Santet's Post From The Ex
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The streets were already so deserted, and not so many vehicles passed by. It made us afraid that there was something on the road.

My brother took the initiative to pass the shortcut, because it was too late at night my brother who tried to pass through the shortcut, entering through the housing complex and alleys.

We were separated from the mama and aba because they kept passing by on the big road,

My mood is in a state of gloom because what I think is not as expected.

I thought I'd get treatment today and I'd make a full recovery.

I just hope as Mr. Kasim said

with the prayer water given by Mr. Kasim can melt by itself, the rest of the oil left in my body.

With a slightly upset state because there was still something left in the form of residual oil from the lump, inside my body and I was also afraid, if until I become a spinster because the use of Ardi can not be eliminated.

I really hate Ardi. He could have done something like this to me. I did nothing but take what should be my right,. My right is to determine for myself my nationality is not regulated or coerced, to be made his second wife. Or even his cheating.

And I started to daydream and lost consciousness

When we crossed the cemetery, I was surprised to see a white figure standing.

I immediately shouted because I was surprised to see a pocong standing in the grave.

"Santy.Kak pocong kak, there's a pocong!" Santy shouted to his brother

Because my brother didn't see anything, he just relaxed with the bike, because he thought I was joking.

The pocong stood still, on top of a tombstone. I made it clear that my eyes were afraid of being mistaken, and the pocong's eyes lit up red.

I am in that state of fear.

I can only read prayer and my brother I told him to read prayer as well.

The pocong jumped so far, once jumping like flying, thankfully stepping away from us.

I continued to read the prayers all the way home, so that my consciousness would remain. Because it makes me daydream a little and it invites others to come.

Maybe this is the meaning of my heart's discomfort.

I thought everything was going to go well, apparently not.

God may have other plans for me. Since the eunuch could not take the rest of this oil I sought another attempt.

Arriving at home I immediately fell asleep, and woke up around 4 am, I try my body to perform tahajjud prayer. Although it was very heavy and tired that enveloped me.

Finished my tahajjud prayer I fell asleep still using my face at that time,

I dreamed of being on a hill with a very beautiful and calm view.

In the dream I stood and was hugged by a man from behind while looking at the scenery under the hill, in the dream I saw my face was peaceful and without burden. I was hugged and kissed with a very affectionate feeling by the man.

It felt calm at the peace of my heart at that moment, even until I woke up from a dream. The calm and peace is still there.

I feel so loved

I wanted to stay asleep and continue that dream again. But the morning prayer adhan has reverberated.

I say "alhamdulillah" Thank God for giving such a beautiful dream. What I used to do is dream of being chased by people or I had other spooky dreams. But this dream is so beautiful that I don't even want to blow it.

This dream is like a proof of God's grace to me.

after the morning prayers I prepared to make breakfast and compile the books I would bring to campus, and return the books I had borrowed in the campus library.

today I took the initiative to meet Lia at her house to go to the campus together.

Not forgetting I told Lia before leaving, I sent her a message and her answer was "okay" Lia was ready to wait for me at her house

My real goal is to tell me about that dream.

it's 7 in the morning, I'm off on my bike, I'm wearing my helmet and my mask. And don't forget my sim and STNK who were in the street bag I took and I put it in my college bag.

I headed to Lia's house on the way I looked like someone I'd ever known.

It was Ardi I thought, and I pretended not to see it.

Fortunately, I was wearing a mask and a covered helmet. I wish Ardi didn't recognize me.

I got to Lia's house, I parked my bike in her yard. And I knocked on the door of that house.

"Santy.tok.. Assalamualaikum." Santy said his greetings while knocking on Lia's door.

"Mother Lia.Walaikumsalam." replied Lia's mother who came out. And told me to wait for Lia in a minute because she just had breakfast.

after finishing breakfast Lia rushed to leave and we took the bike together.

On the bike I told Lia about my dream last night. I love the details and hope the dream comes true.

We got to campus, my college friends gathered in front of the notice board. Lia and I approached them and asked what was going on.

Next week the campus will be holding a study tour. We were so happy, we all made plans to wear the same red shirt. When study tour later.

I invited my friends to go here to the market looking for snacks to take while atydy tour and they agreed.

We 10 people went to the mini market like people who want to demo there.

We are a boisterous team that always soboh anywhere and anytime when gathered. And we were expelled by the PP satpol because it was outside school hours, and we thought we were still SMK/SMA children at that time.

With our lecturer representatives picked up at culinary and tourist attractions because members of the PP satpol still do not believe that we have all been in college.

Of the 10 friends of mine, it was only Lia who was the closest to me, because we were also still in high school so we knew each other, Lia who was a bit tomboyish from appearance and nature, and the people are nice and always enjoy being invited wherever I want.