Renjana Song
Uncontrollable

The sound of laughter that had been created changed into silence for a moment. However, it did not take long before Elzein again said,

''Why are you laughing? I'm not joking.'' he said with annoyance.

''And why are they everywhere now? Don't you follow us?'' asked Elzein in full observation.

''Hey, that's the question I asked you. Why do you reverse the question now, replied Agam.

''El, it's son. Let's go home now!'' take Ranum while holding his son's hand.

''Awas ya!'' elzein said before completely leaving while forming both fingers towards his eyes then pointing towards Agam.

''Wait first!'' sahut Agam's.

Ranum and Elzein stopped their footsteps and turned their bodies around. Agam soon approached the two.

''Hey handsome, can you talk to your mom alone?'' ask Elzein.

''Can't! El won't let om hurt mama again!'' exciting Elzein.

''It turns out you are very cruel as well huh.'' said Agam by hiding a thin smile at the corner of his lips.

''Don't be angry with Mom!'' shouted El.

''OK okay, om will not talk again.'' said Agam in the end.

''Listen yes, our business is not finished.'' whispered Agam near Ranum's ear.

''I-i know. If there is nothing important anymore, we excuse me.'' said Ranum left Agam alone.

''Ah, fuck!''

''Why is all this bothering me so much!''

''The other boy, why do I feel like there is something else with him?''

''I have to find out as soon as possible.'' said Agam.

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Time keeps turning. The changing of the night cannot be stopped. And can't turn around back. Hope becomes a dream, the past becomes a memory. Every hour, minute and second is a struggle. Race in the speed of time. Race to timekeeping. Every step crashing through time, every time crashing through steps, hitting the sense of poignancy that need not be awaited. Because time will pass. Leave the past to reach tomorrow with new hope. And time really brings all things past.

''Boss, this is the information that the boss wants.'' said Hardy by handing over the file to Agam.

''Why is your work so slow!'' annoyed Agam who was impatient to read the file.

''Slowly? Though hard-earned all night I looked for him.'' grumbled Hardy shrieked.

Agam also read every array of words arranged on a piece of paper very carefully and thoroughly. He did not want to miss any of the information written there.

''Single?'' said Agam.

''Yes, boss. Ms. Ranum is a single parent, Hardy replied.

''Then, has she divorced her husband?''

''No boss.''

''Bu Ranum is not married. In the application letter when he registered with this company was not mentioned at all.''

''Who is the man who is always with him?'' ask Agam.

''According to the information I found, the man was the owner of the cafe who had the boss come the other day with Miss Lili. And it can be ascertained if he is not Ranum's mother's husband explained Hardy.

''Are they lovers?'' ask Agam with a rather heavy intonation.

''If so, I can't be sure. But their relationship is very close.''

''Yes, you're right.''

''How old is the boy?'' ask Agam.

''There's no exact information about that, boss. But if it is estimated that his current age is approximately five years.''

The deg!

Agam exhaled violently and leaned his head against his seat of greatness. He scratched his forehead which suddenly felt dizzy.

Agam also glanced at his trusted assistant.

''Does this have anything to do with the events of five years ago?'' ask Hardy carefully.

''If you look around the boy is very similar to the boss. Even he is also very cruel like a boss.'' said Hardy lowered his sentence intonation.

''What do you mean!'' snapped Agam.

''No. no boss.''

''Oh yes, there is still work that I have to finish immediately.'' said Hardy left the room of his boss.

After Hardy's departure, Agam again read every detail of the information sheet on his desk. He recalls everything Hardy said.

''Is it true that the boy looks so much like me?'' he asked in his heart while looking at a picture of a handsome boy tucked in his paper.

''Dad!! Why just thinking about it makes me want to meet that child!'' pissed Agam.

Various thoughts raging in Agam's head, he really felt unsettled. After he found out the information about Ranum as well as his son, he became increasingly uncontrollable. This afternoon he decided to go to Elzein's school.

''Bos, where are you going?'' hardy asked, looking at his boss who was in a hurry.

''I have some business.'' replied Agam briefly as he continued walking.

''I guessed it. Must be thinking of people!'' hardy said to gossip about his boss. Hardy continued his work.

Yesterday after Ranum and Elzein's departure from the restaurant, Agam asked the waiters at the restaurant. The waiters and cashiers there said that the woman who was with the little boy often came to the restaurant. They always order the same food. Even when the woman was pregnant, she always came alone and ordered the exact same meal she ordered that night.

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''Elzein, do you know that uncle?'' ask Alice's mom to Elzein.

Elzein nodded.

''Does El want to meet him?'' ask Alice again.

''Yes.'' Elzein replied with a nod of his head again.

''Well, then Miss Alice stayed.''

''Please sir.'' said Alice's mother let Agam meet with Elzein.

Yes, now Agam has arrived at Elzein's school. He felt he could not control himself not to meet the boy who called him the handsome papa.

''Hi.'' greet Agam kindly.

''Why do you know where my school is?'' ask Elzein.

''You must have followed me, right?'' guess again.

''Hey, are you still mad at me? I'm here to apologize to you.'' said Agam.

Elzein turned his face away and crossed both of his hands on his chest.

''Hey, look what I brought you!'' Agam took out an Iron Man toy figure from behind his body.

''Iron Man!'' exclaim Elzein pleased.

''How do you know my favorite toy?'' tanya Elzein received the toy.

''Because I know all things.'' replied Agam.

''You like it?'' ask Agam.

''Yes. Thank ye. It's so cool.'' said Elzein pleased.

Seeing Elzein who looked so happy, deep in the recesses of Agam's heart suddenly felt so warm. He had never felt the feeling he felt at this moment.

''We have not been officially acquainted.'' said Agam.

''My name is Agam. What's yourname?'' ask Agam by thrusting his hand.

For a moment Elzein stared at Agam's hand and turned to observe the face of the adult man before him fixedly.