
With a heavy heart Diandra went to the hospital with Mama Mona without Anggara.
Throughout the journey Diandra did not stop talking to his three babies who will be born in a few hours to this world.
Mama Mona just smiled to see the funny behavior of Diandra, at a young age who was still quite young had to undergo marriage and give birth to twins.
"You're going to be a great woman, Di. My mom always prayed for it." Deep in Mama Mona's heart. Unbeknownst to Diandra, she wiped away her tears.
Arriving at the hospital, Diandra was immediately welcomed by the medical team who would help Diandra give birth. Even Diandra was immediately taken to the delivery room.
"Can Anggara accompany me here?." Diandra asked Doctor Charles with an uncertain feeling, because in addition to this first experience, the first operation and he had to wait with anxious expectation the arrival of Anggara that he could not contact since.
"By, young Mommy." Dr. Charles replied while asking all medical teams to prepare everything quickly.
Diandra closed his eyes, tears flowing from the tail of his eyes. He realized that this was the end of everything with everything related to Anggara.
"I still wish you could come to accompany me and see me one last time."
The nurse, who saw this, told Dr. Charles. Doctor Charles just took a deep breath and immediately prepared Diandra to immediately remove the three babies.
After tens of minutes have passed. In a semi-conscious state, Diandra can hear the sound of crying from the first baby picked up from inside his stomach, the next few seconds later the sound of crying the second baby again. Which was then followed by the sound of the cry of the third baby.
"Let me see the faces of my three babies before they're taken away." Said Diandra so softly, so that it could be ascertained that no one heard his words.
After that she could not hear the cries of the three babies, only that some medical team was rummaging through the stomach that had deflated.
Diandra's mind was completely empty, not knowing what to fill it with. Because so many problems in life makes Diandra prefer to forget one by one about it all.
Because of the drowsiness that he could not hold back anymore, Diandra was so resigned and accepted both eyes to be closed.
I don't know how long Diandra's been asleep on top of the gurney. One hour, one day, one Sunday, one month, one year or maybe he will never wake up again. Leaving those who had left him alone on the operating table without saying goodbye.
"Wake me up Lord, if I can bear this pain!."
But apparently Diandra was still able to wake up, after nearly two hours of falling asleep, staring around the room. Wish he woke up from a very painful nightmare. But apparently the nightmare was carried away until the real world.
Tightly in the chest, that can be felt by Diandra when looking at Mama Mona who developed a smile full of sincerity that can warm the body and lighten the burden.
"I'm fine, Ma. When are we gonna get out of here?." Tanya Diandra was so calm.
"After your condition improves, we'll be home soon, baby."
Diandra felt an excruciating pain in the second part of his chest.
"Ma, what about my Asi?." Again Diandra so calmly asked something that was very closely related to the three babies.
He immediately met the nurse and asked for help to milk Diandra with a tool to be fast in taking her ASI.
Flooded, Diandra's clothes are already wet with so much milk coming out of both ***********.
Sister painstakingly helps Diandra in pumping her ASI.
Diandra looked down while turning her back to the mother who was standing behind the sister. Her tears so hard wet both her cheeks.
"Whoever you will be out there drinking this milk, may you be a child who is always happy forever with both of your parents." Inner Diandra while trying to remove the tears that still come out. I don't know what she's crying about right now.
Yes, Diandra will donate her ASI through this hospital after from the three babies no one needs it because it has been taken away somewhere.
Quite a lot of milk produced from both breasts Diandra, can reach ten bottles containing 180 ML.
During the three days in the hospital, there are already hundreds of bottles that successfully donated to the babies whose parents have difficulty with the production of ASI.
Today Diandra will be home. He took care of all the equipment on the table. He looked at the phone and opened it, still hoping for a miracle. But apparently even bitterness that must be swallowed again and again.
Where there is an incoming message from the mobile phone of the person who is expected to come, yesterday. The short message said he had been on the talaq four days ago. A video shows Anggara and Regina making love just days before she gives birth.
Diandra bit her lower lip so strongly that without feeling it was bleeding fresh blood.
"What are you doing, Diandra?." Mama Mona opened Diandra's mouth and immediately asked the sisters for help.
Not only did Diandra feel pain, but so did Mama Mona. Even Mama Mona who was much more ill felt seeing the Diandra that was so devastated with no rest.
"I'm sorry, Mama, Di!. Mama can't save you from this destruction." Sobbed.
The mother and child embraced each other, giving strength from the remnants of helplessness they had.
Meanwhile, Anggara stared at the third nanar of the newborn baby by the woman who had already carried her whole self away.
"You've become the father of your three children who are so cute and so adorable." Mommy Isabel stands next to Anggara.
The clear circle fell in front of Mommy Isabel. Anggara let him fall wet the suit he wore.
"I am so helpless against the power and power that money and all of you have. I've been a bad man to a good woman I love and a bad father to our three babies." Anggara lowered his head so deeply.
"Forget Diandra!. Hdup is good for your three children. They are your responsibility, those who will lead the great company."
With a melt of tears Anggara looked cynically at the Mommy. "I guess Mommy can understand me. But Mommy is the same as everyone else." Mommy Isabel was not angry at what the son said. He smiled as he went to see a pediatrician.