Pursuing the Love of Mr. Ling
115. The Same Wound Again
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"Gue doesn't lie" said Kalingga.
Whatever. Ailee's not gonna bother about that. He was sure Kalingga was lying. Where there is to mention his name until mendes*h. Even then Ailee also heard that Kalingga was growling. Ailee is not an innocent girl, she understands and knows why Kalingga is like that. Unfortunately, Kalingga is not good at hiding his lies to Ailee.
At that time, Ailee had expected it. Kalingga is a good man to lie, but only to him. How strange, why is Kalingga's attitude and nature always different for him and for others? Ailee is the same person and the same person. But why is it like this? Ailee could be misguided about her feelings.
No matter how he tried to melt the heart of the Linga, this man might never be able to be his. Clasping his hands and walking together towards happiness. Unfortunately, it was all just his wish. Ailee had expected too much of her own expectations, until she had forgotten that wishing on something other than the creator was a disease.
"As far as you are" said Ailee. Now it's her turn to lean on this man's field chest. Ailee occasionally checked the clock that was coiled around her wrist, twenty minutes away when the boarding hour would end. Ailee enjoyed that nearly exhausted time by hugging Kalingga, inhaling in the scent of this man's body. The most comfortable place besides the mattress is Kalingga. But unfortunately, this most comfortable place also often hurt him. Stupidly Ailee didn't want to go. As if the pain given Kalingga is indeed his favorite food.
Kalinga himself was silent. Her hands were perched on Ailee's waist and next to her she used to stroke this girl. The longer, Ailee felt sleepy. He wants to sleep but there are still a few hours left to study at school. He had to finish it before he came home.
"Rooftop likes to be quiet?" Ask Ailee.
"likely. Every time I come here, there is never anyone else. Always quiet" said Ling.
"But calm. Not many people are so noisy" said Ailee.
"Yes, yes" said Ling.
They come back the same silent. There was nothing they wanted to discuss, especially Ailee just wanted to stay here before the boarding hours ran out. Rarely is Kalingga tame like this. Usually he always hurt Ailee but this time this man seemed to accept it. Several times Kalingga was kind and sweet to her. Ailee was very happy, at least Kalingga's mouth was not as spicy as it used to be.
"Keep the guy who bothered you today. He seems to have bad intentions for you," said Ling.
"Consider now? All protectin dong, attention yes, protectin not. It's a lie" said Ailee.
"Gue doesn't want to be lo baper and likes me more. Someday I will have a girl I like and so will you. I hope you get here" Ling said.
Ailee smiled wryly. He seems to be used to being the second choice. Ailee was actually tired, but she did not want to stop. He still continues to hope for Kalingga by assuming that Kalingga is alone when he. He was free to approach this man. Though in fact Kalingga even asked him not to always fall on his charms. All right, Ailee's gonna try.
Ailee lifted her body and got up from above Kalingga's lap but Kalingga held her back.
"The boarding time is still long" Ling said.
"Know. Ailee looks at the clock from earlier, Ailee wants to go to the toilet. Lepasin," said Ailee.
"Why do you always change every time I talk about it? Shouldn't we have a partner?" Ask Ling.
"Yes. But that sensitive thing you shouldn't have discussed with Ailee. You know very well if Ailee likes you, if indeed you want Ailee to be aware and no longer interfere with your life, you just say so. Ailee still knows herself even though sometimes not self-conscious if you are uncomfortable with the closeness that Ailee creates. Ailee can go when Ailee wants, but unfortunately Ailee's feelings make her to always be with you. Because with you, Ailee can get both happy and hurt," said Ailee made Kalingga speechless. But the look in his eyes was staring at Ailee's clear eyes. Those reddish-brown eyes always made him calm. But I don't know why Kalingga always refused.
"Ailee won't apologize, because Ailee knows you also have at least one percent of feelings for Ailee. Although that little feeling can go away, at least you once liked Ailee. Ailee promised, from this second Ailee will try to behave like a friend. Nothing more than that" Ailee smiled. The girl also left from Kalingga's lap.
Ailee was again sick by the same person.
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The bell for school has rung. Briella eagerly pulls Ailee's hand to walk together out of the classroom, followed by Kairav and Kalingga. Since her conversation with Ailee on the rooftop earlier, the girl did look so silent. Not even much to say, just his sister. Ailee also seemed to avoid her gaze.
"Lee, go home to me first. Mami had pesen it from the break," said Briella.
"Tuh. All make us meatballs, Kalingga eat ravenous tofu," said Kai. Kalingga immediately elbowed his brother to be quiet and not talk much.
"I don't think you can do it today. I have an interest" said Ailee.
"Well, my mom cooked lo Lee's favorite chicken soup. How come not come?" Briella asked annoyed.
"Teen times Lee, pity loh mami already tired of cooking," said Kairav.
True too, Ailee did stay away from Kalingga but not with her family. He has to be an adult. Poor aunt Ashel has cooked her favorite chicken soup.
"Yes, but it can't be long" said Ailee.
"Nice girl's. Let's get in the car" said Kai.
Ailee walked with Briella while coding on SBA children with her gaze. Because they happened to be in the parking lot.
"CAN'T BE?" Ask Cita with her voice. SBA kids already know what it means.
"WAIT FOR BU BOSS' CONFIRMATION" cried William.
Briella frowned hearing their screams. He stared at Ailee, who was playing her phone.
"Lee, later play mobile phone while walking," said Briella.
"Kan you hold my hand as a guide. Send chat doang to papi," said Ailee lying. He did not send a chat to his papi but to a group of children SBA.
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