PURSUED MATING
Contrition

It's been two days since that day. Azlan was silent in his room. His face looks pale because of the lack of food intake that goes into his stomach and do not forget his eyes which also have dark circles because it has been two nights he can not sleep well.

Azlan looked busy in his own world even that regret was evident in his eyes. He lives in a shadow of regret that blames himself every day. Like being alone like this, he blames himself for not being able to control his heart just for the sake of a woman who can't love him. Azlan smiled wryly considering the stupidity he had done, he should have kept his parents at that time in the hospital instead of just going and marrying a woman who did not think it existed at all.

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Someone came knocking on Azlan's door. Azlan who was on the balcony at that time immediately turned his head.

"Assynoltom... Oma can come in, son?" It turns out that it was Oma Freya who came to see Azlan.

"Getishalight." Only that answer came out of Azlan's mouth. Although a little annoyed with the grandson, Freya still went inside. He then walked up to Azlan who was on the balcony.

"Why isn't the food eating, son?" Freya looked at Azlan with a feeling full of hiba. How not? when her granddaughter slumped like this, Ayesha refused to accompany her husband. Ayesha even blatantly said, if he could not leave the hospital before making sure his sister was completely healed.

Previously, Freya had expected a lot of Ayesha. Freya hopes Ayesha can give a piece of happiness to her grandchild. Azlan who does not talk much and hangs out with his peers instead chooses to be close to the wrong woman. In fact, Freya still accepted the woman even though in any case Ayesha was not comparable to the grandchild.

"Azlan's not hungry, Oma."

"Eat, even if it's just a little kid. Oma is also sad if you see you like this constantly." Freya rubbed her tears that melted down her cheeks. He did not know how else to persuade his grandson to eat. He was also quite lost as what Azlan felt, as well, but logically Freya still thinks if he obeys his heart, of course, he will not be able to take care of his grandchildren and daughter-in-law who also desperately need his presence.

Freya changed her sitting position. He looked at the granddaughter who was nearby.

In the midst of busyness Oma Freya takes care of her daughter-in-law. He also always took the time to pay a little attention to Azlan. Although Azlan sometimes just a lot of silence and not much to say, it was not Freya the most important issue Azlan could get up and not feel his sadness anymore, it was more enough for him.

"Son, let's eat a little!" Again Freya persuaded Azlan to eat his food. Freya had taken the food that Bibi had put on the table, she then thrust the food in front of Azlan so that Azlan would eat the food.

Azlan then shook his head weakly, he seemed to lose hope after the departure of the Papa. Plus Ayesha who doesn't really care about him. Azlan knew where his wife was at the moment, but Azlan tried to ignore her again. When he was weak and needed his attention, the woman seemed to not care about the suffering she felt. Her husband's presence was no more important to her so she preferred to take care of her sister. Azlan smiled wryly if he remembered that. Azlan who had everything felt neglected by one woman like Ayesha.

"Why am I alive again, Oma?" Finally the words were also thrown from the mouth of Azlan. He was so tired of facing the reality. The old man who had always been there to encourage his life now instead left that fast. Yes, Azlan was very close to the Papa compared to his own Mother because that's why he felt so lost .

"You can't be like that, Azlan! remember, there's still Mama and Oma who are always there for you."

Azlan turned his head and looked at the Oma who was already teary-eyed. I want Azlan to hug the body of the old woman he called Oma but unfortunately the fear he could not forget in his life.

Azlan leaves Oma Freya in a hurry. When Azlan was at the doorway, Freya realized it. "Where are you going, son?"

Azlan turned around, he looked at Oma Freya who was also staring at him. "I want to see Mama. I need to know how my Mama Oma is!" There was a feeling of regret within Azlan at this moment. Because after knowing the departure of the Papa even he forgot the existence of his mother in this house.

"Listen to Oma first, son!" Freya certainly prevented the departure of her grandson because Freya had not informed Azlan of Vira's true circumstances.

"Why Oma? I want to see my mother downstairs!" Azlan ignored Freya's words. He opened the door and immediately walked up to the stairs.

"Ma.... Where's Mama, Ma?" Azlan called his mother when he was downstairs, he walked quickly to his room.

Azlan knocked on the door of his parents' room several times. But at all he did not hear the truth from his mother.

"Ma... Mama's inside, isn't she Ma? Azlan's in, Ma!" Azlan then pushed the door open perfectly.His eyes glanced at the whole but not at all he found his mother in there.

"Ma... Where's Mama, Ma?" Azlan seemed desperate when he did not find Mama Vira. He sat down, another shadow of grief back to haunt Azlan's mind.

"No! I'm sure my mom's still healthy and now she's taking a walk to calm her mind." Azlan certainly gave another assumption, in order to comfort his own heart.

No matter how many minutes, Freya came to see her grandson with a sad face. "Son, we need to get to the hospital right now!"

"What am I doing there again, Oma?" Azlan paid no heed to Freya's words at all. He then walked back to his room.

"You sure you don't want to know about how your Mama's doing there, Azlan?"

Azlan who was about to step towards the stairs, as if his steps had stopped. He immediately turned his head and immediately approached Freya who had passed away.

"Oma, what did Oma mean just now. Why is my mom, Oma? Why is my mom in the hospital? since when was Oma, my mama there?"

Freya completely ignored Azlan's question, he still stepped away to the car that had the private driver Oma Freya in it.

"Oma, I'm coming!" Without hearing the answer from Oma Freya, Azlan kept getting into the same car. He was very curious about the current state of Mama Vira and Azlan was very hopeful that his mother was not in the hospital.

"Oh my God, please give health to my mother" Azlan muttered after she sat down and put a seat belt on her body.