Renjana Song
An Art, Peace & Forgiveness

Forgetting the past and making peace with it is an art of life.

''It is better that you no longer take the trouble to convince me of all that, because what you are doing now will not change my mind.'' said Agam very calmly.

''Sorry.'' said Frisca, lowering her head.

''I'm really sorry. I admit I was wrong, '' he said again Frisca with sadness.

''You also do not need to apologize to me.'' replied Agam briefly.

''But I still have to apologize to you, because because I happened to be like that.'' Frisca said with her guilt.

''It is precisely I who should be grateful to you because with the event I was able to meet with Ranum.'' said Agam honestly without the slightest thing he covered from his little friend.

''Actually I didn't mean it like that yesterday either, but I was too ashamed of Ranum. I promised him some money, but I'm not done Frisca spoke, her speech was cut off by Agam.

''Here you are, there is no need for you to worry anymore because Ranum has also forgiven you.''

''Honestly, at that time I really did not know what else to do when papi said that om Hermawan contact papi and arrange our meeting again after fifteen years passed. I wanted to come and see you, but I was confused. I don't know what to do. My condition is very bad and I am really embarrassed to meet you.''

''I was afraid that later you would be disgusted to look at me and even stay away from me after you know my true condition. Coincidentally in the hospital I met with Ranum, either can be persuaded from where I instead told Ranum to replace and claim to be me.'' Frisca said with a nanargetic look.

Agam just fell silent while continuing to listen and listen to what Frisca said in earnest.

''At first my life was fine until I met a man named Eddy, a man I loved so much but so hated by papi. We were secretly in a relationship without your knowledge. Until finally I was pregnant with Eddy's child and Eddy did not want to be responsible for my pregnancy at that time Frisca said by pausing her sentence.

''Once I found out that I was pregnant with her child, she got angry and forced me to abort the pregnancy. She also left me alone in the hospital as soon as the doctor finished removing the fetus from my womb. Even after that incident, he also always asked me for money and threatened to spread the video if I did not give him the amount of money he asked for.'' frisca said with a blank stare that held deep heartache there.

''Until then, papi knew everything and papi was very angry with me. From there our life began to fall apart. Papa was in shock after knowing everything so that papi had to fall ill. I who do not know at all about the company must replace papi acquisition. But unfortunately I was deceived by papi confidants and the company became chaotic until it finally became what it is today, Frisca said with tears that continued to break.

Without saying much, Agam simply gave a tissue to the poor girl sitting in front of him.

''Still.'' Frisca replied while wiping away her tears that kept flowing from her beautiful eyes.

''The house and all the company's assets have been confiscated by the bank, our debts are also accumulating and I no longer know how to pay them.''

''And you know, Gam. I had to do that insulting thing. I don't want to be like this either, but I'm forced to do that to cover the papi company's debts to the striped men.'' frisca said again with her tears that continued to fall lamenting her unfortunate fate.

Agam was still silent listening to all of Frisca's stories. He felt so pity and indignation over everything that happened to his little friend.

''At first I thought about meeting you. But I was too scared and embarrassed.''

''I was acting stupid again. I came back here with all these games in hopes that I could escape the debt bondage. But now I realize I was wrong. You're too good for me who's been this despicable.'' Frisca wiped away the tears that had escaped her eyes.

''Frisca, after this I will take care of Sebastian's company matters and stop doing that!'' said Agam with a little anger.

''From now on stop and never spend your time doing things in vain.'' said Agam again.

''Glad you... Thank you Gam!'' frisca said with a sparkling face as if she had just gained a glimmer of hope.

''Hm.''

''Thank you also because you and Hermawan already want to take care of papi. I do not know anymore if there is no you how the fate of papi now.'' he said again with sadness.

''Hm.'' replied Agam while sipping his black coffee.

''I am relieved now that you finally know everything and you are still willing to forgive my mistakes.'' said Frisca who felt that the burden in her heart began to decrease a little after telling the truth to her little friend.

''Oh, yes I am also happy because what I heard is that you will marry Ranum, right?'' ask Frisca.

''She's a good girl, Gam. Never waste a woman like her, Frisca said sincerely.

''Hm.'' replied Agam steadily.

Yes, after the events that occurred at his home the other day, Agam did return to look for the existence of Frisca. Since last night he has been constantly thinking about his little friend. It was as if there was something hidden and unfinished there. He also felt a little sorry for being too rude to his little friend. Agam does not want to solve the problem by violence or by ending by hatred. He wants everything to be good and peaceful. And that night, Agam again met with Frisca to get things done.

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...#BACK TO THE PRESENT TIME#...

During the day, Agam again searched for Ranum's whereabouts after his phone and messages were always ignored by his future wife.

''Think on! Come, think!'' agam said to himself while continuing to drive his car down the city streets to find Ranum's whereabouts.

''Judah! Yes really! Ranum must be there. I have to go there immediately said Agam who directly forwarded his vehicle to the Yuda cafe.

Once in front of Yuda's cafe, Agam immediately parked his car. Then he got out of his car and his eyes went around to find out if there were Ranum's car among the many cars parked there.