Rainbow of Your Eyes
CHAPTER 20 Unite Reza And Sari

The more my friendship with Hendra gets closer. I felt comfortable being near Hendra there was no feeling of love in my heart. Honestly I love Hendra but the affection is just a feeling of affection as a friend no more, maybe my feeling to fall in love again is dead. I also don't know how Hendra feels about me maybe just like I'm just a friend. After breaking up with Reza I can't seem to fall in love anymore, I feel like I'm dead I don't know myself, maybe time will speak.

My relationship with Sari has also been cut off no more communication after I found out Sari was married to Reza. Many times mother told me to make up with Sari because we are siblings and it is not good to break the rope of brotherhood but my heart still can not accept it and still can not forgive it.

In the near future Sari plans to go home to see her mother because she is missing and wants to meet her first grandchild. I just kept quiet and listened to my mom tell me. I can't ban Sari's arrival because she has the right to go home to see her mother. I don't want to meet with Sari, as long as she's home later I've intended to stay at Sinta's house first.

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At Sari's.

Sari was breastfeeding her baby who woke up crying thirst. In her room Reza woke up to the sound of her baby crying she wanted to see the state of her baby in Sari's room but she hesitated. Reza and Sari's relationship has now improved a little, although it still can not be said as a harmonious relationship as husband and wife because they still sleep in separate rooms. Reza is still worried about determining his life goals. On the one hand he still loves Rainbow and still expects it on the other hand he has also fallen in love with his son Gilang baby. Reza goes awry with his misadventures back in time. If I hadn't been to go to the Goddess' birthday party, maybe I didn't know Sari, maybe it didn't happen, maybe now I'm married to the Inner Rainbow Reza regret all.

Although it was late at night Reza still could not close his eyes he went to the kitchen to take a glass of water drinking his throat felt dry. In the kitchen it turns out there is Sari who is making a glass of milk.

"Not sleeping mas," said Sari.

"Here, I woke up thirsty" Reza told a lie.

"Mas Reza, we can talk for a minute" said Sari slowly.

"Mas, I have given birth to how our relationship continues, why mas Reza still wants to divorce me," said Sari again.

Reza was silent she did not expect that Sari would talk about divorce. Reza used to say after giving birth to baby Gilang, Reza will divorce Sari. Reza no longer wants to discuss the issue.

"I don't want to discuss the problem first Sar, later there will be a time when it's also night I'm tired, I'm sleepy to sleep tomorrow I work morning" said Reza ketus.

Reza then left Sari who was only silent. Sari just wants to make sure that Reza's decision to divorce her is unanimous. O Allah may Reza change his mind not to divorce me Sari prayer, he then went from his seat and to his room.

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As usual this morning Sari cooks breakfast and prepares food for her husband even though Sari knows sometimes the food is not eaten.

"Mas Reza had breakfast first, I made fried rice," said Sari when she saw Reza was tidy to go to work.

Without replying, Reza then headed to the dining table intending to have breakfast happened to have a meeting this morning so he did not want to be in the middle of the meeting later his stomach sound asked to be filled. Sari picked up Reza's plate and poured her rice she wanted to eat with Reza. Not how long heard the sound of baby Gilang crying in the room.

"I took it first mas," said Sari.

Reza continued eating, she felt sorry to see Sari take care of everything, taking care of the baby until she did not have time to eat even though Sari never protested or demanded things from Reza, she did everything sincerely. Reza is not unable to pay a housekeeper or baby sitter, but she does not want anyone else to see her domestic life which is always colored by arguments every day. Sari then carried baby Gilang out of the room to meet with Reza.

"This morning I just woke up not yet had time to bathe but still fragrant really," said Sari.

"Here, let me carry the Silangnya first, you continue aja your breakfast is not good later if it's cold I've also finished eating," said Reza.

Sari fell silent just this time she felt well treated by Reza.

"Let's eat kok bengong that's it, ntar again I want to go to work," said Reza.

"Oh. yes, mas," said Sari stammering.

Sari continued her delayed breakfast the next time she felt the pleasure of breakfast accompanied by her husband and children. Usually he had breakfast with a cold, cold atmosphere, with unclear quarrels and sometimes breakfast alone. After finishing eating and cleaning up the leftovers, Sari then took baby Gilang from Reza's sling.

"Thank you for taking care of me" said Sari.

"Yes papa already go to work first ya adek,adek do not be naughty yes," said Reza.

After saying goodbye to Sari, Reza then left for work. All the way to Reza's office was still thinking about Sari. Why do I think about Sari, Reza. Whether I should give Sari a chance, all this time Sari has tried to be a good wife even though my treatment is not good for her and now has become the mother of my son,but right now I can't love her my heart is still for the Rainbow. O God what should I do inner Reza. My relationship with Rainbow was hopeless, Rainbow had cut off his communication from me, many times I called him trying to meet him but Rainbow always avoided picking up my phone already unwilling. Yep....Rainbows really want to forget me forever. Although I still love her but I do not want to impose my will, let Rainbow seek her happiness with others inner Reza. Now Reza knows what to do for his life.

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Time has shown at 8pm. In the guest room, Sari is still holding baby Gilang who is still awake.

"Okay, this mama's child is not bobo yet at this hour, again waiting for his papa yes, kangen yes just as patient ya adek ntar again papa go home, later play with papa ya," said Sari to baby Gilang his son.

After half an hour waiting for Reza to finally go home, in the guest room he saw Sari was holding baby Gilang.

"Just come home, you know," asked Sari.

"Yes, we had a meeting with a client" replied Reza.

"Adek also did not want to sleep mas from earlier maybe kangen the same papa, oh yes for a while because I prepared dinner first for mas," said Sari.

"No need Sar, I've eaten outside, can ask for help make me coffee so I want to drink coffee," said Reza.

"Oh yes for a moment, I made it," replied Sari.

"Here I'm a sling, I miss playing well" said Reza.

Sari then handed baby Gilang to Reza and rushed to the kitchen to make coffee for Reza.

"Papa baby boy why it's been a night not bobo, kangen yes just as papa here papa kiss ya," said Reza.

Sari then came to bring him a cup of coffee and a plate of cake.

"It's the coffee, it's the cake too" said Sari.

"Let me who carried the fat mas adeknya, change clothes first just drink the coffee," said Sari again.

"Oh yeah, I change clothes first want to take a shower later there will be something I want to talk to you," said Reza.

Reza rushed into his room. What to talk about with Reza yes, if he wants to talk about divorce. O Allah I am not ready to part with mas Reza inward Sari. That's probably why lately mas Reza is being nice to me, maybe he wants to divorce me and want to take my son thought Sari. Did I run away from this house and bring baby Gilang, mas Reza is still bathing if I run away now he does not know but I want to take where baby Gilang these nights, so,to the place of the Goddess for a while, but surely mas Reza knows the house of the Goddess, Sari's mind is getting chaotic.

Oh my God I have to how this is.

Sari finally decided to wait for Reza, listening to what Reza would talk about, she could only pray and surrender with her fate later. After waiting long enough, Reza was finished with his activities and met Sari in the guest room.

"So, you're asleep" asked Reza.

"Yes, I will bring you to the room and I will come back" replied Sari.

"Let's sit here Sar, I want to talk about our problems" Reza said.

Sari just kept quiet and sat down next to Reza.

"Sar, I'm sorry during our household, I've always been rude to you, I've never been nice as a husband always makes you hurt and always makes you cry, she said,as a father I'm not a good father either, as long as you're pregnant I don't care about our baby-to-be, I'm too busy with my ego sorry Sar" Reza said

"Now that I've realized give me a chance, I want to start all over again with you, I don't want us to split up I want to forget my past and learn to love you, I want to, how do you want to" said Reza.

Sari cried to the heart of Reza's words, she did not expect that the once cold Reza, cute, rude, could change. It turns out that my patience has not been in vain all this time thank you, O God of the Inner Sari.

"Sar why are you crying, I'm sorry Sar" Reza said as she clasped Sari's hand and kissed her.

"So, I'm crying because I'm happy,yes mas I'm sorryin all the mistakes mas Reza I'm also sorry mas I'm a lot wrong same mas we start again from the beginning yes mas I really love mas Reza," said Sari.

Reza then pulled Sari into his arms, they hugged for a long time. After being satisfied hugging, they looked at each other and slowly Reza kissed softly Sari's lips. Sari returns Reza's kiss. Over time their kiss became more and more, Reza then carried Sari to Sari's room.

"Tonight I want to spend my night with you, dear," whispered Reza in Sari's ear.

After Reza's room, then put Sari on the bed. Reza hugged Sari, hated her neck and opened all of Sari's clothes. Sari sighed enjoying all that and that night they had a husband and wife relationship that they had never done since they were married.

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"Good morning baby, thank you last night you were amazing baby" Reza said.

Sari who just woke up felt all that like a dream.

"Mas Reza, this is not all a dream, right" asked Sari.

Reza then pinched Sari's cheek.

"Auuu.sakit mas," said Sari.

"That means you don't dream baby, let's wake up and wake up and let me take care of it first" said Reza.

Today Sari was very happy this time she took a shower singing. After finishing the bath, Sari rushed to the kitchen to make breakfast for Reza.

"Mas Reza now take a breakfast bath I have prepared adek also want to bathe first to let it fresh," said Sari.

"Okey dear," said Reza, peeping at his wife's cheek.

After everything was ready they gathered at the table to eat, Sari ate while holding baby Gilang.

"Mas Reza, I can not permission this Thursday I want to go to the mother's place, I have not seen my mother for a long time I want to bring baby Gilang to meet the mother, the mother of the kangen want to meet her grandson mas, I want to meet his mother,not long enough, maybe about 3 days," said Sari.

"By the way, but I can't get between these weeks there's still a lot of work in the office" Reza said.

To Sari's parents' house means later to meet with Rainbow thought Reza. Actually he could have been for permission a few days or take time off to accompany Sari because the company was his so anytime he wanted permission or leave would have been able to meet with Rainbow he still could not. Reza has committed herself to starting a new chapter with Sari and forgetting the past with Rainbow.

"I go alone is okay.I understand that Reza is busy again," said Sari.

"Ooh yeah if that is it but don't be long, then papa kangen the same way," said Reza.

"Oh so kangennya just as well as his mother is not considered," said Sari merajuk.

"Yes kangen also, the future sleep is not maintained so do not stay there long, papa kangen both," said Reza while pinching Sari's nose.

"Mas has finished not eating it yet ntar masyangan go to work," said Sari.

After saying goodbye to Sari and baby Gilang, Reza left for work with a happy heart.

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This afternoon Sari would like to call mom to tell her that Thursday she will visit her mother, baby Gilang happens to be sleeping again and the homework has been completed. Sari took her phone and called mom. Not long after the phone was connected.

"Hello mother...! " how are you, Sari kangen with mom, mom is healthy-just there," asked Sari.

"Hello son, Alhamdulillah aja healthy mother here, you how healthy just, grandson healthy mother also right, mother wants to see the granddaughter of baby Gilang's mother," said the mother.

"Fine well mom, granddaughter mother is also healthy, Gilang drank her milk a lot of bu, her cheeks so stye bu, noah she again sleeps satiety after drinking milk," said Sari.

"Oh yes ma'am.today this Thursday Sari wants to go to mother's place, Reza mas can not come because there is still a lot of work in his office can not be left so Sari same baby Gilang bu, mother will be brought by-by what," asked Sari.

"Mother is very happy to hear Sar, finally mother can meet with the mother's grandchild, whatever you want to bring mother," said the mother.

"Yes already if that's so mom, mom rest yes do not be tired yes mom take care of health," said Sari.

After saying goodbye to her mother, Sari hung up the phone. In his room Sari prepared all the necessities to stay at his mother's place for three days, clothes and baby Gilang float had been prepared as well. It's over to buy souvenirs for mom, batin Sari. How will the attitude of Kak Pelangi the same me and baby Gilang yes, will Kak Pelangi still angry and not want to accept I think Sari. Sari was so hesitant with her intention to go to mother's house, she wanted to cancel it but had already promised mother. Kasian mom if I have to cancel it, mom must be very disappointed I've disappointed her too much inner Sari. Sari was determined to go to the mother's house even though later Kak Pelangi did not like it.

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At night at mom's house for dinner with mom.

"Belangi, at noon adekmu Sari called her mother said the day after Thursday would come to see all the mothers want to know the mother's granddaughter, Baby Gilang," said the mother.

While eating food I just silently listened to mother's explanation, I knew I still could not accept Sari's presence in this house.

"Son, you know how you feel but it's not good for your fellow brothers to be hostile to each other, forget all that hurts your heart, let go of all the rainbows, learn to be at peace with yourself son," said the mother.

"Mothers are sad when they see that their children are not getting along" said the mother again.

"Yes ma'am, but at this time Rainbow can not forgive her ma'am, Rainbow needs time bu, Rainbow also can not meet, Rainbow still hurt bu,rainbow will stay in the place of a friend first for the next few days," I said to my mother.

I quickly cleaned up the leftovers and washed the dishes. Mom left me and went into her room. I know you are very sad to hear my explanation earlier but I think you will not be sad again after the arrival of Sari and her child later, mother will definitely be happy the arrival of her first grandchild. After washing the dishes I went to the room, I prepared some sheets of my clothes to stay at my best friend Sinta's place, a few days ago I told Sinta that I would stay at her place and as a friend Sinta would allow. For now I have not been able to meet Sari, Reza and her baby son Gilang. I know in this case his son Sari, Baby Gilang is innocent, it is not fair to blame a child who does not know anything. But I don't know, I don't know, maybe it's the hatred and the feeling of resentment that has closed my conscience so I can't think positively, everything Sari and Reza relate to makes me hate half to death.

I prefer to go, not to meet them because I am afraid that if I meet them my emotions will peak and may harm them. I'm sorry mommy maybe someday I'll be able to accept their inner presence. Let time do the talking.