Romantice In Love's
That Piece of the Past

“Twenty-two years ago, as usual. I'm still peddling my little food at the station near here. At that time the atmosphere still looked ordinary. Then the train came and went according to his departure. Seen from a distance there is a train that drove fast. I was thinking, why the train did not reduce its speed, but soon the train will go to the station and stop. My eyes still saw the speed of the train that was very fast. The train was approaching the station for a long time. What's with that train? what's going on with that train. The longer the train goes faster. The sound from the car horn was so loud. It seems to indicate something has happened. Unceasingly the driver sounded the horn of the car. yes, it sounded very clear even though it still looks far away. The train was approaching, and it was true. There's a problem with that train. The alarm is starting to sound. Everyone was panicking at that moment.The train was almost at the station at high speed. He continued driving and eventually the train hit the station. The train was upside down.” Mother Fika let out a long breath.  

“Everyone screamed at that moment. I also panicked. I'm trying to clear my wares. I saw a lot of screams and then weathered people. The train had rolled over and burned. It looks so fucked up. It was a terrible accident that I had seen before my eyes. The train was burning. Fire trucks, incessantly ringing sirens and trying to put out the fire. I'm still stunned in that place.” Fika's mother stopped telling stories. He took a deep breath again. He took the tissue on his desk to wipe his tears. Then he came back to tell stories.

“I saw so clearly and then the people were passing by at that time.the screams of the railway officer who brought some bodies from the victims of the train accident. I ventured to approach the train. This is a truly terrible event. I saw bodies lying in the train station. I also saw some firefighters and police officers trying to save the victims. I saw a mother carrying her baby out of the train with the help of the train attendant. The train attendant carried the mother to the side of the car. After that the officer returned to rescue the victim who was still inside. I saw that woman was badly hurt. His clothes are torn. Even his body was all bruised. With blood on his head. I felt that his head was hit by something very hard. I ventured to go towards that mother. He looks crying. I was so sorry at the time.it seemed like the mother could not do anything more, and her daughter was still in her arms. So cute girl, even he looks slumbering. Without the slightest cry and whimper. I saw that mother keep crying. It seems he saw my presence. He raised his hand and seemed to be telling me to come closer. I ventured to approach the accident. Not feeling these tears are unceasingly crying to see the condition of the mother. He's very badly hurt. The blood on his head was ceaselessly coming out holding his daughter who was very beautiful and funny.”

“Ag....rhhh.

It seems he called me. I approached him too. I look forward to seeing that baby girl. I quickly carried her. Then I heard that voice again.

“Jjja...gaaa..lahh... aaanan..aaaku.” those are the words I heard back then. “guard my son.” I nodded and continued to cry while holding the cute baby. It was as if the mother was trying to remove the locket. And clasped the pendant with a hand full of blood.

“Ttee..riimaaal...aahhh.” The mother was seen handing the locket to me. I also received the locket. I saw it at the time, it was so beautiful. The red and graceful pendant I held. I opened the locket. I saw a picture of the mother that was very beautiful. I saw a name in the picture. “Fika.” I thought that mother was named Fika. I heard the mother's words again with a stammer.

“I cried incessantly back then. Seeing that Mom was lifeless. Then I saw the baby in my hand, it was so funny. The baby was named Fika. I smiled at him. I stroked his head. He looks very funny. The baby was still in his sleep. I was constantly teary-eyed at that time.” Fika's mother has told me everything. Her tears just kept flowing and wetting her cheeks. How many tissues he has used.

“Ibuu..” seen Fika crying at the time. He hugged his mother. It felt like he couldn't believe what had happened.

Fiki was also in disbelief about what had happened this time, the woman he loved so much, the woman he was going to marry, was his own biological sister. He could not stop his sadness. As if the world had stopped spinning, his heart was beating faster. Cold sweat came out of his body.

“Fika.. my son.” Call Fiki's Dad.

“I'm sorry Fika, I shouldn't have hidden this from you.” It seems that Fika's mother regretted this incident. It shouldn't be too late to hide all that. It was too late, love had grown between them. But it turns out that this relationship cannot continue. Sibling relationships cannot be continued to the marriage stage. Instantly Fika took off her mother's embrace. He stood up, his eyes empty, not knowing what to do. The cry could not be included representing his deep sadness. Suddenly he left the house with a bad feeling. At least he could calm himself for a moment. That's what he's thinking right now.

“Fika.., Fika Call Fika's mother who saw Fika leave the house. Fika did not care about her mother's screams. His heart was too broken, even shattered into pieces. Not knowing who was to blame, he could not blame his parents for not telling from the beginning. He also cannot blame Fiki who suddenly planted his love, and it turns out that love is not allowed to continue. Fika kept her feet out of the house, not knowing where she was headed now. That was his best decision, to calm himself.