Pursuing the Love of Mr. Ling
268. No Longer Care
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Virendra was stunned to hear the question posed by her papa. So far, only this time his father said that. More precisely, this time his father asked him about it. Is it possible that his father is tired? Or maybe his father wants to give up on his mother? Without Viren saying anything, her mother was indeed very outrageous. Even Viren was so inexhaustible.
Completely not this family, Virendra does not care anymore. He had never felt the warmth of the family. All he felt was the mercy of Natapraja's extended family. His life has been miserable for quite some time like this, so whether his parents divorce or not, it seems like it will not change anything. His life will be as quiet as ever.
"For that matter, mending papa decided himself. Viren does not want to comment anything, papa wants to be with mama still together or parted, Viren does not care. After all you want to be like anything, Viren's life will not change" said Viredra.
"You don't care about our little family?" Ask Rafello.
Virendra shook his head. In reality he did not care, even dai did not want to interfere with anything anymore. While there is still a Natapraja family who will accommodate it, Virendra is very grateful for it.
"Viren never knew what kind of race loved by his own mother, as well as the affection of a father. Papa's only had time these last few days when there was a problem with mom. Papa was the same as my mom. Only to fulfill your will and interests. Maybe in your life there is only Vanesha. But yes you want to do it again, there is still a Mr. Andrew who wants to take the rap for Viren every class increase," said Virendra.
Again Rafello mencelos' heart heard him. During this time he or Ayu never could take his time just to take a rapot or a parent meeting to Virendra school. Virendra's age gap of one year with Vanesha made him unable to be in one class. Because it was from the beginning he himself who chose to different schools with his sister. Ayu also did not enroll Vanesha in the same school as her first child.
Adrew is Rafello's assistant secretary. During this time only the man always represented the presence of parents to the Virendra school. Even Virendra's friends assume that Andrew is Virendra's father. Natapraja clan is just a decoration on his last name.
"Are you disappointed with papa?" Ask Rafello.
"Which child is not disappointed when he gets a different affection from his brother? Though obviously I am also your biological child, but you never look at me one bit" said Virendra.
"I'm used to solitude and loneliness. So I hope papa doesn't forbid me to change schools and move houses. I just want to find comfort and genuine affection. If I can't get it from both of my parents, at least I'll find someone who has pity on me" Virendra said.
"I'm sorry, papa" said Rafello. There was nothing else he could say but sorry. I think he was very bad with this firstborn child. He never even noticed it. Actually, it has been, but very rarely.
"Sorry doesn't change everything. Time has gone and the pain continues. Viren was used to it, so there was no need to apologize anymore. Better papa solve papa's little family problems. Viren is still included in a family with papa and mama even Vanesha. But Viren's presence is only a written name, not a role" Viren said.
The man picked up his phone and played it again. He's not done playing the game yet. Playing games is his escape. Escape from this very strange life. All this time he never cried to express his sadness and disappointment. He just kept quiet and played a game to distract her.
"Papa can come out, Viren still wants to play the game with Kairav," said Viren.
"All right," said Rafello.
***
Two hours after finishing breakfast together, Ailee was brought home by her mother. Ailee did not refuse and did not agree with Kalingga's willingness to accompany her. Fortunately, there is a logical reason to reject it. Today Ailee returns home while Kalingga must follow her papi to Natapraja's grandfather's company along with Kairav as well. While Briella, the girl had to pick up her oma from Bandung.
Today, Ailee had no plans. He just stayed in his room, occasionally watching dramas and reading some thick books. The content of the book is not a novel as usual, but the contents of business science. Yep, Ailee challenged papinta to master it in the near future. Ailee already has one business that is circuit. Although in managing it he still helped some people, but Ailee was able to make the business stand.
Brixy Circuit is the original name of the circuit owned by Ailee. But to disguise it, Ailee only put up a signboard that says BRX Circuit only. Even in the elbow world, she was known as Queen, not Ailee.
Ailee deliberately did this, nothing else and nothing but to cover herself from the world. Although one day, everything will definitely be revealed.
Until now, Ailee still hides about the truth of herself from Kalingga even from the Natapraja family. I don't know when he'll tell the truth. Saying if he is a professional racer even has his own elbow. Ailee circuit is always used by several motor tournaments, from which the rupiah coffer always goes into the debit card. In addition to motor tournaments, the circuit is also always rented for practice and the like.
These few days, Ailee kept thinking about the school offer that would pass her first from her classmate. The only condition is that he takes the final level exam. To this day, he still has not made a decision. But the day keeps changing, which means the school holidays are coming to an end.
"The more thought the less there is a way out. Am I the only way out?" Ask Ailee. The girl was sitting on a balcony chair in her room.
"When I take the offer, it's the same I will be the same LDR mamas Lingga. But I also have to pursue my thoughts," he said.
Worrying like a simalakama fruit. Ailee really can't decide between Kalingga and her ideals. The longer it feels like he's getting harder to break it. Kalingga had indeed asked Ailee to take whatever Ailee wanted. But the problem is, Ailee is still confused about having to choose the mother.
When her phone rang, Ailee picked up the incoming phone. But not long after he picked up the phone, his eyes were perfectly rounded and surprised.
Tbc.