Rangga's Beloved Wife
Nestapa on the day of grief

"Mas, Ina is lucky to be able to get offspring while I. There are no signs of pregnancy yet. I'm tired, mas in the rongrong continues to be the mama Raya. I'm tired, every month I wish I had a late period, but in fact." Rangga immediately hugged his wife trying to calm down.

"Dear, please listen to me. You don't think like that. I never asked you to get pregnant. The sustenance, death, everything has its provisions from the above. We as human beings should be grateful for what we are getting right now. You do not need to envy Ina because she is quickly pregnant.she also waited a year so that she can get pregnant quickly. Throw away your sense of self."

"The feeling of envy arises because your attitude that does not like when seeing others is better and more successful than you. Envy can make the heart and mind become unsettled. Continuing to keep jealousy is not good and will make you feel uncomfortable.Energy and your mind will be wasted just to think about the envious nature you have because of seeing others better and success from you. But, there are actually many ways to get rid of your envy in others.

So please throw your soul at Ina. After all Ina always supports you, Ras. Even if you did marry him in college first."

Laras straightened his head when he heard Rangga's statement. It turns out that her husband already knew the cause of her being expelled from campus.

"Mas, did you know about that?"

Rangga nodded "Nature also knows. Because the case was that me and Nature came to the campus. That's why I got angry when my mom asked to marry you. But Ina convinced me to open my heart to you. And right, I did fall in love with you, Race."

"I'm sorry, ma'am." Baras was embarrassed.

At that time I felt I was getting an injection of energy when Rangga always strengthen and motivate me. She always convinced me not to be insecure because I couldn't get pregnant. He never played me down, unlike Mama Raya.

Since I came home from my mother's house, Mama Raya's attitude changed. I don't know what makes it like this. But maybe because I haven't given him a grandchild yet. I don't want to get pregnant, I want to be very. Which woman refuses the fruit of their marriage. Which woman does not want to be given the figure of a little angel in her household. All women want that, including me. But I want everything to go naturally, without having to program to the doctor.

To this day, happiness has not yet come. Could I be the same quality as Mama Raya? that let you judge him.

I walked down the corridor of the hospital where my husband was being treated. Got word that Rangga was in a car accident on the highway. Moreover, Rangga brought Oma Gladys. God, may Oma be okay. That is the only prayer I can give.

I found Rangga's body wrapped in bandages. It's just his face that's not closed. He still saw his face that was injured by the car glass. O God, it is so heavy a trial that you have given us. Not dry yet how mama Raya opposes me. Now you're giving me a much tougher ordeal with my husband's accident.

Not finished with my husband's condition, Lani just reported Oma is dead. It felt like lightning had struck my body, I had not even seen the state of Oma. Now he leaves us, leaving those who love him.

Oma died after falling into a coma in just an hour. This is shocking news for all of us. My body felt weak after hearing this news. The figure of a good and welcome woman when I entered the Pattimura family.

"Oma, no more, brother." Said Lani who cried after informing me.

"innalilahi wa innailaihi rojiun" I said upon hearing this news.

"Lani hasn't apologized to Oma yet, brother. During this time Lani often fought against Oma. Now that he's gone, Oma is nice, brother to anyone. Even as Lani's ex-in-law she still sends food." I tried to calm Lani down. Indeed during my stay with them, I saw Lani and Oma often seen bickering. Of course because Oma rebukes Lani who likes to crawl when there are still children who need affection and attention.

"Lani was married to Toni because of her matchmaking. Her father Toni used to work as a driver for the Pattimura family. Long time, Lo his father devoted himself to the family. Who funded Toni's education from Elementary to medical college was Oma Gladys.

Papa Donal and Oma Gladys ask Toni to marry Lani, because they are dizzy with Lani's behavior that likes to wander. Yes, although Toni was much succumbed to Lani.

Maybe the limit of patience runs out, so he agrees when Lani asks for a divorce. Funny, yeah, that cheated on Lani who asked for her divorce too.

You know, honey, being a child of a divorce victim is bad. We grow up between the egos of both parents who feel right. When mom filed for divorce with papa, I felt like mom was selfish at the time. Until now I don't know what made you divorce me. Lacking any good papa all this time."

True said people, if anyone leaves there will be someone who feels a deeper loss. That's what I saw when Lani reported Oma's death. It looks like regret that cannot be said with words.

Just like how I feel right now, I lost a very good Oma figure, a woman who accepted me even though I was from a different caste. Even though I'm not her grandson, she still treats me well, even very special. To me Oma is humble, loving and angelic.

Lani and I walked into Oma's room. I see the body as sleeping well. He even seemed to be smiling there. But when I approached Oma to say goodbye.

"Get out!" My hand was pulled and it was outside the room.

"Ma, uh,"

PLAAAAC

"For you, Oma is dead! If only you hadn't told Oma to come to your slums! He's alive today!"

"Ma, uh,"

It hurts to be accused like that.

"Richa!"

"Bag,"

"what the fuck! we're grieving you're looking for a storm!"

"So Oma was in an accident because Laras asked her to come home. That's right, ma."

Suddenly two men in brown uniforms came. They locked both my hands in handcuffs.

"Bring him sir! He's the one who made my son and my in-laws wretched."

"Ma, what does this mean? mama help me, it's not my fault!"

They dragged me out of Oma's room. We walked through Rangga's room.

"Mas Rangga! Rangga!" I was trying to scream who knew he was conscious. But free, my shout will not build mas Rangga. But it makes me a spectacle material.

"Sir, I'm not wrong! they were accidents on the highway, not because of me! Please let me go, my husband needs me by his side."

"Let's be explained in the office."

God, why am I to blame.