
That afternoon, after Fika came home from work. As usual, he took the time to go to the park. He sat alone. Fiki wasn't with him. He sat on a garden chair close to a large mahogany tree. He looked up at the sky with a dull look.
Suddenly the shadow reappeared, it was so clear to think of a fast-moving train, there was also a train horn that sounded very fast. His head started to turn dizzy and unbearable. His breathing grew stingy and his vision began to blur. Fika kept pulling her hair to endure the pain in her head. No one knows how Fika is right now. Fika still felt such intense pain in her head. Arrggg. Visible and then the people in his mind, heard the screams of people even the sound of sirens of fire trucks make his ears want to break. Like a bomb is going to explode. Fika continued to grab her hair, and groaned in pain. And soon the shadow disappeared. His breathing began to return to normal. Even his vision was not blurred. Fika took the mineral water in her bag, she took a sip of it to calm her soul. He seemed to shed tears, he was always haunted by that thought. I don't know where those shadows came from. The more he tried to remember, the stronger the shadow became. Fika was very tortured by all of that. He kept crying. He was still confused as to what had really happened to him. In fact, he had gone to a psychiatrist or doctor to ask about his illness. None of them knew what disease Fika suffered. They just said that Fika was just traumatized at an event. But what happened? When's? And where? The question often comes to his mind. Until finally he let the shadow appear and tortured himself.
Fika was still looking at the ceiling that afternoon. So beautiful he looked. Sometimes he wiped his tears from his crying. Suddenly from behind was someone who closed Fika's eyes with his hands.
“Who the hell is this?” Fika was curious about the person who covered her eyes. The man did not answer Fika's question. He continued to cover Fika's eyes with his hands.
“Ohh.. I know who this person is. the most ignorant person in my life. Who else if not. FIIIIKIII Fika shouted loudly.
“Wow.. wow. don't have to shout so neng.” Fiki was shocked by Fika's scream. “Almost my heart is dislodged by your screams.” Fiki stroked his chest in shock from Fika's scream. After that Fiki sat down next to Fika. “Sweetie sorry I'm late. Lots of work I finished today.”
“Tak nothing dear. I am comfortable in this place. Just waited for you an hour. I've been waiting here for you three months. Hahaha.” Reply Fika quipped.
“Iya-iya dear, can not dwell then. Uh.. honey, you're crying, right? How do I close my eyes feeling wet?” Ask Fiki who felt Fika had just cried.
“What a shame, I just read a novel I bought yesterday. The story is so moving.” Fika covered up what she had just experienced. About that shadow. He took something out of his bag, he showed the novel to Fiki. He did not want if what he experienced would burden Fiki as well.
“Ohh.. I guess, you again have a problem so you cry. Honey, if there's a problem, there's something to tell you, you can confide everything to me. Fiki smiled at Fika. He stroked Fika's hair gently. Fikapun returned his smile and rested his head on Fiki's shoulders.
“Iya dear, thank you very much you have been very attentive with me. I love you so much.” Fika smiled gently at that moment. He was happy that Fiki was very worried about him. Her worry shows that there is great love in her.
“I love you so much too baby, there's something I need to show you. Come with me now.” Fiki invites Fika to come with him.
“What a darling.” Fika curious.
“As if later you will know for yourself.” Fiki invites Fika to follow him. There's something he'll show you. Fiki continues to hold Fika's hand to visit somewhere. They're heading to the back of the park. Just look grass and grass around it. There were not even visitors who reached the place.visible two chairs, a round table under a large mahogany tree, and there is a lake not far from it. Looks like Fiki has prepared everything, because there was no chair or table in that place before.
“Darling I asked you to close your eyes.” Fiki gave the cloth to Fika to close her eyes.
“Make what dear?” Fika curious.
“You'll know later, just relax I won't do anything with you.” Fika finally wants to close her eyes. Fiki helps her to pair a cloth that will cover Fika's eyes. After that, Fika's hand he grabbed and took him to the chair and table. Fiki sat down Fika who was still blindfolded. Fiki sat in front of him.
“Honey... iituu..” Fika really can't believe it.
“Iya darling this is all I present to you.” Fiki pointed towards the lake. It looks so beautiful panorama there. The sun prepares to pull over from the horizon.The light is reflected by the lake water and spread everywhere. Its orange-colored light makes it feel like this soul is so calm, like a thirst paid for by a sip of fresh water. The gentle breeze of the wind made this heart goosebump. The beauty was so beautiful that afternoon.
“Honey, look at that charm, that's what I want to show you right now, dusk will turn into night, and even night will be beautiful for me and for you.” Fiki continued to look at Fika with a smile that she uninterruptedly gave. Fika was speechless, her tears filled at the sight of all that, the beauty was like an anesthetic that had drugged her soul. He saw the beauty of the twilight so dazzling. Sometimes he sighed in length while smiling beautifully at Fiki.
“Thank you dear, you already showed this to me, I really like it. I've never seen that beauty here. I feel so full seeing it. How magnificent this universe is, how beautiful the atmosphere this time. This twilight will always remind me of you who brought me here. I will always remember it, remembering my love here.” Fika put both her hands on her. “By this my dear.” Fika gave her unceasing smile, she admired the beauty of that twilight.
“Fika, there's something I want to reveal now.” Looks like Fiki is going to say something very important. He breathed long. Sometimes he had to swallow his saliva to overcome his nervousness. Fika was also somewhat shocked to hear that, she was curious what Fiki would say. Suddenly his body was cold hot. His heart was beating faster than usual. Fika looked closely at Fiki. He waited for a word to be said on his lips.
“What's dear?” Fika looks kind of riled up by all that. He kept looking at Fiki. I don't know why it's so bad at the moment. Those few words really made him curious and unapologetic. He waited for Fiki to say something from his lips.
Fiki seemed busy looking for something. He reached into the back pocket of his pants. He had a little trouble getting it out. Fiki tried to remain calm in front of Fika. He threw a smile at Fika, as if everything was fine. After he got that thing. He took it out and showed it to Fika. A small box of dark red. Fiki showed the box to Fika.
“I love you so much Fika, will you marry me?” Fiki opened the box. Seen in it there is a very beautiful diamond ring. Fika did not feel teary-eyed watching it all. Fiki proposed to him. Fika was crying incessantly. His happiness cannot be preserved. The one he loved so much would marry him. It's very moved. Fika held her cheek with one hand. Is this a dream? He asked his heart. The tears kept wetting her cheeks.
“Will you marry me?” Firmly Fiki again by still showing the beautiful ring in front of him. “Are you marry me?” Fiki smiled at Fika. But still Fika said nothing. I don't know how she should express her happy feelings. He just cried and showed his smile occasionally.
“Fika..” Call Fiki with a beautiful smile at her
“Iya darling, I am willing to marry you.” Fika's tears have all spilled. His voice was sobbing at this moment. Don't know what he's got to say. Fika immediately hugged Fiki with increasingly loud cries. Fiki returned Fika's embrace gently and warmly.
“Fika, I really hope that you will be my wife, I want you forever. To be my life companion. Preparing food and breakfast for me, welcoming my arrival after work. Accompanying our children to do PR. Take your child outside to see the moon and the beautiful stars. That's all you have to do if you marry me. I love you so much, and I want to love you for the rest of my life. Marry me, and I will try to be the husband who will be your best priest. And I'm very sure, you'll be my best wife and a good mother to our children later.” Fiki continued to hug Fika. Occasionally Fiki stroked her hair gently. Fika was still speechless. He just sobbed in his tears. Not knowing what to say, Fiki said, Fiki's proposal has drugged him at this time. Sometimes he held his cheek in one hand and asked, Is this just a dream? He still doesn't believe in any of this. His tears were often wiped away with his hands, but they were unceasingly coming out. And there's no end to it. Happy tears.
Fiki let go of her embrace. Both of his hands held onto Fika's shoulders. He saw Fika's face wet with tears, he looked sobbing and regulated his breathing. Sometimes he breathes his breath. Fiki looked at her beautiful crying face, she smiled at Fika.
“Fika don't cry.” Fiki held onto Fika's cheek and wiped away her tears. Fika kept crying. He had no power to stop his crying. “Fika come, this is just a regular application.” Fiki tried to calm Fika down. He took the ring in the crimson box with his fingers. He looked for a moment, Fiki grabbed Fika's left hand. He held the beautiful fingers of Fika, precisely he chose to hold his ring finger. He put the beautiful ring in Fika's hand.+
“I love you so much, for now and forever.” Fiki said after wrapping the ring around Fika's ring finger. Fika could not say anything. His cries grew louder, his hands covering his mouth. It seemed that he could not contain his happy feelings at that moment. She hugged Fiki for the second time. Fiki returned the hug lovingly.
That twilight had been a witness between their love for the two of them, even the beauty of it had adorned their love. Even the sun is boldly retreating, and toward its rest. Forty-seven impressive minutes. And that twilight had turned into a beautiful night.