Prince Hotel
S2: Hard to Love

I'm hard to love, hard to love, oh I don't make it easy

I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood

I'm hard to love, hard to love, you say that you need me

I don't deserve it but I love that you love me good

Love me good

•4. Brice Brief•

The morning was so bright, the sunlight so bright filled the room Vanya that was originally pitch black was now a bright light that could dazzle the eyes of Vanya even though she was asleep.

Vanya rubbed his eyes that still felt heavy, some days he often felt tired and not so excited.plus every day to see Louis who became so cold to him. Although Vanya wanted Louis to be cold to her, but in fact, it hurt her a lot.

Vanya opens her eyes that still demand her to lie down, Vanya's mind is immediately shadowed by the shadow of Louis and Ruby kissing. Vanya who at that time chose to pass through the hallway to accelerate himself to the parking lot where his car is, but it turns out his decision made him see the sight that hurts his eyes and heart.

A sinister smile adorned her sweet face, "all men are the same!" yells.

With weight, Vanya tried to get up on her feet. Walk into his small kitchen to make warm milk to fill his empty stomach. It's been a few days, Vanya has no taste to fill her stomach. Vanya decided to see a doctor, she didn't want to keep going like this. Vanya chose his acquaintance's doctor, Doctor Kelly. Doctor Kelly is a middle-aged woman who is an acquaintance of Vanya's mother. And therefore, his Vanya is close to him.

Kelly's doctor's clinic, Kelly,

Doctor Kelly has always been friendly with his patients, no matter who they are. No wonder Dr. Kelly's clinic is always full of patients. Vanya had known about it, hence he had made a promise first so that he did not wait too long.

After consulting with Kelly's doctor, Vanya finally did a variety of examinations recommended by Kelly's doctor. And twelve minutes later, Vanya was called back into Kelly's doctor's office.

A nervous feeling enveloped Vanya when she saw the face of doctor Kelly who looked so serious. Even his own heartbeat seemed to sound so clear in Vanya's ears.

"Doctor.." said Vanya limply.

Doctor Kelly looked at Vanya and smiled "Hello, please sit down.."

Vanya complied with Kelly's doctor to sit in the chair opposite her "are my examination results not so good, Doc?"

Doctor Kelly shook his head "no.you don't have to worry, Vanya.." said Kelly's doctor was friendly.

Vanya breathed a little and after hearing the words of Dr. Kelly, she began to sit comfortably.His heart rate, which initially beat fast, now began to feel normal.

Vanya swallowed her saliva with great difficulty, one word 'but' coming out of doctor Kelly's mouth again managed to make her nervous again.

"May I ask? do you have a lover, Vanya?" ask Dr. Kelly.

Vanya shook her head "no.why does the doctor ask like that?"

Doctor Kelly thrust a piece of paper at Vanya, Vanya grabbed the paper and read it. It was as if the whole world had collapsed on Vanya, the contents of the paper were really making him lose all his strength, even the light piece of paper felt so heavy in his hand.

"You're pregnant, Vanya.." said Dr. Kelly.

"A.an...you're not kidding, doctor?"

"I can't joke about it, Vanya. Your own examination results show that you are positively pregnant.." said Dr. Kelly "now..tell aunty?"

Tears flowed from both of Vanya's eyes, the doctor Kelly was like his own tant and therefore also the results of Vanya's own examination greatly surprised Kelly's doctor personally. Vanya just sat limp, not powered, unable to answer or say anything else to Dr. Kelly.

"Vanya?" ask Dr. Kelly "are you okay?"

"A.aku-" Vanya just fell silent, all she had in mind was.

Doctor Kelly sighed, then clasped Vanya's hand "Vanya darling.you are already like my own daughter.if you need help, don't hesitate to contact me" said Kelly's doctor gently.

Not a word came out of his mouth, his tongue felt like a joke.

"Tell me when you're ready, dear.anytime that's.." continued Kelly gently.

"Thank you, aunty. It seems like I need some alone time.." said Vanya limp.

Doctor Kelly nodded "I understand. Calm yourself, Vanya. aunty can only say, whatever your decision.remember the baby in your stomach. He didn't do anything wrong"

Vanya nodded softly "I understand what aunty means.thank you, aunty.." said Vanya.

Vanya Residence,

For Vanya now, the whole world is empty. He cursed himself, the mistake he accidentally committed.no.no.more appropriate is the mistake he committed unconsciously, has now come to fruition that he must bear.

He curled up on his bed, holding his still flat stomach.

"what should I do.." he wrote himself.