held the head of his best friend was on his sturdy thigh.
"Taehyung you why eoh?? Why is your mouth foaming?? Taehyung wake!! You heard me, right?? Taehyung don't make me panic!!" Shouted Hoseok, while patting Taehyung's cheeks with both hands.
He quickly checked the breath on Taehyung's nose with the back of his hand.
And at that moment he felt Taehyung was still breathing. And his veins are still throbbing.
"You're still alive. Hang Taehyung!! I'll call the doctor." Said Hoseok, who also immediately took his phone.
It did not take 1 minute, the phone was connected, and was immediately picked up by the hospital.
Hoseok quickly asked the hospital to immediately come to the address he had given. The hospital promised to come quickly.
When Hoseok finished calling the hospital. He looked back at his friend. He was really concerned to see Taehyung's current condition.
His amuradul appearance, messy hair. A face that is not taken care of, to show a beard that has never been seen in the handsome man. He really looks very depressed.
"Patience!! And please hold on Taehyung!!" Lirih Hoseok at that time.
15minutes passed, finally some hospital attendants came to Taehyung's apartment at that time.
Hoseok's bead was directly fixed on them.
"Eoh, have you guys come?? Hurry up and take my best friend away right now!!" He panicked at that moment.
Without much ado, the officers immediately took Taehyung away at that time to the ambulance.
Hoseok immediately followed them from behind.
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15 Minutes later, they arrived at the hospital. Taehyung was immediately transferred to a wheel stretcher that had been prepared by the hospital when the ambulance arrived.
Taehyung was immediately taken by several sisters to the ICU room, Hoseok also always accompanied his best friend.
But her steps stopped in front of the ICU room, while one of the sisters asked her to wait outside. And by then Taehyung had entered the ICU first.
"Sorry sir. Master can't go inside!! We'll handle Pasein soon, so please wait outside." The nurse's firm.
Hoseok just nodded his head. The door of the room was closed in front of him.
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1 hour had passed, Hoseok still showed panic to him. He continued to walk around the ICU door. Many times he murmured asking the Lord, so that Taehyung could be saved. He was really worried about the condition of his best friend.
Shortly after, the doctor finally came out of the room. Hoseok quickly walked over to the doctor.
"How's doc?? Is my friend okay?? And what's the reason he could be unconscious like that??" Ask Hoseok full of question marks.
"After going through the examination earlier, we found the poison in the body of pasein."
"Poisons??" Tanya Hoseok was touched.
"Yes, and the poison is caused because pasein consumes too much liquor in large doses. It was fortunate that he was quickly brought here, otherwise?? His life may no longer be helped." Obviously the doctor.
"Wae?? But she won't do anything, Doc??" Hoseok asked still in panic.
"No!! As long as he doesn't drink any more. Because if he does that again?? It is certain that he will not live long. Because some of his organs were already damaged by the liquor." The doctor is clearly back.
"Okay doc, thank you so much for handling my best friend well." Reveal Hoseok while bowing his back.
"Either. And there's one more!!"
Hoseok was stunned.
"What else, doc??" Ask.
"Emm, pasein also suffered quite heavy defression. So please make him feel comfortable, and don't push him too much!! Because maybe the nerve function in his brain can't function properly." The doctor is clearly back.
"Eoh, okay doc, I understand!!"
"Now you can meet him!! Pasein is awake."
Hoseok's eyes were raised perfectly.
"Eoh, really?? Alright doc I'll be in now!!" Answer Hoseok, who went straight into the ICU.
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Arriving inside, Hoseok had seen his best friend sitting on the back of the hospital bed, looking at the window with his eyes empty.
Hoseok then gave a short breath walking away to his friend.
Arriving beside Taehyung.
"You okay??" Ask Hoseok.
Taehyung was silent, not answering his best friend's question.
"Taehyungdo. I'm sorry I didn't tell you that time. And I really regret it. But you-"
"Why are you lying to me, eoh??" Press Taehyung, who momentarily cuts through Hoseok's words. Without even turning his face.
Hoseok was stunned, while bowing his head.
"I'm sorry Taehyung!! I hesitated then, because I didn't want to see you destroyed. I'm sorry." Hoseok said regretfully.

Taehyung's tears immediately fell on his cheeks. He seemed to recall the incident 1 month ago, when he was destroyed by his beloved girl.
"Hem, is that your excuse?? But what's the truth, Hoseok-ah??" Press Taehyung while staring at his best friend.
"I was more devastated when I heard it directly from Y/n. Huk!! My heart was completely broken at that moment. What's my fault, eoh?? God has to punish me this hard." He nodded with both hands squeezing his blanket.
"Taehyung-ah!!" Call Hoseok with raucous.
"I can't lose Y/n. I still love him very much. I have to how about Hoseok??" Rintih Taehyung, with the look of his eyes that really revealed pain in his heart.
Hoseok only took a short breath, then tried to pat his best friend's shoulder.
"Taehyung, I understand very well your current condition. Y/n might not be destined for you. And you have to be able to accept it. Remember your life is still very long!! Don't waste yourself because of that feeling of love!! You tau?? You almost died silly of love. You even lied to me!! you told me you were going to Gosan to see your parents. But what is it?? A whole month you just locked yourself in your apartment. And you're also consuming liquor that's almost taking your own life." Tegur Hoseok at that time was full of emphasis.
"I'm sorry for lying!! I just thought, I don't think my life means much anymore, Hoseok-ah. You know for yourself the only life booster is Y/n. He's the one who got me up from my slump when I was in high school. But it turns out he's also the one that's been making me fall back." complains Taehyung, who keeps shedding his tears.
"Ne, I know Y/n means a lot to you. But how else?? Everything has become a sign of destiny. You can't change your destiny either!! And don't ever say!! That your life is no longer meaningful!! Rise Taehyung!! You deserve to be happy too. Y/n is also happy with his life there. It's really unfair to you, if you continue to suffer like this." Hoseok.
Taehyung then turned back to his best friend.
"Can I run my life like I used to, eoh??" Ask Taehyung.
"Eoh, of course!! There are still a lot of people who care about you out there. Me, Sana. So much care about you!! So stop hurting yourself!! And forget all that pain!!" Hoseok gave his spirit to Taehyung.
"Hemm, gomawo already cares about me Hoseok-ah." Reveal the man with a smile towards his best friend.
"Ne, but you should also be able to forgive Y/n. And try not to hate it!! I see, maybe right now your heart is still filled with pain, anger, hate, sadness. But you should also be able to throw it away!! So that you can live quietly again, without holding the slightest grudge against him." Pinta Hoseok patting Taehyung on the back.
"Hemm, I'll try. I also just realized. Love does not always have to be. I do love Y/n, even love it very much. But after I thought. Just by watching her live happily, it has made me happy too. And I never regretted ever having loved her. I'm gonna try to let Y/n go with that guy." Taehyung said then sincerely.
Hearing the words of his best friend, Hoseok was immediately stunned in awe.
"You're a very nice guy Taehyung. I'm so proud of you. Giving up someone we love is not easy. I always pray that you're always happy even if it's not with Y/n." Hoseok said with a smile of admiration.
Taehyung smiled at Hoseok.
The two of them were just bracing themselves together, and Taehyung was already looking a bit better at that.
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The Flass back On.
1 month ago.
"Taehyung, I beg you to forget that feeling!!" Shouted Hoseok upon arrival in Taehyung's work room.
Taehyung was just stunned, seeing his best friend coming suddenly.
"Wae?? You why?? And what do you mean by that??" Tanya Taehyung got up from her seat.
Hoseok was a little silent, with his eyeballs looking right and left.
"Why are you silent?? Explain quickly!!" Press Taehyung.
Hoseok also woke up. And walked right up to Taehyung.
In front of Taehyung.
"Ah, no!! I'm just saying, you better forget that guilt feeling you're feeling for Y/n. And try to get your parents home back. And ask again and Y/n now!!" Obviously Hoseok with a face looked a little nervous.
Taehyung was stunned, with both of his eyebrows raised.
"Emmm, is this what you're trying to tell me on the phone??" Ask Taehyung.
"Ne, that's all." Hoseok answered while rubbing the nape of his neck.
Taehyung chuckled for a moment.
"Haiss, without you even asking me, I'm going there. The day after tomorrow I'll come to Y/n's parents' house." Taehyung answered and sat back in his chair.
Hoseok just smiled clumsyly, and said nothing more.
"Sorry, Taehyung I don't think it's the right time for me to tell you." Mumbled in Hoseok's heart at that moment.
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One week later, Taehyung was at the door of Y/n's parents' house at the time. He quickly knocked on the door.
Soon, the door opened, and the figure of Yoon-gi opened the door.
"Hay, Yoon Hyung!! How are you." Sapa Taehyung with a smile.
"Taehyung!!" Said Yoongi who was shocked by his arrival.
"Eoh, can I come in??" Ask Taehyung.
"Ne, come in." Yoongi replied with a face expression that was still stunned in shock.
Taehyung also entered the house, and had seen the figure of a mother and a child who was no stranger to him.
"Mother, Na-eun. You guys okay??" Sapa Taehyung then pecked the back of Mother Y/n's hand.
"Taehyung, it was you. Sit down, boy!!" Said Min as parents Y/n.
Taehyung nods his head and sits next to the woman, followed by Na-eun who suddenly sits on Taehyung's lap.
"Oppa, I miss you so much." The little girl smiled broadly.
"Eoh, oppa misses my little girl a lot too." Reply Taehyung while pinching the girl's cheek.
Na-eun was indeed very spoiled, when Taehyung came to his house. Although Taehyung has very often come to their house, and of course it is very familiar.
But is there something strange?? 12-year-old little girl Na-eun. Seen never the slightest talk about Seokjin or his sister's problem in front of Taehyung.
I don't know?? The boy seemed to understand his family situation. He could really close his mouth. No one asked him to hide it.
But still, there is always a sense of worry about Mom, her father and her brother. They were worried that Na-eun would be overwhelmed at any time, and told Taehyung.
At that time, Yoon-gi was just standing at the door without a word. And not long after, he finally walked closer to Taehyung, then sat next to him.
"Yes Na-eun. You always stick to Tehyung, if he comes here." Ketus Yoongi while ruffling bangs his youngest brother.
"Why indeed?? I like Taehyung oppa more than Yoongi oppa." The girl's words that instantly managed to make Yoongi stunned by surprise.
While Taehyung and his mother just laughed anxiously at the behavior of the little girl.
"It's already Yoongi Hyung, I'm also very happy if Na-eun likes me. That means she's honoring my relationship with her brother. Isn't that Na-eun??" Ask Taehyung.
"Ne oppa." Reply to the girl with a big smile.
Moments later, Yoongi and his mother looked at each other. They felt a sense of guilt towards Taehyung back then. But they quickly changed their face again.
"Eoh, Taehyung what made you come here??" Ask her mother to try to turn the conversation away.
"Eoh, I just want to visit. There is no intention." Taehyung replied casually.
"Eoh, then I'll make you a drink. Yoongi you go with Taehyung!! I'm going to go kitchen first." Pinta his mother, then left right then and there.
Yoongi then nodded in understanding.
He also tried to talk to Taehyung at that time. So that the atmosphere does not feel awkward.
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The flass back of.
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1 Week has passed, precisely in a restaurant. It looks like Y/n is with Namjoon.
They were sitting together at that time, with various foods that had been prepared in front of them.
"So what do you want to say?? Ask Y/n.
"Eoh, it's about Solbin." Answer Namjoon.
"Solbin?? Meanin??"
Seriate.....