Romantice In Love's
My Desire is Accorded. He Will Come :)

*I don't know anymore, how long I've been waiting for you here, huuuhh.” Fika exhaled her breath deeply. He is still lulled in his daydream.

“Every afternoon, every twilight I always come in this place just to wait for you. I don't know about myself. I was so sure of my feelings, I was so sure of my love. But in reality, I don't believe in myself. Until now, no matter how many times, I came to this park just to wait for you. Stupidly, until now I have not heard from you.

I tried to call you once, but damn your number in my contact is no longer there. Maybe because yesterday I accidentally deleted it because a lot of unknown numbers came in on my phone. My second stupidity, why didn't I call Samuel to ask you about your whereabouts. I feel ashamed to be honest with Samuel about how I feel about Fiki. I always wish you were okay there, Fiki. I'm so worried about your situation. I wanted to meet you, and now I miss you Fiki. I remember when we first met. At first I didn't like you that much, because I thought all strangers were annoying. It turns out my assumption was wrong. The first time I met you, I got along with you. I don't know what made me that way. You are not a stranger in my opinion. It's like I've met you before, but when? I guess it's just my feeling. The second time I accidentally met you at the train station. Hehehee.. At that time you treat me, you know not if I actually do not like Rawon food, what else if the food is very spicy. And as soon as you order for me. Not a word I rejected it, I was shocked actually when you ordered a level five Rawon Demon. I swear, I ate that bike this time. But at that time I didn't mind the menu of your choice. I was so greedy that I even somewhat held back my pungent face. And until my house got diarrhea. Hahhahaa, fortunately I have some diarrhea medicine and stomach pain medicine. I remember that incident very much. And the third meeting when you forced me to accompany you for a walk. Even though I didn't feel like you were being forced, and I didn't mind taking you that time. It turns out you have something in common with me, you like to read novels just like me. And it's very rare if there's a guy who's so passionate about novels like you. I feel like I have a friend who is aligned with me. I could easily exchange stories with you about some of the novels I've read. And you understand what I'm talking about. Maybe because your novel is too much and you have read everything, making you not think much to answer my questions.That's one of the reasons why I am so comfortable when I am with you. So good to talk to you. And you're a very smart guy paying attention to a girl. This place shows your attention to me. When I feel pain, you are so worried about my situation. That's what made me melt with you. Unfortunately that was the last day I met you. Since that day I've never heard from you. I miss you, Fiki. I miss you. “Fika murmur in heart.

Like yesterday, Fika was still waiting for Fiki's presence in the park. He really hopes that today he will meet him, even though he actually met Fiki, not as easy as imagined. Fiki's departure was already in the third month. He did not expect that so soon Fiki left him, without news and without messages. But Fika is not desperate. He always hoped and prayed to be reunited with Fiki in the park.

The ceiling was so dark. The cloud covered the afternoon. So dark. The clock is still at 16:30. Fika did not move from her seat. He is still busy waiting and daydreaming about the presence of Fiki. The drizzle started to come down. Drop by drop rain water started to wet his body. Fika did not immediately choose to quickly take shelter from the rain, he still did not move from his place. This time it rained so hard. But not one bit makes him want to move just to just shelter.

“Fiki..” Fika came back crying, along with the rain. “Look now I'm like crazy. I'm crazy for my feelings. I'm crazy for my love. I am so looking forward to your presence at this time. Let the rain shower upon me now. At least with this rain does not make me look crying, and can cover my sadness. Let my tears mix with the rain. Every day, every time I remember you, I feel like these tears can no longer hold her back. I miss you Fiki. I miss you so much. I want to see you again. How long do I have to be like this? I am tormented with my present self. But I'm never tired of waiting for you.”

From a distance, Niko approached Fika with an umbrella. Niko is one of the guys who is trying to get close to Fika at the moment.

“Fika until when you have to like this, let's go home. This rain is too heavy. I don't want you to get sick later.” Shouted Niko.

“I don't want to go home Niko, I just want to be here. You go home there. Let me here.” reject Fika who does not want to be invited to go home.

“You can be stubborn. But you also have to care about yourself. Are you still waiting for Fiki?” Ask Niko. Fika just nodded.

“Ahh.. until when do you have to be stubborn? Let's go home! Fiki may not care about you, your name may have been forgotten in his memory. Let's go home!” Niko keeps forcing Fika to go home together. It rained so hard. Like the water of the sea that is poured into the earth.

“Fiki can't forget me, I'm sure it's Niko. Now leave me alone. I don't need you. It's free that you force me, because I won't come home with you.” Fika does not accept Niko's offer to go home with her.

“Alright then. I will leave you now, wait for the prince of Dreammun. Until whenever he won't pick you up here!!” Niko leaves Fika alone. Niko is disappointed not to be able to invite Fika home.

The rain that fell so hard. Thunderbolt and lightning alternately snatched. Fika's body was already soaking wet. Even his lips were starting to turn blue. Fika was cold and her body shivered stiffly. His head started to get dizzy. And finally Fika fell unconscious.

Seen from a distance there was a man who saw Fika fall from the park chair in the rain. He ran towards Fika, he held Fika and took her to the park post to shelter from the torrent of rain falling. At that time Fika was still unconscious. The man broke down Fika's body and covered her with a thick jacket. The man smiled looking at Fika's face. He tried to clean Fika's face and hands from the ground due to falling when he collapsed earlier. The man took a handkerchief to wipe the face of Fika who had turned blue due to the cold.

The rain is still very heavy. The man was still accompanying Fika while waiting for the rain to subside. Fika began to wake up. He began to open his eyes slowly.

“Fika...” Call the Man. It seems like the man recognized Fika.

Fika still doesn't care about that call. His head still felt heavy. The sighting is still blurred.

“Fika, beware.”

Fika is starting to improve. His eyesight had already begun to be clearly visible. He saw a man sitting next to him trying to wake him up. Once he could see clearly. These tears can't be held. So heavy it's flowing like the rain now.

“Fika..” Call that guy again. Fika kept crying looking at the man. He does not believe what he sees. She was incessantly crying.

“Fi..Fiki...is that you?”

“This is me Fiki. Why did you faint? What's wrong with you?” The man who helped Fika was Fiki. The one he had been waiting for his presence. Fika was still crying at the time.

“Fiki..” Fika continued to cry and could not stem her crying, seeing the person she had been waiting for next to her.

“Fiki..” Call Fika.

“Ia Fika's. What's up?” Answer Fiki.

“Bby Fika.” Fiki hugged Fika. Fika's tiny hands wrapped around Fiki's body at that moment. Fikipun hugged Fika gently. Fika was crying in Fiki's arms.

“I miss you Fiki.” While hugging Fiki, he still continued to cry.

“I also miss you Fika. I'm sorry if yesterday I left you without saying goodbye.”

“Let me feel your embrace for now. I even want time to stop spinning. I want a moment like this. I miss your presence. I miss you Fiki.”

“Help me as you please, if indeed this hug can treat your heart due to my stupidity. I'm sorry Fika, I can't forgive myself. Leaving you in this state.” Fiki continued to embrace Fika with love.

“Iya Fiki's. Thanks for the hug.” Fika let go of Fiki's embrace and smiled at him.

“Iya Fika?”

“You are evil.”

“I know... I'm sorry.”

“You are evil Fiki.”

“I'm sorry Fika, I didn't mean to leave you like this.”

“Why don't you contact me.”

“My phone had Fika's pickaxe, after I called Samuel that night and I didn't have your number or Samuel's number. All numbers are on my phone.”

“Terus why did you decide to return to Jakarta?” Ask Fika.

“My uncle critical. I need to hurry to see him. My uncle also told me to temporarily take care of his company. Given his condition that does not allow monitoring the company.”

“Continues!”

“So I'd be happy to help my uncle finish his projects.”

“And now?”

“I've done all my work. My uncle's condition has also started to improve. So I went back to Surabaya to take care of my work here.”

“Oohhh.”

“I'm sorry Fika, I know you must be angry with me at this time.”

“Iya I'm angry.”

“I know...” Sela Fiki's.

“Tau from where?”

“Tuh you jutek with me now.” Answer Fiki.

“Ohh.”

“Fika.”

“Iya..”

“I always miss you.” Fiki while stroking Fika's wet hair with rain water. “I always remember you Fika, every night, even every day, you are always on my mind.”

Fika just kept quiet and listened to Fiki's words. The atmosphere is so quiet. All that was heard was the sound of rain.

“If I miss you, always want to remember you, I don't know how I feel right now. This feeling really torments me every day. I love you Fika.” Fiki expresses her feelings to Fika. Fika could not say anything. It feels like this is all just a dream. What Fika dreamed of all felt real. And this is happening. Fika did not feel tears coming out again, she was very happy today. The person he always had his presence in has returned. Even now he was expressing his feelings of love to her.

“Fiki.”

“Iya..”

“Can I once again hug you?” Pinta Fika's.

“Bby.” Fiki stretched out both her hands around Fika's body.The two of them hugged each other.

“*I love you too, love you so much. It's like a dream. You know every afternoon, every dusk I always wait for you in this park. I'm like a madman who has no purpose in life. I feel like someone who never woke up from his dream. And now I don't know. Am I still dreaming, or am I awake from my fainting and now holding you. I've been waiting for you for three months in this park. I believe you'll meet me here. And finally my trust was realized. You came to see me, and I'm so happy today. The day my love has returned. Flowers that have withered for three months now begin to bloom and begin to develop. Thank you Fiki, I love you so much, and love you so much.”^__**