Romance of the Star of the School
Sadness Father left Mother

Can we see the air? No. gabe. As with my family, I felt like I could not feel his presence. My flying memories took me to childhood. A memorable moment vaguely passed in my memory now. Like a fog that can pass and disappear at certain times.

Back to the time when Mother was holding me. Mother fell while holding me. I know that story from Mbah who worked at our house for 25 years. Mbah worked together with mom and dad when he first entered the house. Mother fell in the bathroom and a lot of blood flowed from her legs. The membranes ruptured and at that time the mother was unconscious. Mbah who wants to deliver warm drinks to the room did not find the mother. Because not as usual Mbah began to fidget and look for the mother around the room. He was shocked by what he was seeing at the time. Mother slipped in the bathroom in a supine position covered with blood flowing from the legs and head. Mbah was quick and ran to the phone room to ask for help.

DADDY POV

Office, 14.15 WIB

Tuuuttttt...tttuuuuttt.

Hp continues to vibrate as much as 23 x non-stop ..

In mind. I should have deactivated it. Don't disturb me during a meeting like this. Piqued.

Ashar Time. Meeting continues tomorrow.

"Of our meeting friends today we continue tomorrow. Oh yes for Santi please I ask for a copy of the results of today's meeting yes. Send it to my desk today."

Santi nodded his head in response and all the meeting participants left the meeting room.

I wonder who's calling all the time. My heart stopped pumping blood because I just saw the message I saw in the notification. The wife I love and love the most in this world is no more. He left me forever and ever to leave me. He left and was now covered in a shroud. Suddenly I felt, braakkk. (falling).

I don't know what happened after that. My son Adam sleeps next to me, I'm surprised why I'm in my own room. Where's the wife I love? I can't live without him. My crying started not being able to hold. I can't deny that the wife I love is now gone. My cry broke and made the person outside the room hear the cry.

Adam woke up and said to me, "Mother, bunddaa.."

The deeper I felt the ruin of my life when my wife heartily left me and Adam.

Oe.oee.oeee the sound of baby crying.

I looked towards the sound of the baby crying. A baby?

I forgot Puspa was pregnant with my second child. I ran to the baby and saw him. Exactly like Puspa, did Puspa deliberately leave this baby girl to cover up his mistake. He knows I can't live without him.

The face of this baby is 100% similar to a puspa. God what you plan for me. I can't live without Puspa. I'm fragile. I'm a fragile God.When there's no him by my side I feel like I'm losing my way.

This sadness is getting more heart-piercing.

The door opened, and my mother came. I approached and hugged him.

"Mother..is Adi dreaming?"

The harder I hugged my mother.

"Darling, you have to be strong. You must be able to accept the fact that Puspa has left us". Mother sowed me.

"Mother believes Adi is strong and Allah is All-Knowing of the best for his servant". Mom was more convincing and let go of my embrace.

"Omah's granddaughter. That's beautiful". Carrying the baby and interacting with him.

I still can't accept the fact that now I can't be with Puspa anymore for ever. Adam who couldn't stop crying was taken care of by his aunt, my sister.

I no longer have the strength and God took this life so that I could meet Puspa. braakkk (falling) for the second time.

The sounds of the people coming from the outside became clearer after I woke up from fainting. I tried to calm myself down and constantly convinced myself not to be like this. I cannot be weak. I'm the father of two children that I have to take care of and raise.

My remorse is growing because I have missed the seconds of his departure and his intermediary to his last place. I'm sorry Puspa. You don't know how hard it is to let you go forever.

A few minutes passed, I rushed to the bathroom and cleaned up after it took ablution. I don't want to miss taking my wife's coffin to her last place. I also want to send it.

All eyes are on me. I acted cold and walked towards Puspa on the bed. My heart was so broken at the time. I could not see Puspa lying stiff and shrouded in such a shroud. Pale and stiff.

Wanting me to run and hug Puspa maybe he would wake up after I hugged him and apologized.

My sane mind was still there at the time. I was finally able to smoothly sit quietly beside her sister Puspa. He must have been as bad as me.

Pepi. She's my wife's sister, Puspa. She was shocked to see me then and spontaneously hugged. I welcomed the hug and loudly said, "Oh yes Pep, we must be willing and sincerely let go of Puspa so that the departure is calm and not sad."

My heart was literally millions of broken and sad at the time but I had to cover it up because I didn't want to be seen slumped in front of the body.

I began to follow the yasin readings that I wanted to dedicate to my beloved wife.

The time came when Puspa was to be taken to his final resting place. Puspa was buried in the Great Family Tomb of Wijaya according to the agreement. Exactly beside her there is one land that has been prepared for me later. And some other land that we bought for the burial of our family.

In heart. "Honey, may your charity and kindness while in the world be received by God. And sooner or later I'll catch up with you. I'll always be with you."

I went into the burrow to put it down. Goodbye dear. Inwardly. The procession went well and my wife's funeral was very wise. Many people came and prayed for him. During the life of Puspa a good and generous person therefore many people come to serve and pray for him.

Flowers come back and forth. I don't know how many meters the wreath is lined up. My family and I have finished praying and sowing flowers. We're getting ready to go home. There are still many study networks that will be held at home.

That night I tried to close my eyes due to the inner fatigue of screaming and crying. My hope at that time, I hope it's just a nightmare.

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POV Princess

By the pool.

It felt really cold that night. My daydreams of Mother and Father are over. I have to go inside the house, Arsy and Rara must be worried about me, actually I feel really cold. Hmm. in my mind. It's good to have a warm soup or a glass of warm chocolate milk. My mind is starting to normal again.

When I went inside, I accidentally saw that Rara's parents were sitting together and romantically enjoying a cup of coffee together while chatting. At that moment I remembered my father and mother. In my heart began to grow guilty, am I the cause of father and mother can not be together anymore?