Rainbow of Your Eyes
CHAPTER 16 Disappointment of Mother

Tok.tok.tok.tok.aku knocking on the door, may you still wake up my mind. I heard footsteps and the door opened, and I came in.

"Only once a night did the rainbow arrive" my mother asked.

"Yes, the bus was waiting for a full passenger to leave" I said.

"Mom didn't sleep yet" I asked again.

"Yet, I'm waiting for you to come home" said the mother.

Pity my mother so I could not bear to tell about Sari to mother.

"What mom cooks? Rainbow hungry miss mom's cooking," I said as I hugged my mother.

"Mother this morning cook your favorite lodeh vegetable you must have not eaten, there will be panasin mother first yes," said the mother.

"Don't ma'am let Rainbow who panned vegetables, now my mother sleep is already night," I said.

"Yes mother wants to sleep first yes son, oh yes how your sister's condition there you have not told the same mother," asked the mother again.

"Let's be all right there ma'am so now mom sleeps first, tomorrow Rainbow story all the same mom," I replied.

Mother then entered her room, I then cleaned myself bath and rest, which I was very hungry suddenly became full when talking about Sari. I was lying on my bed, I could not close my eyes, I still remember the incident this afternoon at Sari's house. Her husband Sari turns out to be Reza, my future husband. Why Reza and Sari are so evil that I betrayed me, cheating behind me even though Sari does not know that Reza is my future husband, still I do not accept that I think Sari is also guilty of framing Reza.

Dewi once said that Sari trapped Reza in order to have her. I cried hard my hope of living happily with Reza ran aground already. I could not forgive them for the exhaustion I fell asleep.

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"The rainbow woke up at 7, you didn't get off work, son," said mother knocking on my door.

I woke up my head was very dizzy and my body was a little feverish. I was just lying in my bed, my mother came into my room.

"The rainbow is awake" said the mother again.

"Head of Rainbow dizzy mom, not feeling well today Rainbow would like permission just not to go to work ma'am," I said.

Mother holding my forehead ensures my body temperature.

"Your body is a little warm, you want to take medicine, while I buy breakfast the same medicine first yes, you're okay I'll stay out for a while," said the mother.

"Yes mom.." I said weakly.

Mom then went out, I took my phone to tell my supervisor that I couldn't get to work today because I was sick. I tried to get up but my head felt so heavy dizzy like it was about to break. I decided to lie down not long after my mother came to bring me chicken porridge and medicine.

"Your rainbow eats first and porridge after that take medicine so that your body is healthy son," said the mother gently.

Mother then fed me until I was finished and gave me medicine.

"Now you sleep again, son, I want to cook first" said my mother again.

I nodded according to mother. Maybe because I was very soybean and maybe also because of the influence of the medicine I drank earlier, I immediately fell asleep again.

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I saw the wall clock in my room showing 1:30. I wanted to get up but my body was still very weak so I decided to lie down first. My thoughts drifted back to Reza and Sari, not feeling my tears flowing.

I cried imagining their betrayal.

I didn't realize my mother was standing next to me and watching me.

"Why, son," asked the mother.

I knew I was hiding something. I cried while hugging my mother.

"Tell your mother why son" said the mother, stroking my hair.

I couldn't seem to tell my mother what was going on I was afraid I couldn't hear it. God give me strength I don't want to lie to my mother, I have to tell her everything that will happen later anyway I have to know my inner self again. I let go of my mother's embrace and wiped my tears.

"Mother Rainbow wants to tell me something about the same mother but I promise Rainbow, you have to be strong to hear all this" I said.

"Yes Rainbow, God willing my mother will be strong to hear it now you tell me what happened," said the curious mother.

"Mom, Sari's not going to college anymore because she's pregnant. She is pregnant out of wedlock now her gestational age is about 7 months. She just married siri ma'am, and I know who Sari's husband is" I said in tears.

"Suami Sari it turns out to be Reza bu, Rainbow's future husband," I said again.

"Did you say son," said the mother in a high tone.

"So all this time Sari has been lying to us and is now pregnant. O Allah why Sari can be like that mother never taught him to lie and all this time mother has educated him not to violate religious norms, take care of himself, maintain the good name of the family, all this is wrong mother, mother,I'm not being firm, I've been following all Sari's will" said the mother, crying.

"All this is not the mother's fault, my mother has done her best for us, she has educated us properly mom so I don't blame myself mother," I replied.

I kept crying because I was so disappointed.

"Mother, don't cry again, everything has happened, let Sari live her life as she wants" I said.

Mother's cries began to subside.

"Mommy wants to meet with Sari nak, mom wants to talk to her directly, if you want to accompany mom to meet with Sari nak," said the mother.

"Sorry mother at this time Rainbow already do not want to meet Sari so Rainbow can not deliver mother heart Rainbow still sick mother, Rainbow can not afford to see Sari and Reza live in one roof," sahutku.

"Maybe it's better to call Sari" I said.

"Well mommy will talk to Sari, you are patient, son, I'm sure you must be strong to face all these trials, so you can get a better soul mate, I always pray for you, son,I'm also devastated that I can't believe what your sister has done but right or wrong,even though he is still the son of the mother of flesh and blood, and you are still brothers, it is not good to break the rope of brotherhood, son," said the mother gave advice.

"Yes mother but at this time Rainbow has not been able to meet with Sari, the rainbow needs time ma'am," I said again.

"Yes, I understand your situation Rainbow, now take a break and I want to cook for us for dinner tonight" said the mother and left my room.

I felt a little relieved after talking to my mother. I know you're very sad and disappointed. I don't want to hear any more about Sari and Reza. From now on I have to continue my inner life in my heart.