Poor Man Struggles to Have a Dream
CHAPTER 22.RIDHO WITH YOUR DEPARTURE (END)

This morning I've been in the birthplace for a week, I don't know why I was last night like I met my wife.

Last night I felt like I was being approached by my wife with a baby.

Is it because I miss the wife so much that I imagined her to be here last night. Then I checked the phone, which I cased last night in my brother's room.

When I saw many phone calls from the in-laws and also my neighbors.

And some say, condolence against the calamity that I got then I saw there was a call coming from santri.

I picked up the phone, video call the in-laws

"Assalamu'alaikum "

I answered Abah and answered

" walaikumsalam"

Why did Abah cry, and many gathered at my in-laws' house. Then I saw a lot of students reading Yasin and Al Mulk.

Then my heart became unsettled, I asked my wife

"Change how Ani is"and where Ani is"

Then Abah just cried

"This is a break for Djemaat, you must be patient and sincere in accepting all the trials that come"

Replied the in-laws, who were claustrophobic and increasingly crying, making me feel bad.

Then I tried asking, Abah

"There is an event at Abah's house why all the many students gather and read yasin"

Mom showed me a picture, which made my heart almost stop beating.

"Ani gave birth to Djemaat's son last night and I said "

Thank God, how the father process is all going smoothly.

The in-laws, showing pictures of my wife and my children.Based

"then I asked my father if the video was my wife and my son and he could only cry. Then let go of my hand and I screamed

Then the brother was shocked, listening to my crying voice.

"Why are you crying out deck"

replied the brother to me. Then I showed a video of the cellphone still burning the bathing process of my wife and my son. The older brother was shocked and said Innalilahi Rojiun.

"She needs to go home to your parents-in-law immediately"

Then I could no longer walk, my eyes were blurred and I was lying on the floor.

My vision was blurry and I could not remember anything else, until my brother asked people for eucalyptus oil .

Then pulled in all parts of the head and nose finally before long I was aware and I cried screaming calling my beloved wife."dek you have to be patient and sincere about the departure of your child and wife".then I woke up "kak take me to the flight in the city I want to go home naek plane.then the brother agreed.and drove me to the airport.after taking an hour trip we arrived and I went to the ticket booth and made a ticket booking heading to the airport my in-laws' house, despite the high price I paid for it to go home to see the bodies of my wife and children

"then the brother hugged me and questioned "patience in all the rain there must be a rainbow"I was unable to reply to the words of the brother then I left the brother and entered the check room in the ticket and thankfully I could take off landing to my in-laws house took 30 minutes.after 30 minutes I arrived in the birth of my wife and I rushed to see a taxi oline with a fee is also expensive on the way to take half an hour.heavy rain weather seems to understand the heavy sadness I experienced.Yes Allah aimmi very heavy for me to living it but I am ridho yes Allah on my decree.in the journey of the church is imagined with all the experiences of the face of the wife.voice melodious naji the wife who can be able to anesthetize someone with the golden voice of the wife.until the congregation arrives at the the house of the in-laws is crowded with guests with all walks of life.

I directly pay my tax and immediately go to my in-laws' house.too many santri who look at me with a look of pity.then I see my in-laws and ask about my wife.then Abah said my wife has been buried with my son with one liang lahad.after listening to the words of the in-laws rumbled away as I fell unconscious.

then I heard the in-laws calling me and I did not remember anything else.then I felt a sick head and immediately I was awakened by the sound of naji from the outside.after I had started to calm down I saw the male santri approach me and talk to me.so that I sincerely and ridho undergo all the tests"who life will surely feel dead mas we also wait our turn"I was like slapped with a santri lecture abah.then I saw my adoptive father come into the room and I cried in my father's arms.

What a heavy burden I feel the loss of the closest person I love so much.sanv Abah"patiently want all the tests to pass you must be patient and strong so that your wife does not feel sadness"

finally the day changed I decided to move out of the house of in-laws. Home rent and I had to rise up to forget the sadness and after looking for a rental house I finally got a simple house room two and spacious with a garden.I made a chicken coop and birds to fill my emptiness

I finally bought chickens and birds to make pets.After offering the price of chickens and birds I finally got a bonus with one squirrel from a market seller.

I also look for mattresses and cabinets and cooking utensils I ended up shopping a lot and I ordered a transport car goods.and brought to the rental house after finishing fixing all the goods and livestock.I feel the fatigue.

I took a shower to get rid of the aches and smells of my sweat.after I finished the shower I did not forget to wear perfume because I wanted to go out to the electronics store to buy a fan and a new laptop since the loss of my wife and mother as well as my son, I took a college break to relieve my sadness.

Then the hockey rang there was the name of my professor calling.finally I picked up the phone call the teacher asked me and told me that he needed an assistant for a substitute course at going abroad.

The Professor immediately called asking me to replace him. Then I told him about the loss of my wife and mother at the same time making my mind become unfocused to teach.

The professor told me that if I replaced him I would be appointed a permanent employee. And will be nominated to be the head of prodi department. Then I agreed to it but asked a week later to go to college.

I have to rise from my sadness for sure my wife Ani will feel very sad to see my situation like this I finally decided to rise again to reach my dream that is delayed.finished I rest and time changes quickly until now I went back to college.

Even now the position I have become the head of the department.I have also resumed my lecture I decided to finish my college only after that will return to live again.