Revert To Me
Don'tgo...
Don'tgo.
No, please.
Stop stepping up for your stupid plan.
You know I'm afraid of the dark.
You know I'm scared myself.
Dan, you know
I'm afraid of the past.
You know all that!
Then why do you now have the heart to leave me alone in the darkness of my time without your presence?
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"Ar, come on eat. It's been three days you're in the hospital but your condition even more drop gini." Said Dj forcing me to eat.
"Lo is not kasian same mother and father lo back and forth jakarta bekasi just to take care of lo and opa lo who are sick again." Further.
I don't care at all about what Dj says.
"Udah is ar, you don't have to cry anymore. Look at your rich clown face. Red eyed, puffy eyes." Dj tried to entertain. But these tears fell on their own despite my efforts.
"Gua believes Hafiz will be back. He said it was also only for a while as long as his father was sick." Dj said, getting more patient with me.
"Why don't you just go? Everyone was happy to leave the cave." I said coldly with a blank look.
"They don't leave you ar, they're still in your heart."
"Mulcyit! cave hate Hafiz, cave hate kak reno, cave hate. And the cave hates you!" I said in a slightly high voice.
"Go." Cold speech.
"But ar.."
"Go, the cave needs to be alone." I said with an empty look.
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I was finally allowed to go home today. Although my condition is still not good. For me to linger in the hospital is just a waste of money, because the pain I suffered is not a pain in my body but my soul.
I'm not crazy, I'm just suffering from a mild depression that's almost healed but again failed because of my own actions.
"Mother and father go home first, Nasyah go home with brother Dj." I told my father and mother when I was going out of the room.
"Well, right, brother?" I stared at Dj meaninglessly.
"Huh? I-yes bun, om, arin will get home safely." Connect the Dj who knows what my request means.
"You guys be careful. Don't speed it up Dj." Said om reldy (stepparent arin).
"Sip om." Said Dj while giving his two thumbs.
After the mother and father came out of the hospital room, suddenly the atmosphere became stiff. Indeed, after yesterday's fight, Dj and I no longer talk about anything.
"Where are we going ar?" Dj asked breaking the silence.
" we're kemakam kak reno abis that we go to the lake there want cave talkin lo kak." Then I got out of bed carefully.
"You want a wheelchair?" Fresh Dj saw me stagger a little.
"Not to thank you, the cave can be." Say steady.
"Judah, do you a favor?" Bargain again.
"No need to be strong." I said to the stand.
"Lo's tired, right? The gendong cave, right?" Ask.
"No." Reply quickly.
"Yaudah you wait here for the cave take the car." He said to provide a solution.
"No want~" I said quickly immediately hugged the hand of a sturdy Dj.
"Why?" Ask patiently.
"Just don't want to." Hugging her hand.
"Oh, yes, the cave understands. Youdah yok..." His words immediately squatted in my face.
"I'm not getting up ashamed of you." I told him to wake up.
"No want. It's been a spit before the ambulance siren sounds." His words made me immediately obey because I was very phobic with the ambulance car and the sound of the siren.
"Here's the bag let the cave hold." I asked for a bag containing medicine from the hospital.
"Udah diem aja, nirut times ama cave why the hell." Said relaxed.
There are so many couples who look at us with loving gazes and there are also those who look at me in wonder with the occasional sound of words that are quite disturbing my ears.
"So sweet."
"Tuh pah, his girlfriend is sick just carried you what reward."
"Ihhh, spoiled very tuh cewe."
"Suitable yes the guy looks bad boy giles, the girl is cute even though the shoots."
"You're carried."
"***** so sweet."
I who heard all of that could only snort in annoyance. While Dj instead chose to put a sweet smile on his face.
"Elah, lo hek kak gua dikatain pamak tuh." I'm upset.
"Selow ar, people like to not know anything but talk about nothing." Said Dj while shaking indistinctly.
"It's the stress of the cave, brother, but what's crazy elo?" I relax.
"Yes I'm crazy because I didn't get your smile from yesterday." His words were about to tease but instead made me feel like vomiting..
"The lieh lo dui." I rolled my lazy eye.
"That's why you don't have to call dui kali. Not cool." He said angry.
"Lod." Answer the bodo.
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