Rainbow of Your Eyes
CHAPTER 17 Meeting With Reza

It was so bright this morning I heard birds chirping behind my window. I'm getting ready to go to work.

"Belangi..breakfast first son, mother has made fried rice with omelet," said the mother.

"So soon ma'am, the rainbow is coming out," I said shouting from the room.

After tidying up my hair, I felt ready to go out of the room.

"It smells really good fried rice ma'am, it sure is delicious to lose the same fried rice sold in restaurants," I said praising the mother's cooking.

"You can see the rainbow, the ears are getting bigger" she joked with a laugh.

"Let's quickly spent the fried rice later you are late to work, son," said the mother again.

"Okay ma'am.." I said.

I then ate my mother's fried rice voraciously and there was not a single one left. My mom is a cook, cooking any food would be good. After saying goodbye to my mother, I went to work, too,ojek online that I ordered was already in front to take me to work deliberately I today use the services of online motorcycle taxi to get to work quickly because today there is a task that I have not completed.

Finally my work was delayed because I was sick, finally finished at lunchtime.

"Well, it feels like it's finally done, too" I said.

"Go home from work we go yuk," asked Sinta.

"Over time we don't go for a walk since there is Reza the beloved husband-to-be, you forget me," said Sinta again.

Deg, I feel like I'm shaking really. I wanted to forget about Reza but Sinta reminded her again, but it was only natural that Sinta said that because she didn't know anything because I hadn't told her about Reza. It's heavy for my mouth to tell you what happened between me, Reza and Sari.

"Duh who will soon be Reza's mistress" said Sinta again.

I just kept quiet hearing Sinta keep teasing me not realizing my tears were dripping. Seeing all that Sinta became shocked.

"Ball you why? are you sick," Sinta said in a panic. I just shake my head and my tears keep flowing.

"I'm sorry Rainbow maybe my words hurt you already" Sinta said again.

"Well Sin you're not wrong, I'm wrong there's no story with you, sorry Sin," I said.

"Me and Reza have broken up Sin, we have nothing to do anymore" I said again.

"Well that's right, you're not kidding me, right" asked Sinta in shock at my explanation.

I just shook my head slowly.

"Yes already Rainbow, I'm sorry that I teased you yuk we continue to work again sometime we walk," said Sinta.

Sinta did not expect that Rainbow and Reza had broken up and she understood that Rainbow had not yet told her about it. Finally the time to go home came and I got ready to go home.

"Rainbow.I first ya already picked Dani tuh," said Sinta while pointing at Dani.

I waved my hand at Dani, though,

her boyfriend Sinta and she returned the favor.

"Be careful Sin, Salam with Dani" I said.

"Okey, you're also careful, baby," said Sinta.

Sinta and Dani left, far away I saw someone I knew very well and looked at me and began to approach me. Reza. Yes it's Reza for what else he's looking for me not satisfied nor is he hurting me my inner self. I quickly left when he started to approach me.

"Rainbow.wait," cried Reza.

I ignored it and I kept walking, I didn't know where I was going which was important I should avoid. I no longer want to see his face in my heart there is only hatred for him. Reza just kept coming after me and he finally got ahead of me.

"Rainbow wait, I want to talk to you," Reza said as she held my hand.

"Let me go don't touch me, I don't want you to touch it with your dirty hands" I said, shaking off Reza's rough hands.

"Rainbow listen to my explanation first, you have to know the truth is not what you imagine," said Reza.

"I told you I don't want to hear any excuses from you that I know now that you're the husband of people and I don't want to hook up and talk to the husband of people" I said rudely.

"Go away.I don't want to see your face in front of me anymore" I snapped.

"Son, I'm not leaving, I'll stand in front of you if need be I'll kneel before you now" Reza said.

Some passers-by noticed us they must have thought we were a couple fighting. I became uncomfortable to see many people like that but Reza was alone with his behavior. The insolent ...! put my inner shame in my heart.

"Okay, I'll give you a 10-minute opportunity to explain" I said.

"you say it now" I said again.

"It is impossible that Rainbow we are talking here you do not see many people who pay attention to us from earlier" replied Reza.

"We talked in my car, it was there" Reza said, pointing to his car.

"I don't want to" I said.

"I promise I won't mess with you pliss.Just hear my explanation once," Pinta Reza.

"Alright but after that don't ever bother me again" I said.

I followed Reza from behind to his car and opened the door and let me in.

"You've eaten what if we eat first" asked Reza.

"Don't have much of a stale za, if you want to talk, by the way now if I don't want to go home," I said to open the car door.

"Wait for the Rainbow don't go I'm sorry for you, I was wrong.I didn't keep the trust you gave me" Reza said.

I just kept quiet listening to him.

"That night my friends and I came to the birthday party Dewi actually I did not want to come because the child Goddess of my business partner I decided to come," said Reza.

"That night Sari also came because she was her best friend Goddess. The goddess introduced Sari to me and we chatted," Reza said.

"Sari gave me so much alcohol that I got drunk" Reza explained to me.

I started crying hearing all of that.

"Honestly, I never knew Rainbow that Sari was your sister,I do know that your sister is named Sari but I did not think that the one I know in the Goddess party was your real sister all this time I have never met your sister," said Reza.

I didn't stop crying even harder.

"I'm sorry Rainbow, I didn't expect my introduction to Sari to end in disaster if I knew it would be like this I wouldn't be coming to the Goddess's birthday, but regret came later," said Reza again.

"Honestly I can't see you crying like a rainbow, my heart aches broken. I've made my loved ones sad, forgive me Rainbow," Reza continued to apologize to Rainbow.

"When I was drunk I didn't remember anything,I did not know that Sari took me to her place and there was a relationship and after that incident I never again communicate and meet with Sari until finally a few months ago she came and said she's pregnant with my son" Reza said.

"Until this moment I still doubt whether the child in Sari's womb is really my son so I can not love the child," continued Reza again.

"But the child is innocent, he is innocent, he did not ask to be born into the world either" I said.

"It's all Sari's fault, she set me up, gave me a lot to drink and got me drunk" Reza said.

"Hey..kamu don't just blame Sari, you educated and smart people should think dong, if you don't like the same Sari ya shouldn't you ladeni mistake is also on you, you should also think dong,you let another woman into your life" I said rudely.

"It's not because Sari is my sister that I defend here I don't defend anyone, Sari also wrongly justify all means to get what she wants," I said.

Reza was silent to hear all my words.

"I never loved Sari once she was born, I will divorce Sari, I will continue to pay for her until she grows up and I will marry you" Reza said.

"Well you said you wanted to marry me, you realize what you're saying is you're crazy, you're a cruel marriage is not a game,it's a sacred promise you make before God and children also need the attention and affection of their parents and not just money" I said.

"But I don't love Sari and the boy where maybe this marriage can be happy, I love another woman and it's you Rainbow" Reza replied.

"Enough Reza.....!" stop talking about love, I don't want to hear the words of love from your mouth if you know yes, I don't love you anymore, my love is dead along with your affair so never bring love again,'' I said rude.

"I can't believe I'm sure you still love me, I can see it in your eyes" Reza said.

"Whatever you say I don't care, I'm just asking for you,live your marriage don't you hurt my sister and our relationship is over between us there is no relationship anymore and there is nothing more we need to talk about, forget me goodbye" I said.

I opened Reza's car door and left Reza. I ran away and thank God no matter how long an angkot took me home and away from Reza.

In the car Reza just silently looked at the rainbow that increasingly disappeared from his view. Rainbow, I'm sure you still love me, I can see from your eyes I'll bring you back to me baby, inner Reza. Reza then started the engine of his car and drove fast. He was already determined to snatch the Rainbow's heart again.

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At Sari's house, my mother is calling Sari.

"Sorry mother, Sari wrongly cannot keep the trust that mother gave to Sari," Sari said while crying.

"Why do you have the heart to do like that mother never taught you to do that violates the religious norms son, adultery is a great sin," said the mother.

"Although ma'am, I'm sorry Sari was wrong, Sari khilaf ma'am," said Sari continued to cry.

"Don't ask for forgiveness from your mother, ask for forgiveness from Allah" said the angry mother.

"You have also hurt your brother who has been working hard to finance your college,she's willing to not go to college to help mom make money to pay for your college so you can be a successful person that we can be proud of" said the crying mother.

"Sorry mom.." said Sari.

Only those words could come out of Sari's mouth.

"You have also taken your sister's future husband to seize his happiness," said the mother again.

"But Sari bu did not take Reza mas from Kak Pelangi, Sari never knew that mas Reza was her future husband kak Pelangi, Sari married mas Reza it all because of the fate of bu," sari said in self-defense.

He was wrong but he thought marrying Reza was fate and not a hundred percent of his fault.

"But the way you got Reza was Sari's fault, you paused every way to realize your desire now you see the consequences of your actions" said the mother.

"Already Sar, all is destiny as you say, you live your life now because it is your life choice right or wrong even though you are still a mother's child,you and Rainbow are still mother's children, mother always wishes you both the best" said the mother again.

"Yes ma'am, forgive Sari," said Sari.

"Oh yes Sar, if you have time, please help you talk to your brother, he wants to be very disappointed and still angry with you son, I don't want you to fight you brothers" said the mother.

"Yes ma'am.Some time Sari apologized" said Sari.

After that, he ended his conversation with his mother. I was married to Reza's mas it was my destiny and not my fault,I do not know that Reza would-be husband of Kak Pelangi and mas Reza also do not know that I am his sister Kak Pelangi so Kak Pelangi can not arbitrarily blame me for his relationship with Reza,indeed, all this time he helped finance my college and it should be the obligation of a brother to his sister, I do not want to apologize to Rainbow because I am not wrong, said Sari. Sari's selfish feeling arises, she feels no need to apologize to Rainbow for the mistake she did not make.

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At 8:30, the sound of Reza's car came in a slow walk Sari opened the door for her husband. Reza entered without saying anything.

"I have prepared the food on the table if Mas Reza wants to eat," said Sari.

"Yes.." replied Reza briefly.

Today he was very tired of being lazy to argue with Sari.

"Oh yes mas, so I checked with the doctor and the USG results of our boy mas," said Sari.

Reza was silent to hear Sari's explanation and then he left Sari for her room. Sari had gotten used to her husband's cold and indifferent attitude.

"Patience yes son, papa today again tired papa actually love you son," said Sari while stroking her stomach to talk to her future baby.

Sari then went up the stairs to the room she wanted to sleep fast today because her body was tired all day running out of activities because her pregnancy was getting bigger Sari was a bit difficult to climb the stairs,one by one he climbed slowly because less careful Sari also slipped down and sat on the ground blood came out.

"Mas..please," cried Sari.

"Mas Reza, please help mas.aduuh sick,mas please," Sari cried out with all her might.

Reza who had just finished bathing in her room heard Sari's screams. He ran to Sari.

"Find me why you are" said Reza.

"My stomach hurts, please help, mas" said Sari whimpering in pain.

"Yes, for a minute, you can take us to the hospital" Reza said.

Reza then carried Sari to the car and drove to the nearest hospital.

"Okay, please help me with my pain," cried Sari in pain.

Arriving at the hospital, Sari then received treatment from a doctor. Reza waited a long time for the nurse to tell him to come in to see the doctor.

"Alhamdulillah, Sari's mother and her womb are fine now fortunately it was quickly taken to the hospital, please sir guarded by the mother and her future baby two months later the father's baby will be born, the baby will be born,do not let the incident repeat itself because it will be fatal for the safety of the mother and baby, I will make a prescription first, I love vitamins and booster drugs," said the doctor.

"Yes doc.." said Reza briefly.

After leaving the doctor, Reza made amends for the prescription drugs given by the doctor after which Reza brought Sari home. Arriving at the house Sari led Reza into his room and laid Sari on the bed.

"Now you rest.keep your baby do not let this happen again, I do not want to be bothered again I want to rest, I am tired" said Reza and out of Sari's room.

Thank you God even though Reza seems to be indifferent but actually he cares very much about his son, I am sure Reza must have changed his attitude after this child was born inner Sari, not how long Sari finally fell asleep.