Pursuing the Love of Mr. Ling
184. Lonely Feeling
CRAZY UP NIH, RAMEIN NAPA WEE'S. CAPEK LOCH BUN TYPING WHILE KAYANG🫣
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It was as if there was no one in the car. Only the sound of the roar of Kalingga cars and other people's cars were on the same road. Ever since getting into the car, Ailee could only bow her head. The spirit in him instantly disappeared while remembering if Kalingga really considered his words. Ailee was really heavy. His mind was deadlocked as if there was no other way out but to accept it.
But no! Ailee would not give up. Time yes just because of that he relented and no longer fight for it. He can't give up.
"Down" said Kalingga. Ailee heard it but the girl did not come down from there. Instead, he moved on Kalingga's lap and sat there.
"Lo what the hell is that?" Ask Kalingga.
"Kangen," muttered Ailee as she hugged Kalingga's neck. Even Kalingga could feel the roar of Ailee's breath, as the girl's face was right beside her. Kalingga reacted, but he chose to remain silent and not speak anymore. Choosing silence and letting Ailee be what she wanted.
"My lips are sick, I think they broke because they were dry. Wet as you dong," said Ailee.
"Occupiant?" Ask Kalingga.
Ailee gave a small smile, it had been quite a while also she had not heard the spicy speech from the mouth of this man. Probably counting from since Ailee became Kalingga's lover.
"Udah Ailee said, Ailee is cheap just like you. Not the other one, all Ailee wants is you. Not anyone else" Ailee said.
"I don't want to be the same because of your attitude?" Ask Kalingga.
"Ailee can force you. Maybe by researching your life, you can go back to Ailee's life again" said Ailee.
"Life? What kind of life? During my same date, how many lies have you hidden?" Ask Kalingga.
"Ailee doesn't hide anything from you. Seriously, Ailee's a good boy. Ailee couldn't have lied to you, let alone Ailee's boyfriend" Ailee said.
"Yes, your mouth seems to be used to lying, right? Sampe until very easy you say," said Kalingga.
"Ailee doesn't lie to you. Ailee loves you, where Ailee might lie to you" said Ailee.
"Down from my lap, right now!" Kalingga. A little annoyed and half a quarter angry at Ailee. Why won't this girl open up to Kalingga? About the scar on this girl's body. Why is this girl hiding it. Is Kalingga really never considered to exist in Ailee's life?
Ailee sighed and raised her head staring at Kalingga. Seen that gaze if Ailee was like exhausted. But the focus was not on the eyes of the girl on his lap. Instead focus on the lower lip of this girl who was slightly injured. Because their distance was dekay so Kalingga could see it quite clearly. That was it.
"I miss mas. Please, just a minute," said Ailee. The girl did not directly hug Kalingga anymore but rather looked into the eyes of this man. Kalingga's shady gaze was still the same. Even Ailee could still see it. It's just that his words have changed as before. Not too bad, but Ailee really doesn't like to hear it.
Ailee leaned her head and kissed slowly on Kalingga's lips. Long enough and just a kiss.
"I don't want to break up with you" said Ailee slowly.
"Lo asked for it. Come down now, I have a promise with someone" said Kalingga.
"Yes. He was waiting for me a few hours ago. Just because you slept in my apartment, so he had to wait," said Kalingga.
"You're angry that Ailee's doing this, that girl is waiting?" Ask Ailee. A little afraid to hear the answer but Ailee still wanted to hear it.
"Yes." Yeah."
Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight. Ailee's heart aches a little at hearing Kalingga's words. Ailee is his girlfriend, but Ailee is to blame.
Ah, boyfriend? Even he himself said the word broke a few hours ago.
"It hurts a lot? Even though you do not hit Ailee directly," said Ailee slowly.
"Heart in the way. Even though you don't have to speed late, sorry because Ailee slept you so late to meet the girl," continued Ailee. The girl slowly got up from above Kalingga's lap and walked out of the car. Not saying anything else not even staring at Kalingga anymore, Ailee immediately walked away as if she did not care about the existence of Kalingga. Ailee, who usually waited for Kalingga's car to turn around and leave smiling and waving her hand, now no longer Kalingga see.
Ailee walked as if indifferent to Kalingga. In fact, he really wanted to come along to meet the woman Kalingga meant. But what power, he was no longer even cared about by Kalingga.
Ailee hit her chest, somehow it felt really tight. Kalingga's indifference and Kalingga's speech hurt his feelings enough.
"Miss," said Magi.
"Why?" Ask Ailee slowly.
"The lady advised, if you can't eat late. Let's eat first," Magi asked.
"Where is mama?" Ask Ailee.
"The lady accompanied the master to meet his business partner. He said the day after the new home," said Magi.
Good, he's having trouble with Kalingga and his mom's going to work. To hell with everything, Ailee is so sick of it.
"I'm not hungry Mag, I'll come down to eat. No need to report what I am doing or have eaten yet. They're still going" Ailee said.
"Well miss," said Magi obediently.
He who raised Ailee, a little he was the one who memorized Ailee's attitude. Ailee wouldn't be like this if she wasn't in trouble. There must be a problem and Magi did not dare to ask because this is not the right time.
Ailee nodded at a glance and went up to the second floor towards her room. He chose to use the stairs despite the exhausting. But he wanted to torture her physique as well. Somehow when the problem came, his physical and inner being attacked together. Ailee was tired actually with a phase like this. He's tired of seeing his private psychiatrist, but what can I do. He did not want others to know about the true circumstances.
Feel most hurt? Actually yes. But which world would accept that fact. Given Ailee's background. Born from a distinguished family and a guaranteed life. But unfortunately they never saw the other side of Ailee's luxurious life. It's all just a mask.
Feeling lonely was already familiar with Ailee. Even every problem that comes along he always faces himself. He never involved anyone including Kalingga. He did not want Kalingga to know his true state. Ailee just wants Kalingga and the others to know that Ailee is fine and always happy.
Tbc.