
Being alone with Ayesha makes Azlan look stiff. He was confused to start a conversation first. Ayesha's attention was not on her at all. Ayesha was too preoccupied with her own thoughts, thus making Azlan feel neglected. Raga Ayesha was indeed near Azlan but her mind was somewhere.
Azlan occasionally glanced at Ayesha who was sitting not far away with him. But Ayesha just bowed lethargic and like not being excited even looking at her husband seemed so reluctant.
Azlan was a little stirred up by the emotion of seeing Ayesha who was ignoring her existence. He clenched his hands to hold back the emotions from exploding.
"Go home! You don't have to accompany me here!" Azlan changed his sleeping position deliberately to turn his back on Ayesha. The unilateral decision Azlan took turned out to make Azlan feel depressed. He should not have forced Ayesha to marry him if she still did not consider him to exist.
Ayesha raised her head. "No, I'd like to be here with you!" Ayesha denied Azlan's words.
"Fellowing me?" Azlan laughed cynically, he did not understand why Ayesha's attitude was so nauseating. He had a wife but no wife. Ayesha's attention was not on her.
"Why indeed? Am I not here to accompany you?" Ayesha was so selfish, she didn't feel guilty at all.
Is this how you accompany me?" Finally the word was said also from the mouth of Azlan from earlier he held her but Ayesha seemed not to care about him.
Ayesha was flabbergasted, she looked at Azlan with a difficult to decipher gaze. He did not expect Azlan to speak like that.
"Why? Don't you seem reluctant to take care of me?" Azlan is seen changing his sleeping position facing Ayesha. His narrowed eyes looked at Ayesha with mixed feelings. His hatred towards Ayesha seemed to melt away as he looked at Ayesha lovingly.
"Do you think I'm that cruel by abandoning my own husband in this hospital?" Said Ayesha who certainly did not accept the words of Azlan who seemed to corner him.
"Delivering?" Azlan asked Ayesha's remark just now. Of course without Ayesha in this hospital, she can be cared for by her own family.
Ayesha became clumsy on her own, she seemed to have mispronounced.
Long they were silent, to make Azlan a little saturated. He looked at Ayesha who was still in that position. "Yesha...!" call Azlan, he wants to hear his wife's voice, the voice he always longs for. Being close to Ayesha is a joy for him even though Ayesha does not consider Azlan as a husband.
The voice was very softly heard in Ayesha's ears. It seemed like Azlan had forgotten about their quarrel just now. Ayesha smiled triumphantly, she turned her head and looked towards Azlan. "Why?"
Hem
Azlan cleared his throat for a moment, he wanted to ask about the purpose of Ayesha's words when she first came. Do women who have the status of their wives want their marriage to end? But to ask, his throat seemed to be choked. Azlan is afraid that Ayesha will agree and wants their marriage to end.
Ayesha looked at Azlan with a questioning look. What's wrong with her husband? That was what Ayesha had in mind right now.
"Why? Said you wanted to ask me something?"
Azlan nodded. He was indeed compiling the words for him to convey to Ayesha. But even Azlan was confused himself to start.
Ayesha laughed at him. "Are you groggy with your own wife?" Ayesha ventured closer to Azlan. His face was drawn to Azlan's face. Seen once Azlan's face met red, Azlan had never been that intimate with a woman only then Ayesha first did it.
Azlan threw away the face he did not want Ayesha to know his current feelings. But unexpectedly Ayesha even pulled Azlan's face so that he could look at her. Their eyes looked at each other, there was an unexpected sigh arising from the two. The lips of the two got closer and closer. Yeah, just sticking because Azlan himself doesn't know how to start.
Azlan pulled back his face. His feelings were mixed, he wanted to feel like he was kissing his wife's lips but as soon as fear haunted him, he was afraid his illness would arise and made Ayesha disappointed. On the other hand Azlan was also afraid Ayesha rejected him, even though his own status was legal to be husband and wife
Ayesha is disappointed at Azlan's refusal. At first he intended to play a little to Azlan but when he saw Azlan's rejection, Ayesha felt sad and disappointed.