
His watch had already shown at one in the morning, but why were these eyes so difficult to close. Fiki stood in front of the glass toliet his apartment. He saw his condition at the time. His eyes were so red and his face was not too bad. It seems like this problem makes it very disheveled. An hour, two hours, he's still struggling with his problems. He tried to calm himself and his mind. But what power, he couldn't finish this fast. Forgetting all of those events, and accepting these events as they are. Turn the person he loves and loves the most into a younger brother. It's not all that easy. It takes a process to change all that. He is still in his mind and ego. Sometimes he breathes long. He looked back into his eyes at the glass “What should I do, even I do not know how.” That's the thought that's always haunting him now.
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*** Fika is still staring out the window of her house\, she left her room in complete darkness. Only the moonlight tried to illuminate by infiltrating from behind the window curtain. Fika Anggraini is still awake in her daydream tonight.she let herself drift in the cradle of the night. He saw in the sky a beautiful moon. Accompanied by the sparkle of the stars that adorn the beauty of the night. The night wind also felt very cold. It seemed like Fika had not had the time to stop her crying at this moment. Tonight was so silent\, there was only the sound of the night bug\, and Fika's crying was relentless. It broke the silence that night.***
*** His mind is completely out of whack. He doesn't know how to end it. It feels heavy on his mind. It looks like a bomb is ready to explode. He also wants to scream out loud\, just venting sadness and frustration on himself. The crying did not stop. Instantly his mind began to muddle\, the shadow appeared again\, so great and so real. His head was suddenly dizzy and he could not bear the pain. She kept pulling her hair. He could not endure that pain. His breath began to gasp. He began to breath. One hand grabbed his head\, and one hand held his tight chest. His eyes began to twitch. His vision began to blur. The pain in his head made him unable to endure. His blurry vision was now suddenly darkened. Dark and invisible. Fika fell and was unconscious.***
*** the siren of the night ambulance has really made this ear scream. Early in the morning like this\, exactly still at half-hour two in the morning. The siren sound was even like an alarm to wake the sleeping people up. Feels shitty. Why does it have to sound so early? These eyes are still hard to build.***
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*** kring...\, the sound of the home phone startled Fiki\'s daydream, Fiki moved from the front of the mirror. “Who are these nights that call you don't know yourself?” Fiki grumbled when he heard the sound of his apartment phone. Fiki towards the source of the sound. He breathed deeply. Fiki started lifting the algae. Fiki frowned\, and tried to catch the voice inside the phone.******
*** “Hallo......\, it's with Fiki.....\, Dad\, why dad?...... Gosh\, that's impossible....\, Fika..........!!!” Fiki took off her phone\, and the house phone fell to the floor. As if he had become paralyzed mind\, the news on the phone had left him helplessly dead. He was still unconscious of his mind it was\, like empty\, but not empty\, there was a big worry at the time. Fiki still hasn't moved\, with the phone falling on the floor. It seems that on the phone there are still voices of people calling. Empty views. He stared straight\, but did not know what he saw. He is conscious in his mind. He hurried to leave his apartment. He heads to the hospital to see Fika.***