Revenge Revenge Hanna
Leave Everything

Inside the heart of a mother child is everything. However, sometimes conditions that are not supportive will make the eyes of his heart closed. And began to be unable to distinguish between good and bad to a thing.

The heightened emotions, as well as the deep pain will greatly affect the psychic of a Mother. More who have just given birth. They need a lot of support and support from the people closest to them. Especially her husband.

***

As Hanna felt, her pain inflicted such a deep wound that it made her heart cold and freeze.

"Where to go, the important thing is that I don't see him in front of me!" he answered with a blank look.

"What by throwing it away, will your heart be satisfied? And all your problems are done?" Ardi his step-father kept asking questions.

Hanna was silent, her face down. "Yes, maybe I am satisfied to have separated the child from his biological father. He must be suffering now" he whispered inwardly.

"Don't you throw it away, you'll add new problems? And it will certainly add to the burden of the mind for you" he continued.

"But, by looking at it my heart hurts, Pa! I'm sure, if he wasn't in my life, this problem would be solved. And there will be no shadow of Ansell forever" he replied softly.

Hanna's tears slowly trickled down, wetting her cheeks. Just saying his name alone, made his heart hurt again.

He sat down limp, the wound that still felt sore just kept bleeding. Ratna approached him, then hugged his eldest son, rubbing his back and hair.

"Be aware, son, what you think is not good. You have to be strong with all this." As tears fell, he could feel the pain Hanna was feeling.

Their cries grew louder, Hanna roared and screamed as she held onto her claustrophobic chest. Ardi looked at them with pity. His heart was wounded, though he tried to cover it up.

"Don't you say, Ansell didn't have children by a previous marriage?" tanyanya.

"Yes," he answered flatly.

"Why don't you just love this kid to her?"

"No Pa! I don't want him to be happy. Anyway, I'm not sure that woman will take care of this kid properly. He could have thrown it away or even killed it."

"Papa thought it's impossible, he also has long wanted children, right?"

Hanna fell silent again, she began to think to justify Ardi's words. Why didn't he leave his son there? Perhaps, if Ansell were to take care of him the future of this child was brighter. With all the luxury and affection of his father. But his heart was not sure whether Zea would accept this child?

"That's it, let us take care of your son." Ardi broke his daydream.

Hanna raised her head, she looked at the man who was carrying her child. His age was below Mama's but, he seemed to be a mature man with a calm disposition.

"What's your son's name?" ask again.

"I haven't given it a name yet."

She deliberately did not want to mention the name given by her husband, Saraswati Wijaya. He wanted to remove the man's tracks from his life.

"Immediately name your baby, the name is a prayer from parents for their children" he explained.

"Anindira .." he said. A name that he had prepared before Ansell gave that name.

"Okay, Anindira, it's time we take a bath ...." Ratna, who has not cared for babies for many years, is happy to have grandchildren.

There is no denying the presence of Anindira, giving a new color to the lives of Ratna and Ardi. Moreover, because she had a miscarriage 3 months ago. Being pregnant at the age of 40, which is a lot of risk.

Ardi also said, Anin is a child sent by God to replace his first child who he had not seen his face.

After a few days of fighting, Hanna had made up her mind to continue her career that had been delayed.

However, for some reason his heart was suddenly disturbed by the words of Ardi, why did I not give Anin to Ansell alone?

***

Hanna returned to that city, the city that 3 months ago had given her a very deep wound. And still remains to this day. But, it looks like he should talk to Ansell about their son Anindira.

Send him to the house of Athifa, his brother-in-law. The door was closed, the salon next to it was closed.

"Where is this, the ko tumben all closed? Usually every day the salon is open unless there is an important event." He looked around in wonder.

He tried to knock on the door.

"Excuse me ...!" his yell.

Silence, no answer. He knocked again, suddenly the door opened.

"Mba Hanna .." said Mira, a housekeeper who was holding Bagas, Athifa's older son.

"Yes, Mba. Mr. Ansell nyariin Mba Hanna is rich madman, crying himself, sometimes smiling himself as well. Ms. Athifa also help you find by day at night, Mba Hanna tea from where??" tanyanya.

Hanna tried to smile bitterly.

"I'm coming home, Bi. Oh yeah, where's Brother Thifa?"

"Bah Putri died Mba, Bu Thifa and I went there."

Deg ... his heart flinched.

Hanna hasn't even said goodbye to him. Although short, but he had been invited several times to his mother-in-law's house and they received it well. He prays in his heart, may he be received by His side.

"Mba Hanna, why leave? Sorry well Mba, at that time I did not know that Bu Zea was the first wife of Mr. Ansell. I told you that Mba Hanna was giving birth at the clinic." Bi Mira was downcast sad and felt guilty.

"It's Bi, it's all over."

"Is Mr Ansell here often?"

"Yes ma'am, not often anymore almost every day even. Especially when Mba Hanna just left, Mr. Ansell stayed here for a few weeks. If I didn't hear wrong he had divorced Ms. Zea. But, 1 month later his wife came to tell him that she was pregnant and the divorce could not be done."

Getting pregnant? Hanna's heart flinched and was instantly shattered a second time. It seemed like his hope was dashed, he had to think twice about giving Anin to Ansell.

Tears are inundated in her eyes. But, he tried to hold it.

Before long he went home and took some of his belongings, he did not want to see Ansell or Sister Thifa. Her first decision was indeed correct to not interfere with her husband's life anymore.

Maybe everything should end here and he should bury it in all of his past.

The woman walked away from this house, a city that once gave happiness. It also gives a deep wound.

She was sure Ansell would be happy because Zea was pregnant and would not remember her or her child.

While his son must be safe with his grandmother who loved him very much.

He should be able to forget everything and reopen a new leaf.

Often destiny is painful and it is a consequence that must be accepted of one's own choice. Happy and disappointed, maybe it's a package deal. So does love and hurt.

And in the end, Hanna chose to carry the grief along with the wounds of her past. He tried to bury deeply into the bitter reality of his life.

Hope there will be a beautiful rainbow after the rain.

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