Pursuing the Love of Mr. Ling
252. The Wrenching Reality
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Happy living?
It felt like Ailee wanted to laugh so hard at this moment. But considering Ethan is here, he can't do that. He must maintain his pride especially so far Kalingga has not known the truth about him. Ailee was still covering it up, not knowing when she would reveal everything. All this time he was the only one who knew how he was. Maybe forever Ailee will continue to hold everything herself. Let time heal him or maybe make him worse. Right now Ailee was enjoying her sanity alone.
His mental illness has not recurred for a long time. The end of this is indeed no problem that can bring up his old disease. Regarding yesterday's problems caused by Vanesha, luckily Ailee was able to control herself so that the damn disease did not come.
“Which looks happy is not necessarily entirely happy. Do not be too quick to conclude something if you have not dived it to the bottom,” said Ailee smiled at Ethan.
Ethan replied with a nod and a smile. But Ethan's smile certainly has another meaning. Ailee could see it.
“By the way, Ghani Ethan's name is familiar to my ears. Like I've heard it, but I forgot,” said Ailee.
“The name Ethan isn't just mine. Maybe in other parts of the world there are also those who use the same name as me,” said Ethan.
Ailee smiled obliquely hearing him. Pretending to be stupid in front of smart people never hurts. Ailee would remain silent as if she did not know what. But the one who was in a position of danger at the moment was Kalingga. And the man was still unaware of the situation.
“Can I ask?” Ask Ailee.
“Of course, what do you want to ask beautiful creatures?” Ask Ethan.
“What would you hate someone if you knew that person was trying to find out about your life?” Ask Ailee. Kalingga who heard it immediately stared at Ailee who was smiling towards him.
“If it's for his good, it doesn't matter. Sometimes everyone takes actions that the person he likes doesn't like for his good, ” Ethan replied.
“But not in every kindness to anyone who will be hurt? What if the person is hurt by his stupid actions?” Ask Ailee.
“Then he has to apologize,” Ethan said.
Ailee sighed and did not ask any more, the girl chose to drink her juice. An apology is a very sad word for Ailee. He liked the word sorry the most.
Too often let down and often swallow what alone, it feels like Ailee so a person who is quite difficult to forgive the mistakes of others.
“Gue can not be long, there is still Ling,” business said Ethan.
“Lo can go. My girlfriend is still eating,” Kalingga said.
“Ok. See you beautiful creature,” said Ethan.
“Until we meet again, Giatros,” said Ailee smiled. Ethan and Kalingga frowned at the last words spoken by Ailee. Giatron? Whatisit?
"Eat a lot to be more joyful. It's good to hug" said Kalingga. Ailee only nodded at a glance as her answer. In addition to liking Kalingga, Ailee also loves to eat. Especially, he likes it.
Kalingga continued to watch Ailee eating voraciously while watching a card movie on Kalingga's phone. Ailee of course realized if she was noticed by Kalingga. But Ailee tried not to be distracted.
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"From what I've seen, he's not as strong as he really is. He seems to have a pretty heavy burden."
"His condition seems like a good kayak, no one will even expect if he has a mental illness. From my perspective, he's kind of a tough guy to open up to."
"Gue see, too, the many wounds he covered. Not a physical wound, but a wound. You know for yourself what the danger of a bath injury is like. My advice, don't make him depressed. Because that's what's going to trigger his mental illness relapse."
"On his mental illness, you have to confirm when he was rehabbed to a psychiatrist. I'm a psychologist, but I can't help much because it's not mediation. I just assumed about his mental illness. Not bad, but pretty dangerous."
Ethan's speech continued to ring in Kalingga's ear. Shortly after they finished eating, Ailee invited him to play in the time zone which was not far from the restaurant. When Ailee played, Kalingga alibi to the toilet because he wanted to pee. He calls Ethan outside the time zone.
Mental illness? Does her boyfriend have such a disease? Butwhy? What was the beginning that made him to have such a disease. At first Kalingga denied it. But when he thought of one thing, he believed Ethan's words.
A normal person would not be likely to make a wound on himself. Even the incision wound. The incision wound filled Kalinga's mind again. Moreover, Ethan's statement today is enough to get him slapped. So all this time, the laughter and smiles displayed by her lover were just fake?
"Why after meeting Ethan, did you get so much diem like gini?" Ask Ailee.
"No papa baby, I just want to rest. But just like you, I happen to have my apartment here already filled. We're going there, right?" Take Kalingga.
"Bobo together?" Ask Ailee. The eyes of the two looked at each other. I don't know why it feels so hurt to look into these shady eyes. Kalingga still really did not expect what Ethan said today. He wanted to deny it, but it all seemed to be on target. Ethan is not abal abal's psychology doctor. He already had an official certificate and he was also unlikely to lie to Kalingga.
"Diem again. Why the hell?!" Ailee asked annoyedly.
Cup...
"Sir papa. I just want to spend the afternoon with you. Later in the afternoon mami asked you to come home for dinner together. Want huh?" Kalingga.
"You want to eat" said Ailee Gercep.
"Smart girl. Now we go to the apartment first later in the afternoon to the house," said Kalingga.
"Yes, baby" said Ailee. The girl tightened her embrace on Kalingga's left hand. The fingers are both linked to each other.
Actually Ailee also wants to sleep, last night she stayed up and her sleep was not enough. Kalingga is sensitive. Ailee was sure this man was only alibi if he was sleepy. It is clear that the eyes of these two men do not look sleepy, in contrast to the eyes of Ailee who is already sleepy even ***** like this.
"Your life is full of puzzles. But I'm sure, sooner or later I will solve the puzzle of your life" Kalingga whispered.
Tbc.