Pursuing the Love of Mr. Ling
245. Love and Obsession Are Different
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At the Natapraja residence, Vanesha was silent alone in his room. There's no one. There was only her, there might also be her brother but there was not a single room with her. Since then, Vanesha has been looking for the whereabouts of his mother, but he did not find her. Even the whereabouts of his father he did not find. Vanesha had tried calling her mom and dad's number, but both numbers were off. Whether they're where, Vanesha doesn't know. Even they left unknown to Vanesha.
Vanesha was silent, silent at the thought of how else he could get Kalingga. Even already in an extreme way Kalingga still not in his grasp. Why is it so hard to conquer that one human being?
All the families have refused. It even seems very difficult for his family to give his blessing. Does Vanesha need to get closer to Kalingga? If Kalingga is devastated, maybe the family will also give his blessing right?
Unfortunately, to melt Kalingga takes time. No matter how long, even Vanesha had been trying to get close to Kalingga and take his heart but Kalingga still did not glance at him.
"It's all because of Ailee. He should never have been present in Lingga's life. If only he did not exist maybe Lingga brother could be the same me," said Vanesha softly.
It's obvious that Vanesha is thinking about something right now. But he has not found his way out. Quite a long silence, yet he finally smiled as his brain gained enlightenment. Maybe in that one way he could get Kalingga's attention.
"Eat."
Vanesha jumped in shock when someone arrived and kept a tray of dishes beside him. He is Virendra, his brother.
"Look easy, brother. You also follow my hate because of what I do, yes?" Ask Vanesha.
"Lo has a brain and should be able to think. So think to yourself" said Virendra. The man sat down next to his sister. As well as the attitude and behavior of Vanesha, this woman is still his sister. Yes although sometimes Vanesha always provoke his emotions. But Virendra still loves him.
"Where are you mommy?" Ask Vanesha.
"They're making a fuss because of lo. I'm just here to say and beg you very much. Stop acting and stop with the drama you are doing every time. Because what you do can make our parents' relationship bad. Thank goodness if papa wants to forgive mama, if they can not be separated. You want to be a broken home kid?" Ask Viren.
"Bodo is very much about that. If they both love us, they won't take that path. That too, dear," said Vanesha.
"Can you be selfish? Stop chasing things that you don't. Kalingga since the beginning is not your destiny, but you maksa by pestering his life. The bad effects are not only the same Kalingga, but the same as our family as well. I will not stay silent, I do not want our whole family destroyed because of this childish behavior lo," said Viren.
"Gue is not childish. What you should be wrong is not me, but Kalingga. You think yourself, if Kalingga likes me, I might not be kayak gini," said Vanesha.
Virendra stared cynically at his sister, "Lo realized that Kalingga is not love, but obsession."
Vanesha was silent as he glanced at his sister. The obsession? Feels not.
"Whatever. What is clear is that I want to be with Kalingga, that's all," said Vanesha indifferently.
What Viren said has a point. It seems that Vanesha is not in love with Kalingga, but he is obsessed with having Kalinga. It might not even be just Viren who feels it, but some others as well. If it was true that Vanesha loved Kalingga sincerely, perhaps things would not end like this. Love doesn't have to be, right? But for Vanesha love must still have. Forcing something for him to have.
"Something later you will understand if you have a mind. I stress, I will never be willing to see my parents disband because of your childish behavior, Gini" said Virendra. After that, the man left in front of his sister.
Although there was still a hint of care in his heart for Vanesha, to be honest there was also a hint of disgust in his mind for Vanesha.
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Ailee laid her body on her soft mattress. There was no chat or video call from Kalingga. Because the man said that today he was asked to return to study business with his brother. Ailee had no problem, after all Kalingga had already renewed it. So Ailee would not be mishandled to find out from her lover.
Ailee is currently exchanging messages with SBA children. They are all on vacation too. Each of them sent me a picture of them on vacation. Not in Boston, but some countries not far from Boston. Previously they had planned to vacation together, but Ailee was still confused to divide her time. Especially now that he has become Kalingga's lover. Which means if he goes to arrive and say will vacation maybe Kalingga will force to come along. Or if he doesn't say it honestly, it doesn't feel appropriate. Kalingga is her lover, so Ailee has to be honest with him.
Until now, Kalingga still does not know who Ailee is in the world of circuits. Ailee did not intend to cover it up, yet she still could not tell the truth. Ailee was still afraid that if Kalingga found out who she was, then Kalingga would leave her.
Sometimes Ailee also feels dizzy with what she is facing. His mind kept at war between telling Kalingga or not. He was still confused by those two things. But for sure, Ailee will tell the truth. But he still did not know when the exact time was.
"Sometimes I overthinking my own thoughts. Between telling me what it's not. How would he react if he knew I was Queen?" Mumbled Ailee. His eyes were staring towards the sky of his room.
Ailee is known as Queen in the world of circuits. Everyone knows who Queen is. Does Kalingga know Queen?
"No" said Ailee, rising from her sleep. "Oh yeah, he knows why he never talked about it? Did I ask first?"
"Oh yes, I have to ask first. Kalingga knows nothing about Queen. As far as I know, he also likes to race on the circuit even once raced on my circuit."
Tbc.
Mas lingga mostly sugar like, his smile maniezzz bgt🥹🥹🥹