
Berat did live a long distance relationship as I experienced now because the company Reza advanced rapidly then the expansion of new branches outside the city needs to be done and for a while Reza who managed it until the company can be stable, so that the expansion of new branches outside the city needs to be done,while the company here is entrusted to Reza's father's confidant.
I don't really like long-distance relationships like they do today, but Reza promised after a year there that he would come to propose to me as his wife.
A very long wait in my opinion, but I will always be faithful waiting for the coming of the happy day. As usual I run my days working, I have a desire to have my own cake shop after marriage later, while Sari now has gone on to college outside the city,he aspires to be a successful businessman and as a big brother I will strive to realize his dream. Lately I feel Reza rarely call me, every time I call rarely lifted. I have to think positively, maybe he is busy there, I really understand the work he takes a lot of time. Although I know all that, but my heart feels a little bit worried and scared. I'm afraid Reza's there unfaithful, having another lover besides me. Suddenly my phone ring sounded startling me. I saw Reza's name on my screen, and soon I picked up.
"Hello baby, how are you, again ngpain," I heard Reza's voice there.
"Thank God until now I am still given a long life, given health and sustenance, I am here again to think of you," I replied.
"Yes I understand, baby, I hope you always remember your promises to be faithful and will not hurt my heart, because I am here faithfully waiting for you, come to see my mother to propose to me," I said.
"You don't have to worry about me fulfilling my promise to marry you, she's already sleeping, don't stay up a lot, don't think weird about me yeah, because everything's fine,everything will be beautiful in time, it's good night and a good dream, yes" Reza said again and the phone died.
Reza turned off the phone without waiting for my answer. I should have loved to hear Reza's explanation but somehow my little heart said something was wrong, there was something Reza was hiding from me, but I didn't know what it was. Oh my God what really happened to Reza, what has been hidden from me.
God give all your instructions so that I can see what has really happened in my relationship with Reza and hopefully all my negative thoughts about Reza did not happen, I said in my heart. Until midnight I can't close my eyes my mind is still everywhere, but tomorrow morning I have to go down to work. Reza was the first girlfriend of my life even though she wasn't my first love. I love and love Reza so much, she can make me comfortable around her and can understand my quiet and introverted nature, I don't know what will happen to me later if I lose her.