Pursuing the Love of Mr. Ustad
Jealous

Seeing Nando who knows nothing and becomes the victim of a debate between Maysa and Rayyan, Fasha accelerates her steps closer to the three of them,

"what the hell are you guys? it's a big debate too, still a rich kid debate" Fasha reprimanded two people who were sitting in the room after a heated debate just now, he said,

"this too! already titled mr. ustadz, what is the same debate santriwati? in public again!" oceh Fasha pointed at Rayyan and it made Rayyan glare,

"your friend is trying if you say, you know, do not nyolot continue, a little why anyway? is it hard to pull?" obviously Rayyan who does not want to be mistaken, hearing the reason Rayyan Maysa did not accept, he said,

"sir ustadz also be careful dong when talking, negur! or whatever, it's a language that's good to hear!" reply Maysa is no less high tone than Rayyan,

"oh so do you think my words are not pleasant to hear?" rayyan's words began slowly and it was with a different tone, not the tone of anger that Rayyan used, but that's what made Maysa so unpleasant,

"bu. ma'am... not so mr. ustadz, I mean. "not finished Maysa explained, Rayyan already preceded him, I mean,

"enough! I'm tired, and don't forget tomorrow that juz 30 reports to me right after dawn prayers" said Rayyan who immediately left Maysa, Fasha, and also Nando,

"patience to May, brother is that person" said Fasha by stroking Maysa's back whose breath is still up and down.

"ooo so this girl in addition to her friend Maysa is also the sister of the ustadz earlier" inner Nando with a little steal-steal look towards Fasha.

"Hayo! someone else stole a look at this" Maysa teased Nando's arm with her Elbow, and it managed to make Nando's face flushed with embarrassment, and not just that, it was, Maysa who was in a bad mood also turned into laughter, but in contrast to Fasha, this time the brother of ustadz did not understand where Maysa was talking, but he did not understand,

"what the hell is May! the cave is going home!" said Nando who immediately said goodbye and welcomed a sweet smile from Fasha that made Nando walk while continuing to look at Fasha "awas mas is the gate!" fasha reminded Nando, but because it was late "DUBRAK!" nando's head hit the gate, he grimaced in pain with his hands stroking his reddened head, while Maysa and Fasha giggled instead.

Rayyan who had returned to the boarding house immediately entered his room, the handsome ustadz sat on the sofa with his head turned to the ceiling of the room while closing his eyes,

"Astagfirullahaladzim" murmured while sighing.

"what do you think Maysa continues anyway, right said Fasha, why do I respond more to her than to other students, what is this feeling?" his words were unknowingly heard by Haidar who had been standing in the doorway of Rayyan's room.

"it's the love of ustadz sir, the love came suddenly without us asking" said Haidar by stepping his feet closer to his soib who was sitting on the sofa,

"love? does love feel like this? ustadz ever felt it?" Rayyan no longer covers up the feelings that currently interfere with the condition of her heart and mind.

"Right but it's been a long time, since then I prefer to get closer to God" said Haidar with thoughts like glaring away into his dark past.

"sick of this love?" asked Rayyan who began to open her eyes that had been closed.

"ill? people in love are happy ustadz, the heart is like flowers, the sick are breaking up" said Haidar explained carefully.

"that's the name of his jealous ustadz" said Haidar who managed to widen Rayyan's eyes.

"Jealous?" rayyan asked in astonishment, and was answered with a nod of his head by Haidar,

"then so that I don't feel this strange feeling, what should I do?" asked Rayyan who began to be tormented with increasingly agonizing feelings, he said,

"easy, don't think about it, and forget it" said Haidar lightly, Rayyan instead of his obeying said Haidar he instead let out a long sigh,

"you think I remember her on purpose? so you told me to forget it" Rayyan returned to her original position by raising her head and staring at the ceiling of the room.

"every time I forget her, I want to erase my memory of her, the clearer the shadow of her self" Rayyan continued while rubbing her face rough, even more,

"if it's like that, just state your feelings for her" Haidar's advice makes Rayyan sit up and stare at Haidar,

"you sure? if I get rejected how? will it hurt like a knife?" asked Rayyan enthusiastically, hearing that Haidar instead of her immediately replied instead of laughing out loud, he said,

"ahahahha. ouch, O Ray! you're handsome, what you're afraid of, if only you'd open your eyes to see that many santriwati are looking for attention from you" Haidar slightly opened Rayyan's eyes,

"no, no, no! he is not the type who likes to chase, I know all this time he just likes to flirt in the sense of judging me, like just playing with my feelings" explained Rayyan guessing,

"but if you're consciously being played, why is it so hard for you to forget?" asked Haidar who started to sigh,

"well it was him, I instead felt comfortable, comfortable when he was near me, for some reason every time with him I was like dissolved in his game, like my subconscious is working, so it's dangerous if we're just the two of us" Rayyan recalled the events before dawn, as well as other times when she approached Maysa without distance.

"I'm like a man possessed by a shethan bucin when he looked into his eyes, wait..." Rayyan paused for a moment and saw Haidar still faithfully listening to his outpouring of stories,

"instead of just staring into her eyes, even hearing her voice, seeing her figure from afar! just like that my subconscious began to control me to find out what he was doing and with whom" explained Rayyan,

"let's talk nicely with Ray, you reveal your heart, directly in front of him, in front of him" Haidar suggested,

"but if he misunderstands or rejects me how?" Rayyan began to fear remembering that there was always misunderstanding when she was explaining something to Maysa,

"it might just be because she was secretly looking for her status in your eyes Ray" Haidar's reply this time steadied Rayyan's heart to boldly state her feelings, saying,

"tried first sob, if refused to approach the creator, he will move his heart" said Haidar who immediately stood up from his seat and stepped out of the room, out of the room, Rayyan did not hold back her soib in the slightest to leave herself in her room, his thoughts were filled with plans and words that he had to say in front of Maysa so that the girl would not misunderstand...

seriate...